Horseman Spell by Cheryl Rhodes

Horseman Spell

by Cheryl Rhodes

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eBook ISBN: 978-1-61937-334-1

Pam never expected to be spending time at the racetrack again, but a romantic connection with Scott – her ex-boyfriend’s brother – throws her back into the exciting world of horseracing. As if mysterious phone calls and unknown late night visitors weren’t enough trouble, big brother Lyle returns to town.

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Good Things Come in Tall Packages
by Ann Montclair

Musa Publishing

eBook ISBN: 978-1-61937-256-6

Dr. Joe Connors and socialite lawyer Lucy Alcott come from two different worlds, two very different cultures. But will those differences keep them apart when their attraction is too strong to be denied?

Chapter One

Joe! Joe Connors! Here in Savannah?
Lucy’s breath caught and her heart raced as she studied the man across the aisle. A man she’d fantasized about, but never dreamed she would see again, especially not at the wedding of her dear friends, Ben and Maura.
Joe Connors, MD, made of the most succulent parts of heaven, was sitting not ten feet away. She smelled his cologne, a woodsy and light scent, a blend of camping, fishing, and other outdoor activities athletic, strapping men undertook. His blue pin-striped suit barely contained his enormous shoulders and bulging biceps. The matching silk tie at his throat looked to be yards long, and it still didn’t quite reach his muscular waist. His dark, closely cropped hair shone in the candlelight, and his ebony skin looked made of chocolate butter-cream frosting, the kind a girl licked off her fingers after sinful indulgence.
Lucy fidgeted in her pew and tapped her long, pink porcelain nail against her chin, considering her options. She needed to get his attention!
She could stand up, stumble, and fall dramatically into the aisle at his feet, but that was too obvious. Besides, she didn’t want to risk being rushed to the hospital. Furtive glances, batting eyelashes, and pretending to weep were completely out of character. Ignoring him, avoiding his glances and pretending she didn’t remember him might work. But would he buy it after all they’d shared that evening six months earlier?
Her final option proved to be her best course of action. She’d simply approach him after the ceremony, tell him it was nice to see him again, and ask how he knew the bride and groom.
She would bet her Chanel tufted clutch Joe was Maura’s friend. No way could Ben have hidden such a jewel from Lucy. Good. Maura owed her one. Lucy had practically hand-wrapped Ben for Maura’s keeping, and now the Amazon goddess was marrying her millionaire, and would walk off into some white, fluffy cloud of perceived domestic bliss that sounded more like torture to Lucy.
Ack. Lucy hated weddings and what they represented. She enjoyed dressing up, eating decadent foods, whooping it up at receptions, but the whole happily ever after vibe was definitely not her thing. Why any woman would want to promise everlasting fidelity to one man, to run around the rest of her days cleaning up his messes then suffer in the making of a squirming human replica was beyond Lucy’s reckoning. The day she sacrificed her 26 inch waist for any man was never going to happen.
She tried to pull her focus back to her friends. Ben and Maura were perfectly suited. Maura made Ben seem approachable, less smug, made him smile, laugh even. That old, suave, stick in the pants would undoubtedly benefit from Maura’s brand of idealism and optimism. She’d definitely be a good mother to his kid.
Check that. Kids.
The bride was already pregnant and proud of it. Ah, Maura. Lucy loved the woman, and she was awfully glad they’d become such good friends.
And now, her newest and best friend had brought Joe back into Lucy’s life. Lucy was now positive he was Maura’s guest. He’d been gawking at the bride the entire ceremony. That big lug looked positively teary eyed over Maura and Ben. She’d have to put his mind where it belonged. On her.
Lucy scanned the church and saw she had no real competition. The other ladies were wearing cheap knockoffs, not Dior or Prada. No one had her thick, short, perfectly styled platinum hair or her sky high, ultra expensive Louboutin heels. Joe wouldn’t know what hit him by the time Lucy was done.
Tick tock. When would this ceremony end?
She glanced at her diamond encrusted Cartier watch and then at the back of Joe’s square head.
It was Joe! She wiggled like a puppy on Christmas day.
Hurry up and kiss the bride, she wanted to scream.
What seemed hours later, the bride and groom exited the altar and passed through a hail of good cheer. Maura acknowledged Lucy with a quick air-kiss. Lucy swallowed hard as tears swam into her eyes. Struck by unexpected emotion, she pinched the bridge of her nose, scolding herself. Why were her fingers trembling? It must have been the excitement of seeing Joe. She pulled her gaze from the bride, allowed herself one sniffle, and honed her vision onto Joe. Lucy tried to catch his eye, but he was too busy clapping and nodding, too preoccupied with Maura. Maybe she would have to collapse into the aisle after all…
Luckily, once the bride ballooned past, Joe saw Lucy.
Gotcha!
She beamed at him, and he did a double take before crossing the aisle, pulling her from the pew and lifting her into his arms. He squeezed her tightly, and she fondly caressed his firm torso, running her fingers over his chiseled chin and landing one finger on his full lower lip before he gently set her down.
“I missed you, gorgeous,” she said, and he laughed loudly enough to fill the entire church with his big, bass voice.
“You’re the beauty here! Look at you, Lucy. You’re a ray of sunshine lighting up a rainy Savannah day. How do you manage to look polished and perfect on a windy, wet December dafternoon?”
“Oh, stop. You don’t look so bad yourself. Your suit almost fits you.”
Lucy noticed that every seam of his wool coat nearly popped from the gravity of his body. The man could afford Brooks Brothers, but he undoubtedly shopped at Sears. The frugal do-gooder…but damn if he wasn’t the most handsome saint she’d ever met.
“I got this vintage look at the Big and Tall nine, maybe ten years ago. I wore it when I graduated med school. It’s held up fairly well for the price.” He grazed his capable hands over the once-stiff lapels.
She smiled benevolently. “Ever the pragmatist, eh? Why shop at Saks when the Big and Tall will suffice?”
“Exactly. I’m glad you remembered my wisdom even though it’s clear you haven’t followed my advice that you do likewise—at least when you’re off the clock. You are looking fabulous.”
The banter in which they’d engaged at the hotel returned easily to them. Like falling off a log, she thought and blushed. If only she was rolling off his body…
“Yes, as I recall, we had quite the discussion and disagreement about appearance before we agreed our professions call for differing approaches to the issue. Lawyers must be meticulous about their look, while doctors enjoy the luxury of covering up with boring, drab scrubs. You can afford dressing casually. Let me say, though, your suit is a vast improvement!” She tilted her head and raised her eyebrows appraisingly. He was so easy to tease, and so, so easy on the eyes.
“Hey, when we met, I was wearing some nice clothes. Jeans, right? They were good ones, too. A designer brand—Levis, I believe.”
He laughed again, and Lucy loved the way his deep voice saturated her body and sent a jolt straight up her tingling spine. He locked eyes with her.
“Oh, I remember. I most certainly do…” Suddenly shy at the tone of admiration that had crept into her normally cool voice, she looked away. “How could I forget?” she admitted, her voice a whisper.
Why was she being so revealing? What had happened to her rapier wit and disdainful attitude? One look, a couple of compliments, and the man made her insides mush. That’s the very reason she’d avoided him, tried to forget him. Joe made Lucy fear her hard-earned edge would be dulled. And she simply couldn’t allow that to happen. Not ever.
“I assumed you’d forgotten me since you never tried to reach me after our one night at the Hyatt.” His voice was gently scolding, and she shrugged, trying to assume an air of nonchalance. “You knew my name and my location. Why didn’t you ever try to reach me, Lucy?”
The crowd thinned, and it became just the two of them, standing toe to toe, the only sound, the sizzling of the church candles. The dim light of the cloudy winter day shone through the stained glass windows, reflecting upon, then shadowing their faces.
Lucy felt frozen in time.
All her roadblocks fell down when she looked into the earthy honesty of his sable eyes. They stared at each other for several beats before Lucy hazarded a response. “I should have tried to contact you. I wish I had…”
“Yes,” he stated simply. “I wish you had. But here we are. Together at last…Atlanta meets Savannah. Like Maura and Ben. What took us so long to find each other again?”
Several more beats and Lucy heard her own heart making hammering sounds. She put her hand to her chest, tapped it meaningfully, and he bowed his head toward her. She knew he rightly interpreted her gesture.
Lucy was protecting her heart.
She had never given it away and wouldn’t consider doing so now. No matter the incredible temptation he provided. The little, underused muscle was a broken thing anyway, cracked and calcified in her chest. A heart not fit for anyone, especially anyone as fine and upstanding as Joe Connors.
He looked down from his towering six feet, six inches, and said, “So let’s make up for lost time. How about I escort you to Driscoll Manor, and we tear up that dance floor like we did at the Hyatt?”
That was their one evening together: dancing and laughing, kissing and cuddling. She had gone to the hotel to find action. And had she ever. She’d met plenty of sexy doctors in her day, but never one as kind, as gentle, as positively captivating as the man standing before her now.
Too bad she’d gotten too self-disclosing and maudlin before the evening ended. She didn’t open up to anyone, but Joe had located then tapped her hidden well. She had gushed out her entire life story over several martinis. And now, he was here, at a wedding of all places. In a church.
Geez, it was like a confessional all over again. The irony didn’t escape either of them.
His face framed itself into understanding. Empathy shone in his eyes, the same look he’d given her before she left him to his medical convention, to his morality, to his nobility.
She’d learned that night, she was a shark, and Joe was a blue whale, or some other poetic, non-rapacious creature inhabiting the crystalline depths. Joe wasn’t familiar with the rocky shallows or murky holes where Lucy lived and worked. She attacked enemies, and he healed them. She knew then and she knew now, they’d never be a match.
But they could have fun.
Damn it, of course they could! And they would.
Lucy resolved to lighten the mood, to undo the damage she’d done that sultry summer night and was beginning to do again.
Put on a smile. Affect grace. Don restraint. No more messy emotional looks or responses.
“Oh, we can do better than we did at the Hyatt, Joe. I didn’t like the way our evening ended so abruptly, me crying into my drink before leaving without a proper goodbye.” She winked suggestively. “I promise I’ll be a lot more fun today.” She reached up to put her hand against his warm, smooth cheek. She needed to touch him, to make sure he was real.
He bent down and captured her lips in a kiss.
Time unlocked, sped up, then settled as she opened her mouth and breathed in his tongue, his teeth, his taste. It was a slow, languorous kiss, and she reveled in the spearmint taste of his mouth and the way his lips nearly covered her chin with moist, provocative softness. Memory became recurrence.
Now.
Again.
“Joe, I can’t believe you’re here,” she whispered when he finally relinquished her mouth.
The crinkles at the corners of his merry eyes mesmerized her. She swept the tiny pad of her thumb across the lines next to his right eye, and over the roundness of his cheekbone before cupping his lightly bearded chin. He stood sturdy as an oak, and she longed to drip like Spanish moss from him.
“You’re the vision, Lucy. I’ve dreamed of you, and now, like a dainty angel, you appear at my friend’s wedding. How do you know Maura?” He paused as recognition sparked in his eyes. “Are you the legendary, sharp tongued, well heeled lawyer that Ben employs? The one she refers to as ‘the midget’?”
His big eyes got bigger when the realization that Lucy had been so close all along dawned upon him. “My, oh my, and what an incredible package you are.” His eyes roved over her face as she held his cheek.
Oh, he was a good man. He would play along; she’d flirt and he’d tease, and they’d adopt roles she understood like her legal briefs. Roles she felt comfortable with, was born to inhabit.
“That’s me: tiny, but devilishly clever, always seeking the win. Ben and Maura have both benefitted from my superior professional skills. Lucy Alcott, attorney at large.”
She forced her hand from his face and twirled in her chic, winter white, hand tailored suit, preening prettily for his perusal. The motion readjusted her thinking, put her back to herself, as if she had reversed the awkward ruminations and had changed, quicksilver, into her most lovable and outrageous self.
“Oh, I like what I see, Miss attorney at large. You are one adorable lawyer. Litigate me any day!”
They laughed together, the building tension easing, and their eyes became glossy with happiness.
“I can’t believe I never put two and two together and came up with you,” he mused. “Maura talks about you in the most glowing terms, I swear,” he attempted to mollify.
“Midget, indeed.” Lucy sniffed. “Good things come in small packages, but what would she know about that?”
Joe chortled, and she thought even better things come in tall packages.
That idea dialed her mood to joy. This was a party, after all, even if it was attached to a staid, traditional wedding. And Lucy enjoyed herself as well or better than anyone. She’d show Joe the good time gal she could be. His endearing smile, his bountiful body and his limitless kindness were bound to make what would’ve been a good time a great one.
Lucy suddenly felt like a school girl, all giggles and solicitude.
Just look at the man! He looked like a black Adonis, and his dapper darkness perfectly complimented her ivory complexion. They’d definitely be the best looking pair at the event.
She tried to compose herself, to slow her now racing heart, but she was too thrilled, too worked up at Joe’s unexpected presence, at his obvious interest and pleasure in encountering her again. Their attraction was once more instantaneous and mutual, and the heat rising between them made the winter chill disappear. This time she’d capture that fire and tame it. By the end of the day, Joe would be another “get” in her long list of accomplishments.
“Let’s go to the reception.” He gallantly offered the crook of his arm.
“Yes. Let’s go show those people how to party.”
Lucy put her hand on Joe’s massive forearm, and at his side, she sauntered down the chapel aisle.

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Finding Grace
by Rhea Rhodan

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eBook ISBN: 978-1-61937-161-3

To stop a vision from coming true, Grace Thorne gambles her fragile defenses on man she feels startlingly attracted to—and loses. Jack Daggery battles the ghosts of his past. He doesn’t need a belligerent little thorn of questionable gender poking holes in his armor. Will love heal their wounds?

Chapter One

“Someone’s going to die.”
Dagger was already late. He didn’t have time for this shit. Especially not this pint-sized, purple-haired shit. The voice was surprisingly rough coming from the small frame, and the way the kid moved didn’t quite…well, there were a lot of those in the catering business. Thank God he’d finished getting dressed.
He’d thought the employee coat room would be a safe place to make a quick change, what with the party being well underway and all. Why would a server be in here now? They should all be busy.
Wait, that raw voice had been responsible for some damn creative cussing he’d heard a minute ago through the not-so-thin door. If he’d heard it, everyone else in the place must have, too. It had followed the loud crash that could have only meant the brutal end of a lot of glass. Someone had barked something after that, but the only word that made it through the door to Dagger’s ears was ‘fired.’
Okay. So, not just short and queer in at least one way, but foul-mouthed and currently unemployed, too. Dagger shook his head.
“What do you mean, ‘someone’s going to die’? Is that supposed to be a threat?” Not that Dagger could blame the kid. He took a step closer anyway. “And why tell me?”
The little purple head cocked to the side. “You might be able to stop it. You’re security, right?”
If Dagger had been expecting an answer, that wasn’t it.
“Actually, I’m a guest,” he said through gritted teeth.
He and his partner had been invited to the charity ball by a prospective client. The CEO was only in town for the night. He’d refused to give Blackridge his business until he’d met both of them. So here was Dagger, squeezed into the biggest tux the rental place had buried in the back, making his best attempt to be presentable so they could land the account. The kid wasn’t buying it and he doubted anyone else would, either. He knew who he was, or who he’d been, anyway. The way he looked on the outside wasn’t the half of it.
The kid thrust up his chin about a foot and half below Dagger’s and glared at him through large, dark-tinted glasses. Brave little shit, anyway.
“Yeah, right. And I’m Paul-fucking-Bunyan. You fit in with these mothball penguins like Babe The Blue Ox in a goddamn china shop. I just don’t want anyone to get hurt, okay? Look for a green van. I gotta go.” He pulled a wool cap over his ears, shrugged on an over-sized ratty jacket and ducked past Dagger’s grab, fast. Damned fast.
Dagger hesitated a moment before following. Yes, he was late. But no, he really didn’t want to be here. And what if the tip was solid and he ignored it? There was that, after all.
When he stepped out the back door, he could see the kid stomping sneakered feet under the streetlight at the bus stop in the falling snow. That thin jacket didn’t look like it was going to make it through the winter and now the kid was out of a job. The pang of empathy he felt caught him off guard. It had been a long time, but he still remembered what it felt like to be cold and broke, if not queer and undersized.
A green van rounded the corner just as he was about to step back inside and face the party. When he looked back at the streetlight, the kid was disappearing into a bus.
“Damn,” he muttered under his breath and stepped into the shadows, watching while it pulled into the parking lot and cruised slowly through.
His eyes roamed the rows of late-model, high-priced German cars and a few even pricier imports, then back to the green panel van. That didn’t mean the piece-of-shit on wheels didn’t stick out here as bad as he did, tux or no.
The van moved back onto the street and Dagger turned to go back to the party again, fighting his disappointment at the loss of a reprieve. Then he stopped. It wouldn’t hurt to wait five more minutes, just to make sure the van didn’t come back. He really kind of had to, didn’t he? Just in case the kid wasn’t some whack job trying to get someone in trouble or something. He moved inside the door, leaving it open a crack, and checked his watch.
Five minutes and there it was again, cruising even slower this time, positively skulking. He pulled out his phone and called Farley, his next-in-command at Blackridge, told him to bring whoever was in town and available ASAP.
By the time he’d clicked off, the van had driven out of the lot and was sitting at the stoplight. The back plate was visible, but the number was obscured. It could have been due to the gray slush spattering up from the street, but Dagger didn’t think so.
He waited and watched through the slit in the door until his men pulled up. He filled them in, deployed them to observation points and checked his watch again.
And grimaced. Paul wasn’t going to like this, not at all.
Paul had brought Katherine to the ball, probably hoping his wife’s beauty and sophistication would counter Dagger’s utter lack of both. In crowds where respect came from fear, being the ugliest, most dangerous-looking man in the room was an asset. At a fancy ball? Not so much.
Dagger spotted his partner holding his wife’s elegant hand, talking to the CEO and some hangers-on. He was making a good impression on the man, Dagger could tell—even though his friend wasn’t much better suited to this kind of party than he was. Paul Weston had been a sniper in special ops with the Marines before starting Blackridge Security with Dagger a couple of years ago. No amount of fancy clothes or a classy wife could completely civilize a man like that. And a man like Dagger—well, he couldn’t even fool a queer kid with purple hair.
He tried a smile on his face and let it slide off, the unused muscles making him more uncomfortable than the way the other guests were staring at him. With practiced indifference, he watched the polished businessman recoil at first glance, then eye him with wary tenseness when Paul introduced him.
“A pleasure to meet you, sir. Please forgive my tardiness. Be assured that it’s no reflection on your importance to Blackridge.” Dagger tilted his body in a short bow, extended his hand and reminded himself not to squeeze too hard before turning to Paul’s wife. “You look lovely this evening, Katherine. That dress is stunning on you. Would you be so kind as to entertain this esteemed gentleman while I have a word with Paul?”
The man let go of a breath he’d been holding when Dagger released his hand and walked away. He couldn’t tell if the guy was happier to be rid of him or to discover that he could talk like a civilized human being.
He walked Paul to a quiet corner.
“Jesus, you laid that on thick,” Paul grumbled. “What’s up? Tell me it’s more important than this account. You know this is our only chance to talk to the guy here in Seattle. And I don’t like the way he looks at Katherine.”
Paul hadn’t taken his eyes off the man talking to his wife.
“You don’t like the way any man looks at her. She’s got you wrapped around her pretty little finger and tied up in fancy knots.” Dagger managed to chuckle without really smiling.
“You know, Dagger, it could happen to you.”
“Yeah, right,” he grunted. “Look at me, Paul. Never gonna happen. Sweet and pretty don’t do me and I’m sure not falling for the ones that will. Look, I know this isn’t our gig tonight, but we’ve got trouble anyway.”
Paul glanced quickly around the room and Dagger knew he was taking in the high-end guests and low-rent security before he said, “What kind of trouble? Plenty of pretty baubles and cash, that’s for sure, but I can’t see a full-on robbery.”
“I dunno, Paul. I got a tip and a bad feeling along with it. Besides, I wouldn’t trust these rent-a-cops to stop rain with an umbrella.”
Paul scanned the room again and smirked. “Got that right. You call for reinforcements?”
“Already here. That’s where I’ve been.”
“You mean I’ve been standing around all this time schmoozing while you’ve been off enjoying yourself? I’m going to get you for this, Dagger.” Paul sighed. “Yeah, so, what are we looking at?”
Dagger explained his strange encounter with the purple-haired kid and the green van.
It felt good to know his partner trusted him, trusted his instincts. But he felt even better when Paul pulled out his phone and Dagger heard who he was calling.
“Lieutenant Rigby still in? Yes, please…Paul Weston. Thank you, I’ll hold. Luke? Paul. Say, I’m at The Plaza for the Tierney Foundation charity ball… client…Yes, I am. It is not funny. Katherine said I look handsome, never mentioned anything about a monkey. Say, Luke, I’ve got reason to believe there’s going to be some kind of trouble down here. Could you spare a couple of squads?…Yeah, a few of our own are already here, but it’s not our show…Huh?…Katherine had lunch with her last week…How the hell should I know how she looked?…I don’t want to hear anything about it, Luke. Just call the woman, send flowers, whatever. Can I count on those squads?…Thanks.”
He put his phone back in his jacket pocket and looked at Dagger. “Love is a goddamn disease.”
“Good thing I’m too ugly to catch it, then.” Dagger’s lips curled briefly. “Look, Paul, let me handle whatever this is—or isn’t. You handle the business, as usual. If it turns out to be nothing, you can smooth over my absence. We have a better chance of landing the account this way, in any case. Did you see how he looked at me?”
Paul just shrugged. “I’m more concerned about how he’s looking at my wife right now. Text me with any news.” Paul strode purposefully back into the crowd.
Dagger communicated with silent motions to his watchers and pulled out a crumpled pack of cigarettes. Just some guy who’d slipped out for a smoke, right? The green van had tightened its circle from around the block to around the parking lot. He was glad they’d waited to do that until after his men were in position. He didn’t just want to prevent a crime, he wanted to bust the assholes trying to pull it.
A young woman wearing a gown that probably cost as much as one of Blackridge’s Escalades stepped out the door and almost turned around when she saw him. He butted out his cigarette and said, “You’d think it was illegal, the way we have to sneak around,” as reassuringly as possible before going back inside.
Torn between protecting the girl and hoping she was the bait they needed, he put in his earpiece and waited. They were good men and Dagger trusted them.
He didn’t have to wait long. There was a muffled squawk over the comm link he’d stuck over the door outside. He slammed through it just in time to snatch the girl and shove her behind him. He faced two guns. The men holding them looked confused by his broad and genuine smile until they were on their knees with matching broken wrists, Farley behind them, a twisted arm in each hand. He was smiling too.
“Geez, Dagger, why do you always have take the fun out of everything? Now how I am supposed to impress this gorgeous woman with my manliness?” He flashed a bigger smile at the girl.
Two squads pulled up just then, lights flashing, sirens off. Lieutenant Rigby got out and gave Dagger a humorless half smile. Dagger turned and nodded to his men. They slipped back into the night, all except that smooth bastard Farley who was already holding the girl’s hand and whispering sweet nothings in her ear. Dagger slipped back into the ballroom. He shrugged. Better to leave the princess to a man who could comfort her and make her feel safe. Hell, she’d looked at him like he was more of a monster than the creeps who’d tried to snatch her.
Standing in the ballroom a few minutes later, Dagger reflected on how fast it had all happened. It was always like that, a few slow-motion moments that stretched out in memory but were over in a blink. Like little waves passing briefly over a pond while the rock that made them was already sitting at the bottom.
The general population, schmoozing, drinking and dancing, never even felt a ripple. Lieutenant Rigby looked like a cop boss—big, balding, aged before his time and carrying a few too many pounds—but even though he wasn’t wearing a tux, he wasn’t in uniform either. No one in the crowd took notice of him when he walked through the ballroom.
Paul shook the lieutenant’s hand and introduced him to the CEO. He had obviously seen Dagger’s text and intended to make the most of it. He’d succeed, too. That was one of the reasons he handled the clients and Dagger was more than happy to let him.
Another was driven home for the second—make that hundredth—time that evening when, even as he told the story and gave Dagger high praise, the lieutenant managed to avoid really looking at him, while the CEO just kept trying not to stare.
The lieutenant smiled warmly at Katherine and asked her to go chat with the Tierney princess, who, Dagger wasn’t at all surprised to discover, was part of Katherine’s social circle. Then he went on to explain that, from the evidence his men had found in the green van, it was obvious they’d planned to kill her once they had the ransom.
There weren’t even any masks or ropes. Just a small digital recorder. They’d already admitted they were “just” going to record her voice begging for her life. But it would have been enough to get them whatever it was they wanted. Old man Tierney’s love for his granddaughter was damn near legendary. She probably wouldn’t have made it out of the parking lot alive.
Dagger considered what greedy sons of bitches they were; there had been only two of them. Any idiot knew that an extraction—er, kidnapping—took more than two people.
What he couldn’t figure out–Paul and the lieutenant, either—was what the purple-haired kid had to do with it.
But, what the hell. The CEO had been so impressed that he’d hired them on the spot and introduced Paul to some of his friends and business associates attending the ball. Tierney wanted them on the payroll, too.
Blackridge was going to get more than one account out of this. So why did Dagger feel the prick of guilt at being hailed a hero?
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Thorne sat in the gloom of the bus, lost in a maze of thoughts and feelings she didn’t have a schematic for. The vision she’d experienced, even though it was just a glimpse this time, wasn’t the problem. Sometimes she just knew things, dark things. It had been that way ever since—
Stop. Not going there. The nightmares would take her to that black pit of hell before the sun came up, anyway; they had every night for the last five years.
She’d seen the green van right there in the ballroom. That terrible choking, sinking feeling, as if she were being sucked under, had followed in its wake. Of course, she had to have been holding an entire tray of champagne glasses at the time. Fucking Murphy and his damn law. But that wasn’t the source of confusion, or even the reason she’d taken the risk.
No, that would be the man who’d been standing in the coatroom, and the undeniable fact that she’d instantly been aware of him as a man. She still felt the vestiges of that awareness in places it shouldn’t be, had no business being, had never been.
Thorne had learned early that boys didn’t like smart girls and she’d been smart enough to understand there was no point in wasting energy and focus on unrequited attraction. Of course, it hadn’t been an issue at all since—
Stop. Not going there. Again. It was just another road back to hell.
The bus lurched. Thorne saw him again in her mind’s eye. God, he was big. Big enough to carry all of those ghosts. Men he’d slain. So many.
But the dark eyes looking out of his rough-hewn face didn’t belong to a killer. They held honor and horror; they belonged to a warrior who’d done his duty and believed he’d lost his soul doing it. The nose below those suffering eyes had been broken more than once, long ago. No doubt before he was fully grown and had gotten all those muscles his rented tux hadn’t been able to accommodate. With his shaved head, the short beard and mustache did nothing to soften his appearance. She knew the snake’s head tat on the big paw she’d seen emerging from his sleeve was one of many she hadn’t seen. No, the only thing soft about the man had been his barely-detectable southern accent, spoken with a deep voice that had vibrated in such an oddly pleasant way inside her.
These things she knew. But they didn’t tell her why she’d trusted him, or why she felt like her life had changed just as irrevocably as it had that night on her birthday five years ago.
With a final lurch and a tortured groan, the bus came to a stop and Thorne stepped off. She looked warily around her. Low rent neighborhoods had their advantages. There was—well, the low rent—and the anonymity too. They were worth the disadvantages one had to keep an eye out for.
Thorne wondered if she’d get any real work done tonight.

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One Wet Summer
by Ann Montclair

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eBook ISBN: 978-1-61937-257-3

Questioning her life plans and risking her heart to the hotelier and his motherless daughter weren’t on the vacationing teacher’s to do list—funny how things can change in a heartbeat.

Chapter One

Maura’s eyes settled on a man, a beautiful man, who was striding on the deck with authority, a look of consternation creasing his broad brow. She sat up a bit straighter in her chaise lounge, grabbed her frosty mint julep, and incognito, gazed with avid attention at Mr. Sexy through her new, mirrored, oversized Christian Dior sunglasses. The hunk surveyed the turquoise pool water then broke into a movie star smile. Oh my gosh, Maura nearly gasped. He was as handsome as any of the men on The Young and the Restless, and he was standing not ten feet away from her bedazzled brown eyes. Suddenly, all the arguments she’d had about accepting her parents’ generous gift of a resort vacation became moot, just distant memories fogging up the backside of her brain.
Actually, from the moment Maura had cast her eyes on Driscoll Manor, she’d been duly impressed. It appeared exactly as described in the glossy brochures: five stars’ worth of perfect opulence centered in Savannah, Georgia’s legendary Historic District. The Federal-style pillared porch spoke to the building’s long history while the interior provided pure twenty-first century plush. The black and white marbled lobby housed a staff who treated guests like visiting royalty, and when she was shown to her sumptuous suite overlooking the sultry Savannah River, she knew the concierge’s claim that Driscoll could provide whatever one needed was no idle boast.
Her spacious room featured modern art on the sand-colored walls, a white-skirted four-poster bed, a flat screen TV, an oversized whirlpool bath, and wireless internet. Thank goodness she’d remembered to bring her laptop.
She thought she’d never leave the lavish space until she’d ogled the Olympicsize swimming pool, surrounded on three sides by chaise lounges, and on the fourth, a giant water wall. She hadn’t wasted five minutes donning her swimsuit and cover-up before she was in the glass and steel elevator whooshing toward ground level. Once positioned on her lounge, she’d been truly
content to stretch her “Lucky Red” painted toenails into the complimentary luxurious Egyptian cotton towel and sip frothy cocktails.
But now?
Now she was seeing what she’d always hoped for, what her mother had promised her would appear one day — the most incredibly delicious man she’d ever laid eyes upon. She’d always figured the stories of love at first sight were actually lust at first sight, but now she was sure the two ideals could coexist. Just gazing upon him made her toes curl with delight, like she was eating peach pie. And this had never happened before. Not without the pie.
Maura drank in his height. At least six feet of big, lean man. His tousled dark hair caught the sunlight and held it in raven-black glints while his broad shoulders seemed barely contained in a light gray, button-down, tailored shirt. His dress shirt was tucked into a v-cut waist accentuated by the black linen trousers he wore low on his hips. The pants hugged his ass in all the right places and led her eyes to his long, thick legs. The light Southern wind draped the expensive fabric seductively close to his muscled thighs and strong calves, and the expensive black loafers he wore were a study in wealth meets hip. He looked dressed to the nines, and Maura labeled him a ten before she even knew his name.
He must have felt Maura’s hot gaze because before her eyes traveled back to his incredibly chiseled profile, his icy blue eyes were riveting her to the chaise in as bold a look as she had been giving. He raised one dark eyebrow, and then his smile became a knowing grin especially for her.
Maura’s fingers slipped in the condensation on the fluted glass, and the beverage was a moment from hitting the ground when he caught it in his large, well-manicured hand. Maura gasped. Ten feet had become ten inches.
“Wouldn’t want to waste the last bit of that delicious drink.” He laughed, and his voice was deep as the Atlantic and tinged with gallant mirth.
She took the julep from his hands, and she felt the fine crisp hairs that coated his knuckles. They sent a tingle straight to her still-curled toes.
“Thank you,” she managed to say, her voice sounding high and tight in her ears. “I’m not used to imbibing during the day.” Her comment made him laugh, and she found the baritone of his cheer compelling. She smiled and felt her shoulders relax a bit.
She sipped daintily through the pink bendy straw and looked at her hero above the rim of her sunglasses. They were a tad heavy and had slipped down her nose. As if reading her mind, he reached forward and adjusted them on her face. “There,” he said, again flashing his most devastating smile. “Better keep those sparkling amber eyes covered, or you’ll have half the male population in Savannah at your feet.” He was bold! And obviously a first-rate flirt.
“Thank you…again.” She laughed now, too, and he moved in right next to her, sitting on an empty deck chair near her lounge.
“I haven’t seen you at my pool before. New here?” he asked, stretching his legs out in front of him in an easy manner. As he splayed his fingers on his thighs, she immediately registered he wore no wedding band. Score! Maura felt her shoulders completely slacken as she leaned back in the lounge chair, matching his facile pose.
“Yes, I am new here. I checked in just an hour ago. I only have two weeks to work on my tan, so I decided to get started immediately. I hope you don’t mind me using your pool.” Maura smiled up into his inquisitive blue eyes. His grin made her heart somersault.
“That’s what it’s here for, though we rarely get visitors as beautiful as you. The pool tends to attract cell-phone using, high society types and their squawking, ill-behaved children. Single ladies like to populate the tennis courts during the morning and the hotel bar at night. If they’re at the pool, they form clusters, probably to protect each other from the sun. Most don’t like a healthy dose of real sun to mar their spray-on tans.” He chuckled.
Maura perused the pool’s occupants and had to agree with his assessment of the scene. “I love the summer sun and the more heat, the better…for swimmers,” she added, not wanting to infer anything overtly sexual, though she was feeling his heat, and she imagined he felt hers, too. She continued, “For one who knows so much about the pool, your pool, I believe you said, you certainly don’t look ready to swim.”
“I can’t take off these duds until my afternoon meetings are finished. I’ll be back out here around four.” He looked down at his shiny Rolex as if to verify the time. “Care to join me for a swim?”
Maura felt her heart race as she smiled into his charming face. “That might be arranged. Though I could be knee deep in down pillows and only a moment away from kissing my prince.”
“I hope that means you’ll be dreaming of me,” he said, and she could feel a blush blooming upon her cheeks.
“How do you know I’m not here with my prince? That he isn’t waiting in my room for me right now?” she asked. Maura couldn’t believe her own ears.
She was flirting in a way she hadn’t since college, and never once with anyone as good looking or quick witted as this sun-kissed god. There was something about his mercurial smile that made conversation simple.
“Trust me: there is no way any sane man would let a woman as tantalizing as you lie around in a swimsuit as well fitted as yours without him close by your side. No way on earth, darlin’,” he drawled in that heady way only accomplished teases of the Southern male persuasion could master.
“Some women do as they want, and you have just encountered one, Mr…?”
He held out his hand to shake hers as he rose from his chair. His height nearly blocked out the sun, and Maura felt small in his shadow. At five foot eight, that was an uncommon feeling indeed.
She raised her left hand to his, palm down, playfully, as a lady would who expected a gentleman to kiss her. He gathered her proffered hand into own larger one and gently brought her hand to his lips. But before it arrived at its anticipated destination, he slowly, deliberately turned it over and laid his supple, moist lips upon her palm; Maura closed her eyes and momentarily forgot who she was and her location in the universe. This man was like a dream.
“I’m Ben Driscoll, owner and proprietor of this fine establishment, at your service, ma’am.”
She felt his words smile into her palm, and she pulled it from his grasp, gasping, “Owner? You own this hotel?” He seemed too young for such an accomplishment. Could he be more than thirty?
“I do own Driscoll Manor, and I would love to spend some time showing you its finest amenities and Savannah’s worthiest attractions. Will you meet me here by the pool at four this afternoon? We could take a swim, and then, perhaps, if you’re available, we could enjoy a few of the city’s enchantments.
Unless you’re too tired from your travels…”
“No. No,” she answered, maybe a bit too enthusiastically. “I drove straight over from Atlanta. A simple sojourn.”
“I don’t think I’ve ever heard anyone describe a trip down the I-75 as simple!”
“Oh, a lady never complains about the little things,” she teased.
“A true Southern miss. I thought so due to your delightful accent and refined mannerisms,” he said, as if he’d figured out a puzzle in record time.
This guy knew how to lay on the charm. She wondered if they taught
Charisma 101 in hotel management school.
“Have you been to Savannah before?” he asked, looking truly interested.
“A few times. My family vacationed on Tybee Island when I was a child.
My father caught our dinner a few nights. Very good memories.”
“Family is important, isn’t it?” he mused, and she saw a glimmer of sadness in his clear eyes.
He glanced at the pool’s surface again and then back at her. “Please say you’ll join me, Ms…?”
Maura had nothing to lose and everything to gain. Why not? What was she here for? Fun. And escape from the responsibilities of catering to children.
This man looked like more fun than she had ever had, and Savannah was certainly an escape from the confines of her seventh grade classroom at Atlanta Mills Middle School. Ms. Fields was just Maura today, and damn, it felt good.
“My name is Maura Fields,” she said, and she giggled as his lips pursed — as if he were tasting her name and found he liked its flavor. “Maura Fields: single woman, no complications. Are you married, encumbered in any way? I hate to be so blunt, Ben, but I am a woman alone on vacation, and I don’t want to find myself taken advantage of, even by someone as beguiling as you.”
He looked taken aback as his blue eyes rounded and one eyebrow arched.
“Ms. Fields, I am not married. Does that make you feel more at ease with my invitation?”
“Why, yes, it does!” she couldn’t help but exclaim.
“So, I will see you at four, ready to swim?” he inquired again, but this time it sounded like a statement, a predetermined actuality. Maura liked an assertive man, especially one so dapper. She nodded her head affirmatively, not trusting herself to make a dignified sound.
Ben bowed slightly and slowly raked his brilliant eyes over her body, toe to top. With an appreciative smile playing about his sexy mouth, he said, “Maura, you’re the best thing that has happened around this old place in a very long time.” Then he sauntered away.
Maura watched, open-mouthed, as he ambled past the lounging patrons, nodding politely to those who met his eye, and slipped into the cool interior of the mansion’s rear lobby.
Holy moly, she thought. What have I gotten myself into? Had she really allowed a man to pick her up within one hour of arriving? But he wasn’t just any man. He was suave, rich, and a sizzler to look at — he even owned the hotel.
Maura had to pinch herself to make sure she wasn’t in an hallucinogenic state.
She plucked her cell phone out of her tote and looked at the time: one p.m. She had three hours before Mr. Wonderful expected to meet her for a swim. She had planned to relax, to lie about poolside and soak up the Georgian sunshine, to swim in the luxurious crystalline waters of the pool, but her heart raced like a thoroughbred about to run the Kentucky Derby, and she knew she wasn’t likely to relax after that scintillating encounter.
She wondered if she had embraced something delightful, or could Ben Driscoll be dangerous? Another man on the make? Her gut told her he was the real thing, and her mother had taught her to trust herself, to trust her instincts. But instincts could be wrong. Even the most heartfelt decisions
could lead to disillusion.
No sooner had the thought entered her mind than a terrifying scream brought her eyes directly to the water. Maura ripped off her sunglasses. A woman was pointing at the far end of the pool where a little girl was floating on the water, looking quite like a dead body.
Inert.
Still.
Lifeless.
The lifeguard blew his whistle. Maura and the lifeguard hit the water at the same moment. She stroked hard and fast, and she got to the child first. She rolled the little body over and looked into a pair of surprised bright blue eyes.
Maura yelled, “She’s fine.” Smattered applause met her ears. The lifeguard pulled the girl from her arms and brusquely said, “I’ve got her, ma’am.”
The little girl stuck her tongue out at him and flipped away like a dolphin, swimming with sure strokes to the shallow end. Maura swam in her wake and met her at the pool stairs.
“You should say thank you to the lifeguard,” she said, as the little girl’s pink, sparkly, swimsuited bottom flounced up the steps in front of her. “He was trying to help, you know.”
“Oh, you’d think he’d have figured it out by now. I play that game nearly every day. It’s fun to float and hold my breath as long as possible. I don’t know why it freaks everyone out.” She sounded dramatically exasperated and Maura couldn’t help but laugh at the child’s adult tone.
The little girl smiled up into Maura’s face, and continued. “You swim fast, lady. No one has ever beat Fred before.”
“So, you pull this trick often, eh?” Maura tried not to sound too impressed.
“I bet only the new guests give you that satisfying scream, huh?”
“Yep,” the little girl agreed, twisting her long dark hair around one of her dimpled fingers. She smiled a bewitching smile, and Maura asked, “Where’re your grownups? Do they know about your game?”
“My dad’s in the hotel somewhere. He trusts Fred to watch over me. Fred’s a nice boy. He is going to graduate from high school this year, so he’s too old to be my boyfriend.”
“I should say!” Maura laughed. She loved precocious children. In her occupation she had come to realize highly intelligent and confident children were often blessed with wonderful, solid homes. Homes like the one she had grown up in, like the one she hoped to provide one day for her own brood, where parents nurtured and listened to their children, always encouraging them to be their best, expecting nothing less.
The little girl sat down next to the pool’s rim and dipped her pink-painted toes into the cool water. Fred brought over two towels and handed one first to Maura, then to the child.
“You better not let your dad hear about this stunt. He wouldn’t like to hear you’re up to no good.” The young boy tousled her dark curls, and she smiled angelically up at him.
“You won’t tell on me, will ya?” she asked coquettishly, but her grin let Maura know she had the boy wrapped around her finger and already knew his answer.
He laughed and said, “Ma’am, I am sorry you had to get wet. At least this time, it was someone with a swimsuit on.” She caught him eyeing her ample curves, now clearly displayed in her wet swimsuit.
Maura dazzled him with a smile and said, “I didn’t mind. The water is lovely, as is this little imp.” The child grinned, and Maura saw she was missing a couple of teeth. Adorable.
“Bye, lady,” she said, and she waved her little hand before leaping back into the pool.
Maura chuckled as she wrapped the towel around her long brown hair and piled it atop her head. Then she said, “See ya,” and quickly walked away to pick up her things, so she could return to her room.
She had to make sure she looked her very best before she met Ben.
If he met her.
In Maura’s embarrassingly limited experience, men often made promises they couldn’t keep. She decided to think positively. After all, one couldn’t mistake that kind of chemical connection. She still felt his lips on her palm.
She brought her hand to her face, and held her cheek. It smelled like chlorine and not the musky aftershave she had smelled on Ben, and worst of all, her nails were ragged.
Maybe she had time for a quick manicure — something as racy as her toes. She gathered her things and tried not to run to the elevator. She needed to get to her room and Google Ben Driscoll; she had to make sure he was who he said he was, and that she hadn’t made a date with trouble.

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A Man Worth Fighting For
The Wiccan Haus, Book 2
by Sara Daniel

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eBook ISBN: 978-1-61937-208-5

Shot by a member of his military team, Justin Lawson has nothing left to offer. Holly Walters is determined to show him just how much he’s worth. But Justin’s betrayer is after him again. Before they can fight for their love, they’ll have to fight for both their lives.

Chapter One

“You should be walking with a cane within a week, Sergeant.”
Justin Lawson didn’t recoil when facing down enemy fire or when refusing another dose of pain medication, but the word “cane” made him come close. “How long before I’m back in the field with my team?”
The doctor avoided his gaze, looking at the sterile walls of the hospital room instead, before focusing on the chart in his hand. “You took a bullet to the knee, sir. We had to completely rebuild—”
“I’m aware of what you did.” Justin didn’t want a recap of everything that made him less than whole. He needed a timeline for when he could return to the one thing he excelled at. “How long?”
“You won’t be back.”
This time he did flinch. He’d worked on the top-secret paranormal team since its inception. The public might be clueless, but he knew firsthand rogue assassins were a serious threat to the human world. “Of course I’ll be back. My men need me.”
“You’ll be helping them from a desk.” The doctor ran a hand through his thinning hair as he stood at the end of the bed. “I’m sorry. We’ve done the best we can with the knee. The limp will become less noticeable over time, but it will always exist. Running, jumping, and overextending yourself will only make it worse.”
Justin was willing to take that chance. He’d rather die defending his country with everything he had than limp off into a life of uselessness. But any man who wasn’t one hundred percent fit put the entire team in jeopardy. He would risk his own life but not the guys who trusted him with theirs.
“Do you have family who can help you out for a while?” the doctor asked.
“No family.” If he’d been the type to find humor in a situation, the thought would have been laughable. No one had wanted him when he was a cute little kid with fully functional limbs. He hadn’t been cute in decades, and he had yet to lift the sheet and look at his leg.
“Girlfriend?”
Justin clenched the sheet in his fist. He hadn’t had much to offer her before, but if he called, Holly would be on the first plane to see him, no questions asked. She deserved better. “No girlfriend.” He looked the doctor in the eye and spoke in his most commanding tone. “Send in my team. I need to talk to them.”
“I’ll send in the guy who’s waiting to see you.” The doctor tucked the chart away and walked to the side of the bed. His eyes were full of compassion that Justin couldn’t stand having directed at him. “Sergeant, let me be frank with you. The Army is not going to coddle you and nurse you back to health. You need a civilian support system.”
The Army’s paranormal special ops team was his family and his life. He didn’t have any more use for coddling than they did. He needed to get briefed on what went wrong on the mission and strategize the next step.
Thankfully, the doctor left him alone. A moment later Corporal Tom Smith knocked briskly and stepped into the room, his combat boots clipping across the floor. Their perfect, precise rhythm taunted Justin that he might never again achieve what Tom was right now taking for granted.
“You’re finally awake.” Tom stood at ease at the end of the bed. “How’s the knee?”
“Perfect,” he lied over a stab of pain so sharp he almost regretted refusing the morphine drip. “Where’s everyone else?”
His most trusted colleague hesitated. “No one told you yet?”
Justin’s stomach plunged, and an ice cold sweat engulfed him. Someone had died. It was the only time his men wouldn’t look him in the eye. He’d blacked out for a few seconds when he’d taken the hit, but he’d been sure he was the only casualty. Now he couldn’t help thinking about Robby Vickers, who was still prone to panicking under fire. He hadn’t been ready to handle the stress of their missions, but Justin had pushed him to suck it up. If something had happened to him, Justin deserved the blame. “Told me what?”
“The bullet didn’t come from a rogue assassin. It came from one of our rifles.”
The sweat congealed against his skin. He couldn’t breathe. Not even Robby was so green that he’d accidently shoot his superior. “Someone deliberately sabotaged the mission.”
“That’s the consensus,” Tom confirmed with a short nod. “The higher-ups have suspended the operation so they can investigate. The way I see it, Mike and Dale are the only ones with good enough aim to make a dead shot in the middle of your kneecap while you were rolling for cover.”
Mike and Dale were the best snipers in the whole division, maybe in the entire United States Army. Justin had never questioned their loyalty. He hated that he was doing so now. “That just means if the shot came from anyone else, they were probably aiming for my head.”
The thought wasn’t comforting. Sure, he could be a hard ass at times, but it was because he was protecting his men’s lives. They knew and respected him for it. Or so he thought. In his line of work he expected to be shot at, but not by the guys who had his back.
“Bottom line is the investigation is ongoing. I’m the only one here because I’m the only one they’ve released from questioning.” If Tom had been the traitor, he could have put a bullet in Justin’s head before he’d ever suspected anything.
Justin was a sitting duck in this hospital bed. He wasn’t going to helplessly waiting for someone he would have taken a bullet for to come after him and finish him off. “I’ve got to get out of this death trap.”
“The doctor thinks you need to stay to heal.”
Like Justin could heal when a guy from his own team was gunning for him. If he could sit in on the questioning, he could decide for himself which of his men was guilty. The Army would never allow it. He doubted he’d even be allowed back on base until the investigation was over. “Then I need to convince him I’m leaving to go to some place where I’ll heal better than I would here.”
“You know, I’ve heard of this place off the coast of Maine, called the Wiccan Haus. They’re big into healing your spirit and such.”
“I don’t give a crap about my spirit. I want my knee healed.” Keeping his head from getting blown off would be a plus too. Who would think to look for him on an island near Maine?
“The doctor might go for it. I bet our superiors would too. You’ll be out of the way and safe until they can weed out the traitor.”
Having a plan made Justin feel ten times stronger. He’d rehabilitate his knee and be back in the field by the time the investigation was over. There would only be one casualty to this mess—his relationship with Holly. His chest ached almost as much as his knee, knowing he’d never hold her again.
He didn’t have a choice. If his own men that he trusted with his life would turn on him, this woman he’d only been with once every couple months wouldn’t want anything to do with a crippled Sergeant who had no future outside of the military. He wasn’t just rejecting her before she could reject him, though. He couldn’t let her near him while he was a limping human target. The only way to protect her was to keep her far away from him.
He waited until Tom left and then took out his cell phone. He typed the text carefully, read it over, swallowed hard, and pushed send. He removed her name from his address book and blocked her number. His sexy, fun romance with Holly was over. She’d forget him before he made his reservation at the Wiccan Haus.
* * * *
I don’t want to see you anymore. Sorry.
Holly Walters stood off to the side of the family gathering. Instead of checking and responding to her work e-mail like she needed to, she found herself rereading the text for what must have been the thousandth time in the past three weeks. She hadn’t believed it at first. It was a miscue in cyberspace meant for someone else. Justin hadn’t really sent it. It was practical joke.
But with every call, e-mail, and text that went unanswered or bounced back as undeliverable, she had to accept that, at least in his mind, she had done something horrible and unforgiveable to cause him to never want to see her again.
She’d pissed him off when she’d washed his socks with her red sweater and turned them pink. And yes, she’d freaked out over that ginormous spider in the bathtub. But those weren’t deal-breakers, at least not to her.
The only time he’d acted weird was when she’d asked if he could take leave to come to this family reunion with her. It wasn’t first time she’d asked him to meet her family, but this time when he tried to brush it off, she’d pleaded with him to consider it.
She looked up from the offensive text and watched her sister cradle a baby in her arms while a toddler clung to each of her legs.
“I have an announcement. I’m pregnant again.” Her sister laughed deliriously as her husband swooped in to hug her, and grandparents and aunts and uncles crowded around.
“I keep thinking it should be your turn.” Holly’s dad walked toward her.
Holly tucked her phone away and glanced at him. “I’ve got my PR company. Making it successful keeps me plenty busy.”
“But I want to see you as happy as she is,” Dad said.
“I can’t imagine how turning into a baby factory can make anyone that happy.”
“It does boggle the mind, doesn’t it? I’m glad your business is making you successful, and at times I think you’re satisfied. But busy doesn’t equal happy,” Dad pointed out. “What about that military man? You always smile when you say his name.”
Instead of smiling, Holly wanted to lay her head on her father’s shoulder and cry. She needed to move on and take control of her own happiness. She needed to get over Justin and concentrate on all the good things in her life—like her business, which was deeply satisfying, even if it didn’t make her constantly smile like her lunatic sister.
“Get with the right century, Dad.” She did her best to inject her voice with a light, teasing tone. “I don’t need a man to make me happy.”
“Maybe you don’t, but I know the right woman made all the difference to me.” He patted her shoulder and walked away to join her mother and sister, his face breaking into a wide smile as he put his arms around both of them.
Holly turned her back on her sickening relatives. She needed a plan. She had a business plan that she carefully executed; she needed the same attention to detail to help her move on from Justin and take control of her own happiness. Her starting goal would be to figure out what she’d done to make him dump her and completely cut her off, so she didn’t make that mistake again.
The phone number she had for him was no longer operational. He’d never given her his work number, but she knew which base he was stationed at. She walked to her car as she talked her way through the dispatcher and lower-ranked servicemen with polite, grateful insistence that served her well in her career. Long after the reunion was over and she was back in her office, she still had the phone pressed to her ear.
Eventually, she found herself talking to Corporal Tom Smith, who’d been introduced to her as someone who worked closely with Justin. The personal connection made her heart beat faster. “I’m looking for Justin Lawson.”
“He’s out indefinitely. What can I help you with?”
Out indefinitely? What did that mean? Once he dropped out of her life, it felt like he’d dropped off the face of the earth. “Is there a way I can get a hold of him? It’s personal.”
“What did you say your name was?”
She hadn’t said. Now she held her breath hoping he wouldn’t hang up on her, assuming Justin had told him whatever awful thing she’d done that had caused him to break up with her. “Holly Walters. Justin is—was—my boyfriend.”
“Your boyfriend?” His voice was incredulous. “Justin’s your boyfriend? He has a girlfriend?”
Her heart sank. Maybe Justin and Corporal Smith weren’t as close as she’d been told. She’d never heard of him either. “We’d been going out for a year.”
“A year?” He sounded even more skeptical.
With the military sending Justin who-knew-where and her busy work schedule, they’d really only seen and talked to each other for what added up to a month scattered throughout the year. But from the moment she’d met him, she hadn’t looked twice at anyone else. “Yes, a year,” she said in her most firm, professional tone. “After a year together, I deserve more than an eight word text to end our relationship.”
Corporal Smith was silent for so long that she was afraid he’d hung up on her. “When did he send the text?”
“Nearly three weeks ago. I need to understand what happened to make him change his mind about us.”
He was silent for another beat. Then he said, “I don’t know why he broke up with you. Hell, I’m the Sergeant’s best friend and didn’t know he had a girlfriend. If you want to ask him yourself, you’re not going to find him here. He’s taken leave and is staying at the Wiccan Haus.”
“The what?”
“It’s a spa on an island off the coast of Maine.”
Holly shook her head. A spa was the last place she’d have expected to find Justin. But clearly she didn’t know him as well as she thought she had. “Do you have a number for it?”
Corporal Smith gave her the phone number. She thanked him and hung up. She pushed aside a report on the security lapses at her pop star client’s highly publicized fan event. She had one more call to make to reach Justin. Then she could move on from him and give her clients and their concerns the attention they deserved.
“Wiccan Haus Resort and Spa,” the woman on the other end of the line greeted her. “I’m Myron, and I’m ready to get you started on your way to spiritual and emotional healing.”
Holly paused. Spiritual and emotional healing were exactly what she needed right now. Her instinct was to snatch up the offer, no questions asked about the too-good-to-be-true impossibility of it. She shook her head. She was looking for Justin, the last guy who would go for that kind of touchy-feely stuff. “I’m calling to speak to a guest at your establishment, Sergeant Justin Lawson.”
“Our guests come to the Wiccan Haus to get away from the outside world. I can’t put you through to anyone.”
She understood the need to protect the guests’ privacy, but it was odd that the woman didn’t offer to let her leave a message. “Can you at least tell me if he’s a guest here?”
“The only thing I can tell you is the cards are telling me you need to be here too.”
“Excuse me? The cards?”
“Yes. What’s your name?”
“Holly Walters.” She Googled the Wiccan Haus and frowned as an explanation of a ferry as the only transportation on and off the island popped up.
“The fates are with you, Holly. It just so happens that we have a week at the main house available starting tomorrow. You’ll need to be at the ferry dock at—”
“Wait a minute,” she interrupted the pushy saleswoman. “I can’t drop everything and take an impromptu vacation for a week. I can take the day off tomorrow and come for a few hours. What time is the latest return ferry boat?”
“The ferry only makes one trip.”
Holly surveyed the papers covering her desk. Her pop signer’s issues needed to be addressed before they turned into a publicity crisis, but they could wait a day. Compared to how much emotional energy she was wasting on Justin, she’d be more productive losing a day and working him completely out of her system.
At this point, she no longer expected to get him back or that the text was a mistake. She simply wanted answers and closure, so she could create her own happily ever after without him. “Okay, I’ll make a reservation for a night.”
“The ferry only makes one trip a week,” Myron emphasized.
“A week?” What kind of resort was this place? What if a guest had a medical emergency? Or a family emergency? It was unlikely Holly would have either, but she was likely to have a client emergency that she’d need to drop everything for.
“You must come this week. It will make a difference in the rest of your life.”
She rolled her eyes. Myron was completely overselling the place. But Holly also couldn’t help feeling that the lady was exactly right. She needed to do this. It would be inconvenient to be stuck there for a week but not the end of the world. She had her laptop and a wireless internet connection. She could send press releases, review security concerns, counsel clients, and speak to media outlets from anywhere. “Make my reservation.”

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Ringer
by Cheryl Rhodes

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eBook ISBN: 978-1-61937-173-6

Holly Thompson rescues sexy horse trainer Matt Winter and flees with him and his look-a-like racehorse. The clues lead them to a California racetrack to solve who is behind the horse-swapping scheme. Is Matt a wealthy racehorse owner or is he just another backstretch con artist? Never bet on an imposter!

Note: Prologue omitted.
Chapter One

A distant yell broke the heavy silence, then cut off abruptly. Holly spun around, peering through the darkness, trying to see where the shadowy barn roofs ended and the pitch-black sky began. Across the arena, her horse, Scooby, stopped mid-trot and perked his ears at the barn. Silence once again settled over the otherwise peaceful racetrack, and after a few moments the horse lost interest and resumed its exercise. Holly shook her head. A drunken groom must be whooping it up in one of the barns. Life in the backstretch never changed: a flurry of activity in the morning, a ghost town by afternoon, and then back to life at dinnertime when grooms and trainers returned to feed the horses. The evening hours belonged to the hapless stable staff. With no other place to go, they bunked down in dingy tack rooms, giving their souls up to a bottle or the drugs that promised temporary relief from their miserable existence.
The moon kept darting behind clouds, and distant streetlights cast a ghostly glow over the grounds. Holly stood on tiptoe and peeked over the weather-beaten fence. The grandstand loomed on the far side of the track, larger than she remembered. Perhaps renovated and expanded since her stint as a groom? Canadian and American flags waved softly in the weak breeze. Her eyes swept across the tote board and toward the barns. She squinted as a figure came into view on the racetrack, pushing a wheelbarrow. At this time of night? The person turned, and Holly could see someone sprawled across the wheelbarrow. Just a couple of grooms, she figured, one or both likely drunk, goofing around giving each other wheelbarrow rides in the dead of the night. She turned back to Scooby, who was pawing the ground with his right hoof, preparing to roll. Down he went and all four legs flailed in the air as he gave himself a dirt bath. He sprang to his feet, snorted, shook off the excess dust, and continued his prowl around the arena. He’d be fine in here for the night.
Holly decided to return to her truck and try for some sleep. She took one final peek over the fence to see what the silly grooms were doing, and her heart stopped. The person pushing the wheelbarrow had reached the fountain at the center of the infield. She watched in wide-eyed horror as the wheelbarrow tipped up and the groom slipped into the water. There was no movement from the pond. Even if the groom was passed out drunk, surely the cold water would have woken him up. She ducked down and thought fast. If the groom didn’t wake up, he’d drown. What was the other man thinking, dumping a drunk into the fountain? She had to see if she could help. Her fingers clenched tightly around the lead shank as she jogged over to Scooby, snapped the lead on his halter, swung onto him bareback, and trotted to the backstretch area.
As she rounded a barn she nearly ran over a woman, spooking Scooby, who jumped sideways before continuing. Holly got a good look at the woman and for a moment wondered if this was the same person who had dumped the groom into the fountain. She could have sworn it was a man pushing the wheelbarrow, but she didn’t see the features too clearly, and a baseball cap had shadowed his face. This woman had long hair and was hatless, probably some unfortunate woman tangled up with a man who lived on the backstretch, either heading home or on her way to visit someone else’s tack room. She steered Scooby to an open gate, crossed the track, and trotted toward the fountain, hoping the man had crawled out and she’d find him passed out but alive. As Holly neared the pond, she saw him floating face down in the water. She covered the last few feet at a canter, flew off the horse’s back, and waded in. She flipped him over, put her hands under his armpits, and dragged him from the water. She paused momentarily, fighting back panic, staring at this man on the ground, completely depending on her. What do I do? she thought, mind blank, and then the first aid course she’d taken at the dude ranch kicked in. She dropped to her knees, put a hand on his hard chest, two fingers on his carotid artery, and bent her ear to his mouth, hoping to hear a breath or feel a pulse beating. She barely felt a weak pulse, but the man was not breathing. She pulled her cell phone from her jacket pocket and dialed 911.
Quickly she gave a brief description and location, said she was starting artificial respiration, and then pushed the phone aside, not disconnecting the operator. Relieved she wasn’t performing full CPR, Holly knelt beside the man, tipped his head back, and blew her breath into his immobile body while desperately trying to remember the first-aid class. Several minutes passed. She heard distant sirens and hoped it wouldn’t take too long for the paramedics to find her.
“Please breathe,” she whispered to the man before blowing again into his mouth. Then an extraordinary thing happened. His mouth clamped onto hers, and he was kissing her in the middle of her lifesaving routine! She pulled backward, away from his kiss, and his arms slightly lifted, hands reaching for her body, searching, wanting more. Holly rocked back on her heels and watched him closely. Was this all a bad joke? Had he been holding his breath, teasing her, then possessing her mouth when he couldn’t hold his breath any more? His searching arms fell limply to the grass, his eyes stayed shut, and his chest rose and fell slowly but steadily as his lungs filled with air. Holly decided a groom couldn’t be that good at faking unconsciousness.
He was a big man, a six-footer at least, lean but well muscled from his years of cleaning stalls and grooming horses. He didn’t look anything like the grooms she remembered. With his blonde hair and tanned, chiseled face, he looked more like a California surfer boy than a Canadian horseman. She noticed a bulge in his front pocket. Guessing it was his wallet and she might need to give his identification to the 911 operator, she pulled the soggy billfold out.
“You’re okay, you’re okay,” she whispered, wishing that saying the words would make it true. She turned back to her cell phone and picked it up. The operator was still on the line. “He’s breathing now, and I can hear the sirens.”
“You did a great job,” praised the woman on the other end of the phone. “That was terrific. The fire department is in the parking lot and should be there in seconds.”
Holly glanced to the fence near the grandstand. “I see them. They’re climbing over the fence.”
“I’ll let them take over,” said the operator.
Holly stood and waved to the firemen, then knelt again beside the man whose eyes, the color of a turbulent ocean, were now open, watching her warily.
“Are you okay?”
His mouth tried to move, but the words wouldn’t come.
“Shh, don’t say anything. Help is here.”
“Don’t need help,” he managed to growl.
“Hey, man, they have to take you to the hospital and check you out. You were in the water, and you weren’t breathing when I got here. You might be hurt or have water in your lungs.”
“Can’t go to the hospital. Got stuff to do.” He barely dragged the words out, scowling at her. Holly hoped his attitude was just a result of the terrible trauma he’d been through.
The paramedics arrived and she stepped out of their way, returning to Scooby, who had roamed a short distance away, contentedly grazing. A stretcher arrived and the groom let out a string of curses at their insistence that he was going to the hospital. A policeman approached Holly.
“Any idea who he is?” asked the policeman.
“Nope, never seen him before in my life.” She then told the officer why she happened to be at the racetrack at this time of night.
She told him what she’d observed and her part in the rescue. No, she hadn’t got a good look at the man with the wheelbarrow. Too dark and distant. She added she’d seen a woman near one of the barns, and the policeman scribbled her description.
Holly turned back to the man she’d rescued. Several firemen and paramedics were struggling to get him on the stretcher. His arms and legs thrashed, and his yells and curses left no doubt he was not happy about an ambulance ride to Community Hospital.
The victim was finally strapped onto the stretcher and wheeled away.
The remaining policemen joined Holly and the officer taking her statement. He snapped his notebook shut and looked around at the other officers. “Let’s search the barns, see if anyone is awake, and find more witnesses.”
Holly and Scooby followed the officers back to the barns. Holly was mentally kicking herself. Why did she have to stop here for the night and put herself in the middle of a crime scene? On the other hand, she was glad to be in the right place at the right time to save the man’s life. She stopped to wrap her arms around her horse’s neck and gave him a big hug. Holly never went anywhere without Scooby, and he was a willing passenger on this crazy midnight trip through the United States. He’d been cooped up in the horse trailer for over six hours, and Holly knew the arena beside the racetrack was the last chance the horse would have for exercise before crossing the border. No vet would be on duty at the American Customs until seven o’clock, so there wasn’t much point in continuing the last six miles to the border. Scooby was enjoying a few hours of freedom before loading back on the trailer. Months ago they had tried out for a coveted spot on the prestigious Hoof Beats Drill Team from Springfield, Oregon, but as time dragged on, Holly had given up hope of securing a position. The call finally came, an immediate opening, with the question, “How fast can you get to Oregon?” It would be six hours to reach the Canada/US border, and another seven or eight hours to reach Springfield; barring any delays, Holly could reach her destination by mid-afternoon. With her adrenalin pumping with the excitement of making the drill team, she doubted she would sleep again until she arrived at the farm in Oregon, her new home for as long as she remained with the Hoof Beats.
Holly wanted to change out of her wet blue jeans, socks, and shoes. She contemplated loading Scooby back in the trailer, driving to the border, and parking there until the vet arrived to check her paperwork. That wouldn’t be fair to the horse, but this racetrack had turned into a spooky experience. As she neared her truck, she saw that the driver’s door was ajar. She stopped walking abruptly and Scooby bumped into her. Holly had parked next to the arena and hadn’t locked up because the rig was in her sight and she hadn’t expected to leave the area. Darn! Some rotten scumbucket had found her truck unlocked and rifled through it. There was no money or cigarettes inside, and she hoped the intruder hadn’t gone into the trailer to steal any of her belongings. She noticed a police officer outside the nearest barn and called him over. He arrived and took a quick look.
“Is anything missing?” he asked.
“I don’t think so, but I haven’t checked the horse trailer yet.”
“Is this yours?” He stooped over to retrieve a piece of paper. The paperwork he picked up from the ground was the truck insurance and registration.
Could someone be trying to find information about her? The man pushing the wheelbarrow? The woman she’d seen at the barn? It didn’t matter anyway. She no longer lived at the address on the paperwork. So they knew her name—a little unnerving—but anyone looking for her would never think to look in Oregon.
“There’s no point in taking fingerprints and nothing is missing, so if you’re okay, I’ll head back to the barns. Give me a shout if you notice anything else.”
Holly nodded and took her papers from the policeman. She slipped into the trailer’s change room to get into dry jeans, and the man’s wallet fell from her pocket. She’d have to give it to the police so they could return it to him. She jiggled the damp leather in her palm, then finally gave in to her curiosity and opened it. The man had a lot of money in both Canadian and American currency: hundred dollar bills and a few fifties and twenties. Obviously robbery had not been the objective of his attempted murder. There was an abundance of credit cards in the wallet. No way could a low-paid groom get this kind of credit and cash. Maybe a drug dealer? Had he been hanging around the racetrack ten years ago during her tenure? She doubted it. She would have remembered a big guy like him and his California good looks. The name on the driver’s license was Matt Winter, and it was issued in the state of Ohio. So maybe he wasn’t a surfer boy after all.
As Holly walked back to the barns, a car pulled into the parking lot and a scowling man stepped out in front of her. She quickly pushed the wallet into her jacket pocket and curled her fingers over the cell phone in case she had to use it again.
“I don’t recognize you. Can I help you?”
“No thanks,” Holly answered. “I’m just going to talk to one of the policemen.”
“I’ll walk with you.”
Holly hesitated. What if this was the man who’d been pushing the wheelbarrow?
“Sorry, man, I don’t know who you are, and I don’t feel comfortable this time of night with a stranger. Weird things happening around here.”
He smiled slightly but didn’t manage to look friendly. “Sorry. I’m Terry Johnson, manager of the racetrack. The police called my house and told me there’s been an incident. I need to find a policeman too. Why are you here?”
Holly relaxed slightly, obviously in the presence of a man with authority on the track.
“I’m doing an overnighter to Oregon and stopped for a rest.”
Before she could say anything else, a police officer came into sight. Johnson waved him over and introduced himself. The officer told him they were searching the barn area for anyone who might have witnessed a fight.
“Anyone can get onto the racetrack,” Johnson said. “Our security guards are stationed at the gates only during the racing season. Our season just ended, so there’s no security for a couple of months.”
Two other officers approached holding papers. “We found these scattered in Barn Three in front of some stalls.”
“Those are feed bills,” Johnson said, taking a look. “Matt Winter’s stable.”
Holly’s ears perked up at the name, and she felt the weight of his wallet inside her coat pocket.
“I wonder if that’s the man they took to the hospital,” mused the officer.
“He’s been involved in some incidents. Not well liked around the track.” Johnson’s eyes traveled to Holly, and the officers followed his gaze.
She became uncomfortable and suddenly reluctant to share the news that Matt Winter’s money-laden wallet was in her pocket. Call it woman’s intuition, but Johnson was giving her the creeps, and for some unknown reason she didn’t want him to know about the wallet.
“If I’m not needed anymore, I’d like to leave.”
One of the policemen gave her a business card. “Once you get to Oregon, I’d appreciate it if you’d give me a call and your new phone number. If we catch the man responsible, we’ll need your testimony at a trial.”
“OK.” Holly sighed. She thought chances were slim the police would catch the man, unless Matt Winter decided to cooperate and tell them who it was. She wasn’t too thrilled about returning to British Columbia to be a trial witness.
Behind the wheel of her truck, Holly was faced with the dilemma of the wallet in her pocket, cursing herself for not just handing it over to the police, which she would have done if Johnson hadn’t been standing there giving her the evil eye. She couldn’t very well go back to them now and confess the wallet had slipped her mind. She decided to make the quick drive to Community Hospital and return it to Mr. Winter herself. Briefly she toyed with the idea of taking his money and running, but she was too honest to do that no matter how tempting several hundred dollars sounded.
It was easy to park her rig in the nearly deserted hospital parking lot. Once inside the bright building, she made her way to the emergency room. Five people filled the waiting room, and she stepped past them into the emergency ward. Right away she heard Matt Winter kicking up a fuss about the doctor putting a cold stethoscope on his chest. She moved quickly across the room to where he lay, standing beside the open curtain until his eyes caught hers. The doctor followed his patient’s gaze and glanced at her without much interest.
“My girlfriend,” Matt muttered, taking Holly by surprise. That was the last thing she’d expected him to say. She asked him how he was feeling.
“I’m fine. I want to get out of here now.”
Holly looked helplessly at the doctor, who sighed. He was experienced at dealing with unruly patients, but this man was wearing him out.
“He’s refusing to tell us his name,” the doctor grumbled.
“Matt Winter,” she replied, inwardly pleased at the shock on the patient’s face.
“Thank you.” The doctor scribbled on his pad. “Mr. Winter, we cannot release you. You have a bump on your head from where you were hit, and you were submerged in a pond without breathing for at least one minute. You don’t have any broken bones that I can feel, but I’m setting you up for X-rays just to be sure. I can’t hear water in your lungs, and the way you’ve been yelling, I’m sure you will be fine, but we have to keep you here for at least a few more hours.”
“No! If I had any broken bones, I’d know. I’ve felt worse than this plenty of times and never went to the hospital. I’m moving my stable of horses in a few hours and have to get out of here.”
The doctor turned to Holly. “Can you make him see reason? He is not leaving the hospital tonight. Maybe later in the day, depending on the X-rays. I’ll be back.”
He hustled off to a patient waiting in another room.
Holly was left staring into Matt’s hostile eyes. “Guess you’re stuck staying here.”
“What are you doing here? And how do you know my name anyway?”
The lack of sleep was beginning to catch up to Holly. “You’re the rudest man I’ve met in a long time! I’d think you could at least manage a ‘thank you’ for saving your life. Here. I took your wallet out while I was helping you breathe again and looked at your ID. Your money’s all there. Don’t insult me by counting it in front of me.”
She flung it on his bed and marched out of the emergency room and to the exit, thankful she’d never have to see that angry man again. She saw the ladies room and stopped for a quick visit before continuing to the parking lot. Leaning against her truck, tall and lean, his surfer blonde hair glimmering from the street lamp, was Matt.
“I figured this had to be yours. Only horse trailer on the lot.”
“Aren’t you supposed to be in bed? What are you doing?” She jerked a hand back at the hospital.
“Can’t hang around. Where are you going? I need a ride.”
“You won’t like where I’m going. I’m heading for Oregon. Alone.”
“Sounds good to me.”
“Did you hear me say ‘alone’? I’m not taking you across the border with me. You’re probably a drug dealer or a murderer, and I’ll get arrested and lose my truck and trailer and horse.”
“I’m not a drug dealer and I don’t have a criminal record. I can pay my way if you’re worried about money. Please. You have to help me.”
She looked at him in exasperation. “I don’t have to do anything. Get someone else to help you.”
She unlocked the door of the truck, but in an instant he was beside her, his fingers curling around her arm, five miniature lightening bolts searing her skin.
“Please. They tried to kill me. I need help. I’m sorry I didn’t thank you back there. I’m extremely grateful you rescued me. Very lucky. How can I put into words the thanks you deserve for saving my life? Thank you so much.”
She looked into his deep blue eyes, now the color of a turquoise sky, and tried to ignore the electricity charging from his fingers into her arm. He was a good foot taller and standing close enough to kiss her. She felt her face go warm as she remembered the caress of his lips after he’d started breathing again. She relented a little as his gratitude softened her.
“I’ll take you back to the racetrack. Maybe the police will still be there. They’ll help you.”
He laughed bitterly. “I don’t trust the cops.”
Typical racetrack man. One foot on each side of the law.
“And you trust me? We don’t even know each other.”
“You saved my life. I owe you big time, and I’ll owe you even more if you help me.”
He was a handsome man, now that he’d knocked off the attitude and bad language and was speaking in soft tones he saved for the ladies. A persuasive man, and she could tell he had some education behind him. A different breed than the regular horseman.
“I’ve got a job waiting for me in Oregon. I can’t have you just tagging along.” What was she saying? Holly felt herself wavering, wanting a few more hours in this strange man’s company. No. She pushed those thoughts aside. This was a horseman, not someone to get involved with. Men like him broke the hearts of every girl they touched.
“I’ve got a place to go to in Wilsonville, Oregon, just south of Portland. This will work out great for me. Please. You have to take me with you.”
“What about your horses? I thought you said you’re moving your stable.” Holly was trying to find excuses for him. There had to be some reason why this man could not travel with her.
“I have an assistant trainer and two grooms. They can ship the horses.”
“Well, I can’t leave for a few hours. The vet doesn’t get to the border till seven.”
“Or you can call a vet to meet you there and sign off the paperwork for customs.”
“Yeah, well, I don’t have a vet down here anymore, and I don’t want to shell out the cash to have a vet meet me after hours. You don’t expect me to look through the yellow pages and wake up a vet in the middle of the night when it’s not an emergency?”
“I’ll pay for it. I’ll call my vet to meet us at the border. He’s a good guy. Can I use your cell phone?”
Holly’s fingers curled around it in her jacket pocket, and she slowly nodded. She must be crazy. But she would like to get driving as soon as possible, and if his vet would meet them at the border and he’d foot the bill, well, why not? She’d like to learn more about this mystery man. He flashed her a quick grin.
“Can I ask another favor?”
“Fine.”
“If we’re traveling together, I’d sure like to know your name. The customs officers will think it’s suspicious if we don’t know each other’s names.”
“Holly Thompson.”
“That’s a pretty name. How about another favor, Holly?”
“What’s one more? Shoot.”
“A quick stop at the racetrack to pick up one of my horses. I want to take her with us. You’ve got room in your trailer.”
“I’ve got bales of hay and some of my stuff in the other stall.”
“That’ll take a couple of minutes to throw in the back of your truck.” He moved to open the door of the horse trailer, and before Holly could think of any words to protest bringing his horse on the trip, he had begun the transfer.
“Are you sure you can do that? You should be resting.”
“I feel fine,” he reassured her. “You heard the doc. No broken bones, no water in my lungs. Trust me. I’ve felt worse than this.”
“We’ll need the paperwork for your horse.” Holly didn’t know how to say no to a passenger horse, but if he didn’t have the paperwork, they wouldn’t be able to cross into Washington.
“Got it right here.” He patted his front pocket, the bulge indicating his wallet was back where she’d originally found it. “When you were rooting through my wallet, you missed her registration papers, and my vet has the medical records. Here, give me your phone.”
Too tired to argue with him, she passed it over and waited while he called his vet.
“He’ll meet us there in thirty minutes.” Matt told her. He dialed another number. “I need to call my assistant.”
After apologizing for waking him, Matt convinced Lenny to meet them at the border with his suitcase. “Luckily I was already packed,” he told Holly. “We were planning to ship out in the morning.”
“How come your suitcase is at your assistant’s house?”
“I rented the house for all of us to live in while we’re in Cloverdale. Lenny’s wife, Sue, grooms for us, and Glenn, my other groom, is there too. I treat my staff well.”
Moments later Holly was driving down the road to the backstretch, silently berating herself for allowing Matt to talk himself and a horse into joining her journey. A sideways glance at her passenger made her heart thump a little faster. It was rather exciting to be running away with a handsome stranger in the dead of night. She could only pray that he wasn’t a dangerous stranger. She frowned. Surely he couldn’t be a murderer or rapist. He turned and caught her looking at him and gave her a tired smile. “Thank you again, Holly. I know you’re taking a chance on me, and I really appreciate your help. I’ll make it up to you. Anything you want.”
She gulped. The only thing she really wanted was to know what it was like to have this gorgeous stranger hold her in his arms. Would that electric current course through her body as he rubbed his hands up and down her back? What would his mouth feel like on hers? She brushed the thoughts aside, embarrassed to be thinking of becoming romantically involved with a man she’d barely met. A good-looking guy like him must have a girlfriend.
“How do you suggest we get your horse off the track? Someone is going to see you and the horse walking out.”
“Drive up to Barn Three. I’ll duck down so no one sees me. Are the cops still there?”
“I can’t see them. They parked on the other side by the grandstand and walked over, so they might still be in the barns.”
She glanced at her passenger who was trying to crumple his large frame sideways, his head nearly in her lap. “Which side of Barn Three?”
“Left side and stop at the middle door.”
Holly drove through the unguarded gates.
“The guy who manages the racetrack, his car is still here.”
“Johnson’s a jerk.”
She pulled the truck up to the barn’s side entrance, turned off the engine, and looked down at Matt.
“Okay, when you go in, turn to your right. She’s in the second stall down and wearing a halter with ‘Meadow Prancer’ engraved on it. Grab any lead shank. I’ve got them hanging all over the place.”
“What do you mean, I’m getting your horse? You want to bring her, you go on in there and get her yourself.”
“Holly, someone tried to kill me. What if they’re hanging around waiting for me to come back?”
“Why don’t you just tell the police who they are? And I doubt they’re hanging around with the cops crawling all over the place.”
“Please? I don’t want anyone to see me and know I’m out of the hospital.”
“What if someone sees me and I get arrested for attempted horse theft?”
“Not going to happen. Trust me. Please, just go on and get my mare.”
The man could talk a dog out of a big, meaty soup bone. He had a gentle persuasion that was impossible for horses and women to resist. Holly rolled her eyes and strode to the back of the trailer to let down the tailgate ramp. Scooby nickered softly and turned to look at her.
“Sorry, boy, you’re not coming out. You’re getting a passenger in a minute.”
Holly entered the dim barn, lit with only a couple of low-watt bulbs. She saw the main light switch but didn’t flick it on. If the police were still on the backstretch, she didn’t want to attract attention to herself and the removal of one Standardbred racehorse. Holly smelled the sweet aroma of alfalfa and listened to crackling straw as horses rustled softly in the stalls and poked their heads out to see the late visitor. She moved quickly to the second stall, read the horse’s name, Meadow Prancer, snapped on the lead shank, and unlatched the stall door.
“Come on girl,” she whispered, and the sleek, bay horse willingly followed. She walked the horse out the barn door and turned to her trailer.
“Stop right there!”

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Storm’s Fury
by Nya Rayne

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eBook ISBN: 978-1-61937-136-1

A chance meeting in a dark alley, a mysterious being who is as lethal as he is gorgeous, and Stormy Wyatt’s life on the run is brought to a dead…stop. But is he her savior or her captor? Her beginning or is he the very monster she’s been running from her entire adult life?

Prologue

April, 2007
Thunder preceded its lover, lightning, as it sliced across the sky. Rain poured down, blanketing the city, its goal to punish the millions of sinners who called it home.
Ambrosia “Stormy” Wyatt’s foot sank into a puddle of sullied water, saturating her sneakers. Fear stiffened her spine as a trash can crashed in the darkness behind her. She spun around and searched the shadows to her left and right. They seemed to breathe and swell with a heartbeat all their own. They reached out to her, called to her, promised her a lifetime of pain whenever she got too close.
She hefted her bag higher on her shoulder, spun back and broke into a sprint toward the mouth of the alley.
Her breath shuddering, water soaked through Stormy’s clothing, carrying a chill deep into her marrow.
Stormy hurtled a bag of trash that could have been mistaken for a dead body, determination her only friend. She knocked a nearby trash can over in hopes of slowing her unseen pursuers as she raced for the well-lit street.
She had to get to the light. They couldn’t get her there.
Stormy had stayed one day too long when she knew better. The little voice in the back of her mind urged her to stick to the original plan—three weeks—and get the hell out of town before leaving was no longer an option.
She hadn’t listened this time.
Instead, she had made a friend of Mrs. Velda Johnston, the sweet old woman rooming above her. Mrs. Johnston had had a stroke earlier that week, and Stormy stayed to help with her affairs until her daughter could fly in. One extra day, that was all, and they were close on her trail once again.
She barreled around the corner and took only a second to scan up and down the sidewalk.
Pushing soaked strands of hair out of her face, she cursed under her breath. “Sin City, huh? Well, where the hell is a sinner when you need one?” There wasn’t a pimp, prostitute, sidewalk evangelist, drunk, or police-officer in sight.
Stormy spared another second to glance behind her before she turned and bolted across the deserted street and down the strip toward the lights of the Bellagio.
She didn’t know a soul there, and she damn sure couldn’t afford one of their rooms even if she saved for six months. But she’d heard rumors that the hotel had so many lights it could be seen from a shuttle orbiting the earth. That was probably a lie, but any place was safer than where she was.
The noise came then, like a million screeching claws raking across a thousand chalkboards. It dug into her soul, buried itself deep into her mind and demanded she halt. A part of her felt compelled to obey, but a primitive part wouldn’t allow her to. It ordered her to run harder, faster and further.
And run she had, but how much longer would she have to run before she felt safe again?
Stormy covered the remaining distance to the hotel and pushed through the revolving doors. Her chest heaved, and her lungs burned as she turned to look back into the night’s shadows.
She could feel their eyes on her, waiting for her to let her guard down and to give in to their silent call. The danger and their merciless intent were undeniable.
“Never,” she whispered, her breath fogging the glass door sealing her in. In that moment, she swore the shadows closest to the building reared up, transformed into a clawed hand that reached out across the ground toward her, leaving jagged ruts in the street.
She staggered back and through the second set of thick glass doors. “Never,” she hissed at the darkness.
Thunder rolled. Blades of lightening streaked angrily across the domed skylight high above her head and crashed into something in the near distance, sending a loud boom echoing through the night.
In the instant it took Stormy to understand that the sound was a transformer blowing, she was standing in a sea of darkness.

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Mr. Forever
by Sara Daniel

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eBook ISBN: 978-1-61937-001-2

The discovery of a secret baby threatens the foundation of Caleb’s life. The only woman who can help him bond with this child is on a mission to destroy the career he’s dedicated his life to. Falling for her would ruin him.

Chapter One

“You’re the father of my baby.”
It wasn’t the first time Dr. Caleb Paden had heard the accusation. Under the hot lights of the live television stage, he routinely guided foolish couples on how build a successful marriage. He would save this relationship too and ensure a stable home for their child.  But first he had to get the other half of the couple in front of the camera. Someone had missed their cue to bring out the father, so the chesty brunette was glaring at him.
“Did you hear me, Dr. Paden? You’re the father of my baby.”
“Is this a joke?” It must be. A cruel practical joke, with career-damaging consequences.
“It is not a joke,” the thin, blonde host of The Brighid Show replied in the thick Scandinavian accent that her fans loved.
Clearly, this was a gigantic misunderstanding. The child wasn’t his. He hadn’t carelessly knocked anyone up. He was discreet and meticulous about using protection. No child of his would go through the type of childhood he’d endured. If people followed his advice, no child anywhere would go through it.
“Don’t you remember last year in Vegas?” The accusing woman folded her arms across her chest, pressing her breasts against her thin red shirt.
“I’m sorry. You must have me confused with someone else.” But as he said it, he felt just as baffled and frustrated as he had that night in Vegas.
“You deny you had sex with me?”
Unfortunately, he couldn’t deny it. Worse, he still didn’t remember her name.
“I don’t believe it’s feasible that I’m your child’s father.” He kept his voice neutral, although he felt anything but calm. “I’d be happy to discuss your situation in private.” Not on national television. He never aired his own issues. Never. “Brighid, I know our time is limited. Let’s bring out today’s Forever Marriage couple.”
“Nobody else today.” Bridgette almost let her accent slip. His brother’s ex-wife was enjoying watching him squirm. “My audience and I are much more interested in how you and Jennifer will settle your differences for the sake of your child.”
The woman’s name was Jennifer. Gaining that piece of information, no matter how insignificant, helped settle him. Data and facts were his friends. They were at the foundation of all his advice.
“I don’t have a situation anymore,” Jennifer said, her confrontational tone replaced with satisfaction. “I needed to tell you I had a baby and now he’s yours. I’m not cut out to be a mother. I tried the whole settling-down-in-a-small-town-to-provide-what’s-best-for-the-kid thing. It’s not for me. I’m going back to Vegas.”
Caleb looked around, his stomach knotted with panic. “Where’s the baby now?” He couldn’t allow a backstage assistant to tote the child out in front of the camera. As an adult, he was certain he’d feel the repercussions of this disaster for years to come. It was always worse for the children. Always.
“I found someone to watch him until you can pick him up. He’s in Illinois. Don’t worry. This lady is a foster parent—well, almost. She wants to be one. I practically did her a favor by letting her keep the kid and get some practice.”
They were currently in New York. The baby’s mother was on her way to Las Vegas. And the child was in Illinois with some woman who didn’t have the qualifications to be a foster parent. He had to get the child into a stable situation immediately. Once that was settled, he’d make an appointment for a paternity test and prove once and for all that this woman’s accusations had no merit.
* * * *
“The lawyers are researching if we have a claim to file a breach of contract suit with The Brighid Show. I’ll personally haul her back to court for violating the terms of our divorce.” Ethan yanked Caleb into the waiting limousine. “In the meantime, hello, you have a kid? You could have warned me before it was announced to the entire nation. Advanced warning equals damage control.”
Caleb leaned back in the seat and pinched the bridge of his nose. “There was no advanced warning for me either.”
“Is there a chance the kid’s yours?”
He wanted to believe there was absolutely no chance. But celibacy was the only one hundred percent guarantee and he wasn’t a priest. “I did sleep with her, so there’s a chance. I used a condom. I’m sure of that. I’m careful. I’m always careful for exactly this reason.”
“Yeah, you’re Mr. Responsible.”
The resentment in Ethan’s voice frustrated him even more. “Hey, I met her because I flew out to talk some sense into you before you tied the knot for the third time. When you blew me off and said your vows in front of Elvis and a dozen showgirls, I went to the hotel bar for a couple drinks.”
“You had a one-night stand with a woman you met in a bar? I take back what I said about you being cautious and responsible.”
“She was the bartender.” And she’d been sympathetic to his frustration that he could fix marriages all over the country but couldn’t fix the ones in his own family. They were both single, consenting adults and had used protection. He had nothing to apologize for, certainly no reason for his career to blow up on live TV.
Despite that, he had a baby to think of, a child that only he could act in the best interest of. He opened the window to the driver. “Take me to the helipad.” He closed the window and looked at his brother. “I need the plane to take me to Illinois ASAP.”
“For all you know, she did the same thing with a different man every night. She probably has no idea who the child’s father is. Being on national television makes you a visible target,” Ethan said. “The lawyers will arrange with the court to have the kid’s DNA tested. I’ll spin the PR in the meantime. If he does end up being yours, then you can pick him up and we’ll arrange a nice father-son photo op.”
Caleb couldn’t believe Ethan was talking photo ops while he was panicking over lives being ruined. “I’m aware this is a disaster for my company and my reputation. But first, I have to get to this child who’s been abandoned by his mother and make sure he’s safe.”
“You mean you’re actually going to follow the whole Children—First Priority mantra?” Ethan asked sarcastically. “Just because you have a book out with that title doesn’t mean anyone’s going to believe you practice what you preach.”
“Then you have a PR job to do,” Caleb said. Too many people had turned on him today. He needed Ethan’s support. “Children are and always have been my first priority. You do what you need to do to make sure everyone knows that.”
Ethan leaned toward him across the limousine seats. “If the kid ends up being yours, you’ll have to get married.”
“I’m not marrying a woman who abandons her baby.” Not to mention, one who chose to blithely air her decision in front of the whole country. He didn’t even know the baby’s name. He only knew the gender because of pronouns.
“Not to Jennifer. To a woman who believes in The Forever Marriage. To a woman who will model your holy commandment of friendship is more important than any physical encounter. I’m going to have a hard time convincing people you actually believe that sound bite when you have kids popping up across the country from one-night stands and you don’t have a single female friend in sight.”
“One accusation hardly constitutes kids popping up across the country. And I use Forever with every breath I take.” Marriage was Caleb’s life. If he had a spouse, he’d have to take time for her, leaving him less time to devote to marriage. Forever was the roadmap to make relationships divorce-proof and give children a stable home.
“If I’m going to spin anything, you have to give me something to work with.” Ethan opened his briefcase and took out a manila envelope. He dumped it on the seat next to him, covering the black leather with white and pink envelopes. A fuchsia one fluttered to the floor.
“What are you doing?”
“This is about your personal commitment. Pick one.”
“How is picking a mystery envelope going to fix my reputation?” Not to mention the life of an innocent child, who’d done nothing to deserve being brought into the world under these circumstances.
“These letters are from the office mailroom. The women who wrote them have embraced Forever and want to marry you. At least they did before they saw The Brighid Show today. Pick one and contact her. If you want to restore the public’s faith in your commitment to raising children in wedded bliss, you have to show them that you’re doing it in your own life.”
“You carry these around with you, waiting for the right moment to have me pick a wife by playing ‘Go Fish’?” The idea was absurd. Surely, Ethan could see that.
“Actually, I was going to cull through them for possible candidates for me. I am on the hunt for a wife again, you know.”
Caleb clenched his jaw. As if three failed marriages weren’t enough to make a mockery of The Forever Marriage, Ethan was considering getting hitched a fourth time. But going off on him would be more than hypocritical right now. Caleb had more important things to focus on than his brother’s relationship history. “I know the situation looks bad right now. But we have solid examples on our support staff. John and Debbie Winston, for example, have been married thirty-five years, follow the rules to the letter, and couldn’t be happier. Plus, they have four children who are well-adjusted model citizens.”
Ethan picked the fuchsia envelope off the floor and thrust it at him. “Using others as examples worked fine until Jennifer dropped the baby bomb and made you look like a fraud on national TV. Next time you sleep with a woman, give her your cell number so she can discuss these things with you privately.”
Caleb tossed the envelope back on the pile without opening it. “I’ll set up a conference call for first thing tomorrow morning with our counselors and staff to reassure them of my commitment to marriage.” Between now and then, he’d go to Illinois, pick up the child who might or might not be his son, and make the first step in placing the baby in a stable environment.
“Do you want to be a therapist that people look up to for advice and respect, or do you want to be sneered at by the world and never see your face on TV again?” Ethan opened the fuchsia envelope and scanned what appeared from Caleb’s vantage point to be a Valentine’s Day card.
“I’d be perfectly happy never to see another television camera in my life. I do the TV gig because it gives more highly effective exposure to Forever than I can get through any other medium.”
“Don’t worry. Getting exposure is the least of your problems now.” Ethan dangled the valentine in front of him. “This woman thinks you have a hot body.”
“Not a Forever requirement.”
Unperturbed, Ethan picked up another envelope and slit it open. “How about this one? Dear Dr. Paden, I am a firm believer in Forever.”
“A promising start,” he allowed, turning around to check in with the limo driver for an updated timing on when they’d get through the traffic snarl in Times Square, so he could text updates to the helicopter and airplane pilots, who wanted to leave right away to land ahead of the snowstorm barreling in on the middle of the country.
“I’m looking for a rich husband and you fit the bill. The thought of having sex with an arrogant prick like you really turns me off. But we can still be friends, of course.” Ethan raised a brow. “How many women are going to give you an offer like that? Are we on? I can book the reception hall and the caterers.”
Caleb put his cell phone away and glared at him. “Why don’t you do something useful like polish your résumé?”
Threats of firing, unfortunately, had no effect on family. Ethan dumped the letter for another envelope. He ripped it open, and his eyes widened. “Forget the gold digger. This is the one you want in your bed.” He turned the page toward Caleb. He caught a glimpse of over-inflated breasts before Ethan turned the picture toward himself and shamelessly ogled it. “On second thought, she needs someone who will appreciate her fine qualities, not be her friend.”
“Mock me to my face all you want,” Caleb said, his teeth clenched so tightly that his jaw ached. “If you do it to the press, I will fire you. I don’t care if you’re the best marketing man in the world and my only brother.”
“I am the best,” Ethan said confidently. “And your only brother too.”
“That’s why I need you to have my back for the next couple days while I straight out the situation with the baby. A child is at stake here.”
* * * *
As soon as he picked up his son, Caleb would find the nearest hotel and pack it in for the night. He hadn’t seen a snowplow or salt truck, let alone another car. Heck, he could hardly see the road through the blowing snow. The best case scenario of making it back to his Manhattan apartment by nightfall clearly wasn’t going to happen. He wasn’t even going to make it back to Chicago.
Apparently, his airplane pilot had made the right call by refusing to fly into the storm. They’d landed near Chicago, instead of continuing to the western side of the state to the landing strip near Galena. But that meant Caleb had been trying to navigate the unfamiliar rental car for hours, as the road conditions deteriorated to a near whiteout.
The car fishtailed. Caleb fought the steering wheel to keep it on the road. Or at least where he thought the road was.
“Arriving at destination, on right,” the GPS announced from its perch on the dash.
Caleb pressed the brake pedal to make the turn. The car skidded and slid again. Where was the driveway? On the GPS screen, the blue car cruised by the checkered flag graphic. When he looked away from the screen, everything was white. He was in the middle of nowhere. There was no driveway.
Caleb squinted through the fat flakes that battered his vehicle from all sides. Behind him to the right, the top of a mailbox might have been sticking out of the snow. He stopped the car in the middle of the road. Trying to stay on the road while driving in reverse seemed risky at best. He needed to turn around. He swung to the shoulder to execute a three-point turn. Then he twisted the wheel and went forward. The tires spun. After a breathless moment, the car shot forward.
Caleb slammed the brakes and nearly skidded into the ditch. The car stopped just in time. He took a deep breath and reevaluated the situation. He was doing this to save a child. It was worth it. Every second was precious. He was okay. The car was okay. He had to keep going.
He shifted into reverse. The tires spun again. He lifted his foot, then pushed the gas all the way down. The car shot backwards. He let off immediately and went for the brake. The car continued to slide backwards, mocking any control he tried to exercise. Unless he did something fast, he was going to slide backwards into the ditch.
He turned the wheel to keep himself on the road. The car spun in circle and then slid in slow motion nose first down the steep bank into the ditch.
“Arriving at destination, on left,” the GPS chirped.
* * * *
The man who had promised to save her marriage—and instead ended it—was standing on Olivia’s doorstep. She pinched the plastic clip back into her perennially tousled hair and took in his half-frozen form and snow-coated suit as he told her his too-familiar name. Somehow, he still managed to look like his stuffy book jacket picture.
“Come in, Dr. Paden.” She stepped back from the door to allow him inside. “I didn’t expect you or anyone, really, would come for Liam tonight.” The storm had been the answer to her prayers, giving her extra hours and potentially days to get used to the idea. Jennifer had been more than ready to walk away from the boy, but Olivia was not. It would break her heart to let him go.
Knowing she had to let him go to this man made it that much more difficult.
“His name is Liam?” Dr. Quack’s teeth chattered as he stepped inside.
She had to turn the baby she loved as much as she loved her own son over to a man who hadn’t bothered to learn his own kid’s name. “Yes, and mine is Olivia.” Not that she expected him to remember that either. She closed the door behind her unwanted guest. “Do you have a car somewhere, or did you walk here?”
“It’s at the end of the driveway.”
The man was practically frozen. She wouldn’t turn anyone away in this weather. How could she send Liam out in it with a complete stranger? “Babies travel with a lot of accessories. Why don’t you bring the car up to the house?”
“That’s not going to happen. It’s in the ditch and it’s not moving an inch.”
Her heart soared. She had another day before she had to let Liam go. “Come to the sitting room. I have a fire going and I’ll get you some blankets and hot tea.”
“I’d prefer coffee if you have any,” he said as he followed her through the house.
She’d happily stuff him with gallons of coffee if it put off the time where she’d have to take him to meet Liam. “I’ll put a pot on. Make yourself comfortable.” She handed him the quilts from the back of the couch before escaping to the kitchen.
She’d taken Jennifer in when she was seven months pregnant and needed a job and a place to stay. It hadn’t been ideal for either of them, of course. In the five months Jennifer had lived here, Olivia had done the lion’s share of the housekeeping chores she was paying the other woman to do. Motherhood had been completely overwhelming and unpleasant for Jennifer. Olivia had taken over most of those duties, as well. But those had come naturally, out of love.
Two days ago, Jennifer had dropped the bomb she was leaving and would send Liam’s father, whom she’d never mentioned in the past five months, to pick up the kid. Olivia hadn’t known who the man was and still wouldn’t have if it wasn’t for dear old Maude Richardson’s urgent phone call to tune in to The Brighid Show this morning.
Olivia returned to the sitting room carrying the silver serving tray with the typical guest fare, minus the hot tea, of course. Dr. Paden was standing in front of the fireplace. The quilts were folded on the couch behind him. He waved one of her brochures at her as she entered. “Your home is a bed and breakfast called—” He consulted the brochure. “—The Scot’s Mansion?”
“That’s right.” She set down the tray and filled his cup from a carafe. She was an innkeeper. She knew how to be a gracious hostess whether or not she took a personal liking to her guests. She just had to think of him as a guest, not the man who was taking Liam away from her. Or the man who had broken up her marriage with horrendous advice. “The Scot’s Mansion has been in my family for three generations. We’re known for miles for our scones.” She held out the tin to him and forced her hostess smile. “Enjoy.”
“Scones?” His disgust was as palpable as if she’d announced the kitchen was teaming with roaches.
“You don’t like them?” She set the tin on the side table and arranged the dishes of butter and strawberry preserves.
“No.”
She bit her tongue over the urge to tell him how much she detested his books. “I use a family recipe my grandmother brought over from Scotland. I serve plain scones along with two other flavors of the day.”
“Coffee will suffice.” He picked up his cup. “Thank you, Olivia, for your hospitality. It appears I’m in need of a room tonight for myself and my, uh, son. A suite would be best if possible. I’ll pay the going rate, naturally.”
He had no idea what her going rate was for misguided marriage therapists. Not that it mattered. Whether he ultimately paid it or not, he had to sleep here. The storm didn’t leave either of them a choice. And she had plenty of rooms. Her only other scheduled guests for the entire week had cancelled due to the weather. “Of course you need to stay. But Liam already has his own room and he’s currently asleep there.”
“Now that I’m here, he’ll stay with me.”
Her heart fell to the pit of her stomach. “Dr. Paden, you’re chilled and must have had a terrible drive here. Why don’t you relax and worry about yourself this evening. Liam is content and settled in for the night. He generally goes to sleep before dinner and sleeps through to the early morning. I’d be happy to introduce you to him then.”
Dr. Paden set down his coffee cup with an ominous clank. “I didn’t come here for coffee and scones. I came for my son. Take me to him now.”
Olivia’s hands shook. She clasped them behind her back to keep them out of sight. She had no legal claim to Liam. But how could she give up the child she loved as her own to this overbearing, pompous ass?

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Road Apples
by Karen Kennedy Samoranos

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eBook ISBN: 978-1-61937-065-4

The time came when I realized I had lived most of my short adult life in a stupor, my eyes blind to all the possibilities in front of me. I became a believer one fateful night in the rain, and all because of a vintage car, a loyal dog, and a cheating boyfriend.

Chapter One

A good friend once told me that the world is a place of unexpected twists and hazards. One moment you’re laughing, and the music is playing, and then suddenly, disaster strikes from thin air. Using that principle, it always amazes me that the first time I heard my baby’s heartbeat, it was inside of a hospital examination room, with a rape kit on the tray, and a police officer in attendance.
The very concept of predestination would be endlessly repeated, as great a mystery as the beating heart of the fetus hidden inside the darkness of my own body. My faith would be equally tested in the months to come, as I have never believed in love at first sight, or the power of destiny to sway a person’s life. Those antiquated human notions seemed more of an excuse for a one-night stand, than a solid basis for a lasting relationship.
But the time came when I realized that I had lived most of my short adult life in a stupor, my eyes blind to all the possibilities in front of me. I became a believer one fateful night in the rain, at the appointed hour, and all because of a vintage car, a loyal dog, and a cheating boyfriend.
* * *
It started soon after my grandparents, Feliz and Enida Benités, gave me the title to their 1973 Mercedes when they purchased a newer, flashier C-300. The giving of one’s precious commodity is a deeply ingrained Filipino cultural tradition that has endured in my family, reflected in my grandparents’ generosity in passing along their classic Mercedes.
Grandpa usually drove the old car, but it was Grandma who was central to making the decision about who would receive the cherished gift. It wasn’t that I had no vehicle to use, because I owned a pickup truck for my construction business, and a house in which to park it. Maybe it was Grandma’s pride in my ability to take care of myself that was a factor.
I had learned early on that my father, Mitchell Benités, is Grandma Enida’s favorite son, though for her it would never be a conscious admission. It stands to reason, then, that Mitchell’s four daughters would also be her favorite grandchildren, without preference to any particular one.
The car should have gone to Mallory, my eldest sister, and first in line for this type of inheritance. I intuitively knew that Mallory’s succession was in jeopardy when she killed a man, though it was determined by the justice system to have been a legal execution by blunt force. Her attorney, honed by defending cops accused of similar crimes, managed to reduce the District Attorney’s suspicions to mere self-defense, and Mallory instantly became a free woman.
Grandma, however, had been quietly disapproving. Her clear-cut assumption is that any death incurred at one’s own hands is defined as mortal sin, unless the transgressor repents. I suppose she wouldn’t have wanted Mallory, damned and remorseless, to drive a car Grandma Enida once carted her own family around in.
And there’s my second-eldest sister, Miranda, a state trooper, whose only sins would likely be venial. Miranda lives four hundred miles from the core of our family, up in Lassen County. I can’t imagine Grandma Enida, with her shaky hands and questionable driving skills, negotiating a winding highway over the Sierra Nevada Mountains just to haul the car up to Susanville.
My younger sister, Margot, isn’t a vintage Mercedes type, and Grandma understood this. Margot drives around in a two-seater convertible sports car, a late-model BMW Z4, quite often with the top down. My lipstick-lesbian sibling with her six-inch stilettos and flowery dresses wouldn’t be caught dead in that groaning old Mercedes with its sun-cracked dashboard.
Therefore, it only made sense that the Mercedes would become mine.
“You like old things,” Grandma claimed, when she handed me the title paper.
Sitting inside my bungalow, which had been built in 1916, and entertaining my grandparents with fresh coffee, I knew Grandma was right. I remember thinking at the time my fetish for antiques also included the man I was clandestinely dating, Jake Keene, who was forty years old to my twenty-five. Jake made a modest living writing novels, another outdated concept.
But I’d had a falling out with Jake that I was aching to resolve. It’s a trait of mine, I hate to leave things hanging. It probably has to do with my career choice as a general contractor, which requires that a construction job be followed to its completion. And when you’re a woman working in a field dominated by men, you’d better be precise about everything, including your personal life.
This particular story begins from the point when Grandma passed me the title to the Mercedes, just before Mallory was released of all charges in the murder of a man inside her own carport. I’ll factor in the gross misunderstanding with Jake, who was engaged to be married to an attorney by the name of Sophie Whipple, all the while we tended our special friendship with stealth sex.
I wanted a road trip, I wanted to get away from the pitfalls of my personal life, and Grandma Enida’s gift of the Mercedes was my ticket out of town, in style.
* * *
On his way to the airport to catch a flight to Seattle for a promotion of his latest novel, Jake Keene left his dog, Rat, in my care. At first, I resented being taken for granted. When I found an extra airline ticket in his coat for his fiancé, Sophie, I understandably went ballistic, and kicked him out of the house.
It wasn’t until later, when Jake’s mother, Charlotte Burgess, in an attempt to bully me into jumping ship from the affair, revealed that Jake had broken off his engagement with Sophie right there at the airport. Rather than taking me for granted, Jake had placed his beloved dog with the only person he felt he could trust. With Rat under my supervision, Sophie would be incapable of somehow compromising the dog while Jake was away. Call it peace of mind, but at least Rat was a gentleman, which is more than I can say of his pet man, Jake.
After Jake’s departure, and Charlotte’s admission, I decided to get out of the Bay Area. I had a friend in construction who had moved up to Astoria, Oregon, so I planned a week’s break to get away from all the peripheral bullshit. If it wasn’t Jake and Sophie, and Charlotte Burgess, then it was my sister, Mallory, whose deliberate execution of a perceived enemy raised all sorts of red flags as to the fundamentals of her character.
I almost made it out of the Bay Area, when Mallory telephoned me on my cell. Weighed down with my sister’s problems, I debated whether I should even pick up the call, while my thumb pressed Accept.
“Madeline,” she begged, sounding distraught. “Can you meet me for coffee?”
I was hesitant, being that Mallory’s state of mind was one of the catalysts for my time-out. Already suffering the wounds of my sister’s media fame, I nearly refused, but that would have been incompatible with the definition of Family.
“All right,” I sighed, and agreed to meet her at a coffee house near her home, bringing Rat with me.
When I arrived at the meeting place, she was graciously appreciative, but horrified by the dog, the unsightly result of a mix of Shar-pei and Mexican Hairless.
“What the hell is that?” She seemed dumbfounded by Rat’s blatant ugliness, and kept her distance, though Rat, cavalier to a fault, sat back on his haunches and smiled politely.
Seated outside in the spring warmth, we broke the ice with small talk. She asked me about the Mercedes, and I mentioned I was on my way up to visit my old high school classmate, Kevin Gerard, in Oregon. Kevin was the contractor who had rehabilitated a Victorian I’d been dying to see.
Mallory told me she was no longer being charged with the crime she’d committed with malice aforethought, that calculated murder of her alleged stalker, which was really a back-room real estate transaction gone sour. Squinting at my sister, partly because of the bright sun, and the other half because of my general skepticism in her honesty, I told her I thought it was great.
“Is it because they believed your scenario?” I asked innocently.
My sister, as poker-faced as a professional criminal, affirmed that her victim’s habit of real estate scamming had set the District Attorney’s people straight, and thus absolved Mallory of doing nothing more than ably defending herself by splitting the man’s skull wide open with a piece of rebar reinforced concrete. It was difficult to believe she could just sit there so calmly, with all that blood on her hands.
And then Mallory shifted to low gear, and told me she’d broken off her engagement.
I was momentarily stunned. Jesse Ibarra, my sister’s now ex-fiancé, was in truth our biological half-brother, spawned twenty-six years ago by our father’s extra-marital affair. Dad made his feelings very clear, that he didn’t consider the young man any more his son than a stranger you pass on the street. But Mallory is the scheming type, and had swooped in from left field to pounce upon poor Jesse, playing him as a tool to hurt our father for perceived childhood slights she’d embraced with a vengeance.
I realized then, how Mallory used people, not just Jesse in order to damage our father, but even me. I was her mute sounding board, and by the limit of our family culture, not allowed to criticize an elder, including older siblings, who exert more authority simply by birthright. Suddenly, Mallory’s twisted point of view in relation to our father really hit home. Once Dad showed no interest in contesting her marriage to this so-called half-brother, Mallory quickly lost interest, and dropped poor Jesse like a hot potato.
“You did it to get back at Dad,” I said. I had nothing to lose in this assessment of my beloved elder sister, whose self-destructive tendencies had nearly proved to be her undoing.
“Yes,” she agreed, knowing exactly what I was getting at. “But it backfired.”
Out there beneath the shade of the coffee house umbrella, I had been about to offer up an opinion, uncharacteristic of culture, though inherent to my personality, when my cell phone rang. I was thinking, too, that I could never get out of town fast enough, when I saw that it was our father who was calling. It was uncanny, that Dad should telephone at a moment when he was a main topic of conversation.
He gravely informed me that our maternal grandmother, Beth McKracken, had suffered a heart attack, and that she was in a hospital not too far from where Mallory and I sat in the shadow of the café. I told him I was with Mallory, and that we’d be up to meet him and Mom, and then we finished our drinks quickly.
It was a day of reflection, and of reconciliation, because even as Grandmother Beth lay in the ICU, supposedly on death’s door, she managed to say kind words to my mother. Mom, adopted by Grandmother Beth as an infant, had spent a lifetime trying to please a mother figure whose sole purpose in life seemed to be to voice every unmerited complaint. Grandmother’s fence mending with Mom also melted away the resentment I’d held for so long, without realizing.
And when I left the ICU, I saw Dad and Mallory seated on one of those long padded hospital benches. Mallory’s head lay on our father’s shoulder in the posture we’d all assumed as children, seeking the comfort of unconditional love.
That an embrace could calm my sister’s excesses of temperament seemed much too simple a fix, but at least I had some measure of emotional security when I finally drove out of the Bay Area, headed north.

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Moon Over Alcatraz
by Patricia Yager Delagrange

Musa Publishing

eBook ISBN: 978-1-61937-104

Weston and Brandy’s marriage splinters beneath the weight of sorrow after the death of their child and following an accidental meeting with her high school friend, Brandy ends up carrying more than just the weight of grief inside her heart.

Chapter One

“Breathe, Brandy, breathe.”
Weston’s voice came from the side of the hospital bed where I lay propped up, knees bent to accommodate Dr. Farney checking to see how far my cervix had dilated.
Gritting my teeth, eyes shut, I inhaled through my nose. The pungent odor of sweat wafted through my nostrils. I imagined the crest of a deep-blue wave curling over, white foam churning, crashing down, wave after wave speeding toward the edge of a sandy beach.
But I couldn’t take in a full breath. I opened my mouth, tried sucking in air, lungs on fire, the pain like a serrated knife to my belly, hands flailing, slapping the sides of the bed to get Weston’s attention.
“She can’t breathe.” I could hear the panic in his voice. He was scared. So was I. Is this how a first delivery is supposed to go?
Dr. Farney’s voice tore through the delivery room. “The baby’s heart rate is slowing.”
A plastic mask lowered over my mouth and nose, and a steady flow of oxygen began pouring through. I shifted my gaze to the right. Weston’s eyes were riveted on my lower body, his brows dipped down, mouth set in a tight line.
“What’s wrong?” I shouted, my voice muffled beneath the mask.
Weston leaned down, his body blocking the glare of the overhead lights. “Take deep breaths. They’re using forceps to get the baby out.” He gripped my hand and squeezed then edged toward the foot of the bed. “Doctor, is the baby okay?”
“Umbilical cord’s wrapped around her neck. She’s twisted in the birth canal.” Dr. Farney’s voice sounded achingly calm.
Wrapped around her neck…Twisted in the birth canal… My baby girl had been due in early June, but she was being born three weeks early. However, Dr. Farney had urged us not to worry.
The pain was beyond bad. It was excruciating. Suddenly the pressure in my groin subsided. I inhaled one deep breath, then another, and my lower body deflated like a leaky tire.
“The baby’s not…she’s not breathing,” Weston whispered.
A deafening silence splintered through the room.
I tugged on Weston’s hand. He twisted his head in my direction, tears glistening along his lower lashes.
My mind registered the screams, but my ears heard only the wild thumping of my heart as flecks of black clouded my vision.
* * * *
Weston opened the front door of our house on Lauren Drive just a few blocks away from the hospital and I stepped through the threshold. Every chair, each pillow in the front room looked as if it had been reupholstered in drab, lifeless material. Walls, knickknacks, rugs took on an alien quality. I was seeing them for the first time with a new pair of eyes, filtered through a veil of tragedy and disappointment.
I sat on the couch, squinting out the window. Tiny sparrows flitted between the branches of the oak trees in our front yard. The warmer-than-average May weather had wilted the white petunias and pink geraniums cascading over the sides of the hanging baskets on the front porch. I’d have to water them soon.
Maybe if I closed my eyes when I awakened all of this would not have happened. Resting my hands on my stomach, I felt the place where she’d lived for nine months. Now only a small bulge remained which would be gone in a month or two. There was no baby inside of me. There was no baby outside of me. There was no baby, period.
A heavy blanket of guilt hung across my shoulders like a woolen shroud. I’d destroyed our happiness. On the other side of the room my mother’s gilt-edged mirror reflected an image – a woman with an empty womb, a black void for a uterus. My body had betrayed me. Unable to give birth to a healthy baby, I couldn’t give my husband the child we’d been waiting for for nine long months.
Weston sat next to me and I reached out and grasped his wrist. “Remember the night she was conceived?”
He bent his head, shaking it from side to side. “Don’t do this, Brandy.”
“We were living in San Francisco. We made love on the deck. You could see the full moon – like a huge medallion, hanging by an invisible chain over Alcatraz.”
“Never saw it look that way before,” he whispered then walked over to the window and stood, his back facing me.
“I thought it was a sign…a good sign…like an omen, you know?”
He turned back around, his lips set in a tight line. “I’ll get you some breakfast.”
He walked into the hallway, his steps sluggish. He brought in a tray with dry toast, juice and coffee and placed it on the table in front of the couch then sat down next to me. “I know you’re devastated you lost the baby, honey, but we can–”
My knee caught the edge of the breakfast tray as I stood up, food toppling onto the floor. Gritting my teeth so hard my temples throbbed, I glared down at him. “Don’t you dare.”
His jaw dropped open, eyes wide. “What the…? What do you mean?”
“You know damn well what I mean.” My bottom lip quivered, tears coursed down my cheeks. “You were going to tell me we can have another baby, weren’t you?” His silence was my answer but I needed to hear the words. “Weren’t you?” I yelled, droplets of spit flying from my lips.
He glanced down at his hands then up at me. “Yes,” he muttered, his face a mask of hurt and pain. “Does that make me some kind of monster?”
In my heart, the truth was just the opposite. I was the monster. My body had given birth to a dead baby. Something inside me had killed her. Weston had done nothing wrong. But I had. Sometime during my pregnancy I’d messed up, and now I’d have to live with that knowledge. Forever.
Desperate for sleep, I trudged up the stairs, hoping to wake up and discover my world hadn’t come crashing down around me.  But at three a.m. my mind stirred. Cradling my abdomen with both hands, I missed the feel of Christine’s nighttime punches and kicks. Slumping down under the comforter I turned onto my side and prayed slumber would overtake me. A single star appeared behind my closed eyelids and I mouthed a wish that I’d never wake up.
But I did wake up, and lay staring at the window, mesmerized by the sun’s rays that highlighted thousands of tiny dust motes fluttering near the curtains. Nothing mattered. I couldn’t imagine making the effort to leave my bed, get dressed, walk downstairs, fix a meal. They all seemed like unimaginably complex and exhausting tasks.
At some point, Weston entered the bedroom and laid a hand on my shoulder. “Honey, would you listen to me for a second?”
I turned onto my back and stared at him, knowing if I opened my mouth I’d cry a ceaseless ocean of wasted emotion. Not one tear, or a million tears, would bring her back.
“We both lost Christine, honey, and I’m sad too. You’ve got to get up, take a walk, start writing again, whatever.” He knelt beside the bed and covered my hand with his. “Do this for yourself, Brandy. Or do it for me.”
Scenes in the hospital played over and over, my mind spinning like a DVD player. If I said anything, it would have to be about my daughter dying before I had a chance to hold her.
“I’m sorry for getting angry with you,” I mumbled. Weston’s face shimmered back at me, tears veiling my vision. “It’s just…my heart’s been ripped out, and what do I have to replace it? What am I going to do?”
He lay down on the bed, facing me. “We lost our daughter. You have every right to break down, fall apart, do whatever you need to, babe.” He wrapped a stray piece of hair around my ear and gently rubbed the back of his hand down my cheek. “I’m here for you, whenever you need me.”
I sat up and leaned back against the pillows, staring at the far wall. “I have a follow-up appointment with the doctor in a month. I’ll talk to her about it.”
He sat up, gave me a chaste kiss then wrapped me in his arms. “It’ll take time. We’ll never forget what happened and we’ll always remember Christine. She won’t be here with us, but we can be happy again.”
I squinched my eyes shut tight, trying to turn off the never-ending videotape of the recent past. He’d never know what it felt like to lose a child that had lived inside your body all those months. Maybe we’d both feel better soon. I just prayed what I’d feel someday would be an emotion other than loss.

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