Lapses of Memory by M.S. Spencer

Lapses of Memory

by M.S. Spencer

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eBook ISBN: 978-1-61885-680-7

Two people meet every few years, but, although he knows her to be his true love from the age of seven, she only recognizes him after it’s too late. How many years, how many adventures, how many times will they lose each other before she recognizes her true love?

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Mai Tais and Mayhem by M.S. Spencer

Mai Tais and Mayhem

by M.S. Spencer

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eBook ISBN: 978-1-61885-506-0

When Tessa Diamond rescued a baby pufferfish from a hungry gull, her good deed led her into a shady world of smuggling, Russian gangsters, and coded messages, confronting murder, attempted ravishment, parrots, sea turtles and big fish, only to encounter blossoming romances at every turn, including one of her own.

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Artful Dodging
The Torpedo Factory Murders
by M.S. Spencer

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eBook ISBN: 978-1-61885-250-2

Tristram Brody waits for his date, too conscious of the beautiful woman sitting by the door. Little does he know that she will hate him for trying to destroy her beloved art center, and even suspect him of murder. Nor that she will be drawn inevitably into his arms.

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Milo checked her watch. The storm showed no signs of letting up. Why the hell didn’t I bring a hat? A man tripped on the cobblestone sidewalk in front of her and dropped his umbrella. She toyed with the idea of darting out of O’Connell’s and grabbing it, but the man who had been standing in the doorway for the last fifteen minutes blocked her path.
Tony edged around him to reach her seat in the cozy little window nook. “Another Jack D, Milo? Might as well. No letup in sight.”
“Sure. But give me something to nibble on too. I still have to drive home.”
The bartender backed out past the man, who made no move to get out of his way. Milo frowned. The fellow appeared oblivious to the fact that his position inconvenienced everyone. At first she had assumed he was waiting out the rain, but his body language said expectant. Every minute or so, he would poke his head out and look up and down King Street. For lack of anything more exciting to do, she fell to observing him. The top of his head brushed the doorjamb, making him about six feet three inches. His bulk didn’t jibe with his height, though. She guessed him to weigh in at maybe one hundred seventy-five pounds stripped. He was undeniably her type—lean, trim, tall, clean-shaven—none of that painted-on, five-o’clock shadow male celebrities sported nowadays. And old enough, for once. Maybe forty? She could only see his profile at the moment, which revealed thick black hair curling over his ears, slices of silver gray relieving the dark waves at the temple, a straight nose, moderately rosy—from drink or the cold?and a forceful chin. Without warning he pivoted, and Milo caught the full impact of a deeply masculine face right in the kisser. Whew. Even with the Armani suit, definitely not gay.
He tapped a highly-polished Gucci loafer with impatience and pulled out a pocket watch. By this time, Milo had dropped all pretence and openly scrutinized her subject. He thrust the watch back in his pocket with a scowl and spun around toward the bar, almost colliding with Tony. He took Milo’s glass from the startled bartender. “Thanks, just what the doctor ordered.”
Milo began to rise in protest. Tony looked at her, and the man followed his gaze in surprise. He held up the whiskey. “Er, I take it this isn’t for me?”
Milo tried to come up with a flip response, but his rich baritone rattled her.
Tony stepped between them. “Yes, sir, that drink belongs to the lady. May I get you something?”
The man didn’t answer. He stared at Milo more or less the way she was staring at him. Flustered, she plopped back down on the narrow bench, barely avoiding an embarrassing slide to the floor. He continued to stare. She resisted the impulse to pat her short fawn-colored ringlets, which always appeared tousled no matter what she did, and blinked. He blinked back.
Finally she blurted out, “Would you care to join me?”
He shook his head as though to clear his mind. “Thank you. Forgive me—I’ve never seen such lovely eyes…I mean, eyes that color…I mean…sorry. What would you call them? Mahogany? Bronze?” His admiring gaze did wonders for Milo’s discomfiture, and her mood took a decided uptick.
“I just call them brown. But thank you.”
“I’m sorry about purloining your drink. Can I buy you a freshener in restitution?”
“I guess so. Er…did you want to sit down?”
“I’d better not. I’m waiting for someone.”
“Oh.” His plight, though not unexpected, depressed her. Of course Armani man had a date. He probably always has a date, even during Lent.
Tony brought another glass. The man paid him then hesitated as though reconsidering. “You know, she is awfully late. Since you’re right in the window seat with a commanding view of the entrance, may I change my mind and sit here until she arrives?”
Ulp. “Not at all.” Good—got that out without stuttering.
“Thanks.” He pulled a low barrel stool next to the bench and clinked her glass. “Cheers.”
They sipped their whiskies in companionable silence. The rain pummeled both the sidewalk and the pedestrians with barely concealed antagonism.
Milo decided her heart had settled down sufficiently to ensure a quaver-free sentence. “I’m Milo Everhart.” And I’m Gorgeous George. You don’t mind if I seduce you, do you? No, wait—he didn’t say that. I did. Hopefully in my head. “Um, I didn’t catch your name?”
“Tristram Brodie. Pleased to meet you.”
Not much for conversation, but that could be a plus. What, what, what can I say to keep him here? “Your shoes, they’re…er…highly polished.” He turned astonished eyes on her. “I mean, are you in the military by any chance?”
His lips turned upward then opened to reveal perfect white teeth, and he let out a belly laugh. He puffed, “How did you know?”
Milo didn’t want to tell him how she knew. She still found it nearly impossible to speak Michael’s name. Only a year had passed, but the grief stabbed as sharply as it had the day she answered the door to see Lieutenant Colonel Murray, a look that said it all on his compassionate face.
“I’ve known some Marines in my life.” Her voice tripped over the words.
“Well, you’re right. I am a Marine. Retired.” He lifted a shoe and admired his reflection. “I guess spit-and-polish is the one habit you never break.”
“You seem too young to be retired.” Better to keep the questions focused on him.
“Thanks for thinking forty is young.”
Yeess.
He smiled at her, his beryl green eyes twinkling. “I enlisted at eighteen, the day after graduating high school. It was either that or juvie.”
Milo checked out his bearing, his suit, and his starched white shirt. “You don’t look like a dropout.”
He grinned. “I clean up good. Impressed the Marines so much they sent me to college.”
“What for? I mean…” Milo concentrated on her drink, hoping Brodie wouldn’t bristle at her grilling.
“Why did they pay for my college degree? They needed at least one officer who could write multiple unappreciated, unread reports in proper English. I pushed a lot of paper.”
“Where were you assigned?”
He put his glass down. “You really want to know?”
Milo surprised herself by nodding. She really did want to know.
“I schlepped around Europe inspecting the Marine Security Guard detachments at U.S. embassies. Found some great dives.”
“You never saw any action?”
He shook his head. “The biggest headache I had involved tourists asking for sanctuary. Oh, and once I watched a training exercise in Iraq…from the safety of a Seahawk helicopter.” He sighed. “Not that I didn’t want to fight, you know. I applied once a month for combat duty. My general told me I looked too good in dress blues.” He smiled at her. “But enough about my glorious past. What—”
“There you are, Tristram! I’ve been wandering all over O’Connell’s looking for you!” A statuesque brunette leaned over the table, her bosom within grazing distance of Milo’s cheek. A wide, black patent leather belt cinched her fuchsia Albert Nippon suit tightly, pushing the D cups breathlessly up and almost over her silk camisole. Three-inch heels clicked impatiently on the floor.
Brodie stood hastily. “I’ve been here for half an hour, Ursula. Where were you?”
She swung an arm encased in silver bangles around to point, her voluminous Louis Vuitton purse nearly decking Tony. “I came in the other entrance. I’ve been upstairs—waiting—for you.” She pressed her crimson lips together and turned back to Milo. Her voice dropped and her eyes narrowed. “And you are?”
Milo’s hand rolled into a tight fist as she struggled to keep her elbow from connecting with the woman’s solar plexus. As if he sensed her thoughts, Tristram laid a gentle but surprisingly firm palm on her shoulder.
“This is Milo Everhart. She was gracious enough to let me sit here while I waited for you. Why don’t you thank her?”
The question seemed to throw Ursula. “Thank? Her?”
As she floundered, Tristram spun her around, winked at Milo, and marched his date through the bar to the dining room. Milo gazed after them, the shock of losing him too great for words. Wait. Losing him? Am I out of my mind?
The rain had stopped. Milo paid Tony and rose to leave. As she pulled on her ancient duffle coat, she noticed that she still wore the artist’s smock she’d had on at the studio. She caught a glimpse of her face in the mirror. A large smudge of tailor’s chalk zigzagged across her face. Worse than that, it constituted her only makeup. No wonder he’d looked at her so oddly. Sigh.
She trudged back to the parking garage, found her Subaru, opened the moon roof so she could see the stars, and drove home.
“Isis! I’m home! Ooph. Isis! Must you wallow underfoot like that? I could have broken a leg.” Milo picked up the black cat that lay stretched out to twice her natural length on the carpet and carried her to the sofa. She pushed aside the unread newspapers, needlework catalogues, and cracker crumbs, and sat down. Isis struggled to escape until Milo had settled into an uncomfortable position, then proceeded to flop heavily on her mistress’s lap, purring.
“I’m not going to pet you for long, Isis. I’m hungry.” In response, the cat began to knead, penetrating the thin jersey of her mistress’s paint-stained trousers. Milo looked down. Oh my God, I’m wearing the double knit pants. The ones that added twenty pounds to her butt. That, and no makeup, not to mention the muumuu of a smock. Milo gently disengaged the cat from the frayed cloth while her gloom deepened. Not that it matters. I’m sure what’s-his-name didn’t notice. Not with Dragon Lady on his arm. Before she could slap her own forehead, the telephone rang. Isis scattered, and Milo pulled the cell phone from her pocket.
“Milo? Where have you been?”
“Oh, hi, Tekla. I rode out the storm in O’Connell’s.”
“Nice work if you can get it. Are we still on for tomorrow?”
Milo sighed inwardly. She had three canvases to finish before Christmas, plus the needlepoint stocking for Isabel’s baby, but she had promised her best friend they would walk in the annual Old Town Alexandria Scottish Walk. I need the exercise anyway.
“Of course. When and where are we supposed to gather?”
“In the Safeway parking lot at ten-thirty. Corner of Royal and Wilkes. The parade is supposed to last until one o’clock, and then we’ll grab brunch somewhere. Make sure you layer—weather channel says it will be nippy. Now where did I put that tartan coat for Sparky?” Tekla’s voice faded.
“Tekla? Are you still there?”
Milo heard a crash and a curse followed by a yelp. “I’m here—I tripped over the damned dog.”
Milo chuckled. “You mean the light of your life, right?”
“Whatever. I’ll see you tomorrow.” The phone went dead.
Milo pulled out the last two pieces of the anchovy pizza she’d ordered three days before, turned on the news, poured a glass of wine, and snuggled under the fake fur throw on the sofa. Isis—tired of begging from the floor—jumped onto her lap, jettisoning both Milo’s supper and her libation. Not for the first time Milo wished she’d bought a hamster instead. Then a thought spilled in. He said my eyes were lovely. What color did he call them? Mahogany? She fluttered her lashes and lapsed into a smile.
* * * *
“I’m freezing, Tekla! Tell me again why we’re doing this?”
Her friend unwound two heavy scarves from her face and replied crossly, “We’re doing it for the dogs. You know that. The Miniature Schnauzer Rescue League needs donations, and showing them off gives us free advertising.” She picked up a fidgety ball of grey and white fluff covered in a plaid wool coat and thrust it at Milo. “How can you say no to this? Hmmm?”
Milo dutifully scratched the dog. “Yes, well, Sparky is a dog among dogs. Although I think you’re a bit disingenuous putting him in a Scottish coat.”
“Germans don’t have tartans. Anyway, when in Rome…”
“Do as the Scots do?” Milo’s amusement warmed her face.
“Yes. Now stop picking on poor Sparky.” Tekla looked up. “There’s Luisa with that horrid Airedale of hers. Finally we can move out! Come on, Milo. Remember to use the Queen’s wave.”
Two hours and at least one frostbitten toe later, they had almost reached Market Square and the end of the agony. Milo had long since lost touch with her feet and could only pray they were doing their thing. The crowds were sparser here—the spectators quickly heading to restaurants before the marchers could commandeer all the tables. Tekla hadn’t said a word for the last two blocks—most likely in order to save her breathand, thankfully, even Sparky had ceased his infernal yapping.
Milo peered down the street, checking for lines at the Warehouse Bar & Grill, when she caught sight of a vaguely familiar form on the corner of King and Fairfax. He wore a long, dark woolen coat and a plaid scarf. Movie star looks. Milo caught her breath. Oh my God, it’s that guy from O’Connell’s. What was his name? Tristram Brodie. Even his name sounded like a movie star’s. And that scarf—her tartan, a Douglas, for sure. Tristram waved madly at her, grinning.
As Milo raised her hand, she noticed a befurred woman next to him. Ursula. She indicated the coat with her chin and muttered to Tekla, “I can’t believe it—is that raccoon? Where do these people come from?”
Ursula pretended she hadn’t noticed Milo and slipped one suede-gloved hand through Tristram’s arm. Her Cari Bourquin cloche hat dipped as she whispered in his ear.
Milo closed her eyes. “Come on, Tekla. Let’s go get a hot toddy.”
Her friend rubbed her mittens together, dropping the leash. Sparky took the opportunity to sniff the Airedale’s private parts. Tekla snatched up her dog and slanted a venomous look at the innocent victim. “I guess we’d better snag a table while there are still some to be snagged.”
They wandered down King Street. Lines snaked out into the street in front of the Wharf, O’Connell’s, even Landini Brothers. They turned left on Lee Street and a few blocks later nipped inside Bilbo Baggins just before a minivan dropped off its load of Goodwin House seniors. A nice fire chortled in the upstairs dining room, and they sank gratefully into the padded chairs.
“Hot buttered rum for three, please.”
The waiter, long in tooth and short of temper, said, “We don’t serve alcohol to dogs here, lady.”
Tekla’s brilliant black eyes flashed. “How dare you imply I’d feed my dog liquor? Two of the rums are for me, you…”
Milo caught her before she said enough to ruin their dining experience. “Thank you, and could you bring us some of your delicious blue cheese chips as well?”
When he’d stalked off, the two women unwrapped various bits of clothing. Tekla shook out her long black hair and blew her nose while Milo took a moment to survey the room. She stopped mid-sweep at a table in the window. Brodie.
At that moment he caught her eye, stuck a thumb up and grinned. He stood and wended his way through the tables toward her. “We’ve got to stop meeting like this. Milo, isn’t it?”
Milo was too busy asking herself questions to reply—Did I brush my teeth this morning? Is my hair clean? Did I remember to put on mascara?
Tekla spoke up. “Yes, this is Milo Everhart. I’m Tekla Spirikova. And you are?”
“Tristram Brodie. Pleased to meet you. I saw you two marching in the parade. You must be frozen solid.”
Tekla picked Sparky up. “I had my dog to keep me warm. Do you…er…like dogs, Mr. Brodie?” She fluttered her fake eyelashes so violently one of them detached itself.
“Love ‘em. I used to foster dogs when I lived down near Charlottesville.” His quick response—and the fact that he ignored the dangling lash—pleased Milo. He scratched Sparky’s ears, endearing himself to the entire table. “Now I just watch the Westminster Dog Show and mope.”
“Do you live in the city?”
Thank you, thank you, Tekla. Please, God, may I have my voice back before he decides I have fried dough for brains?
“Old Town. Lee Street, at the top of Windmill Hill Park. I can walk down to the Torpedo Factory and waterfront any time I like. It’s great.”
“The Torpedo Factory!” Tekla’s voice rose and her Russian accent thickened. “Milo and I both have studios there. You should come visit them. Mine’s the one with the magnificent bronze bear at the door.”
“That’s fascinating. What—”
“Me too.” Milo was too proud of herself for managing to spit out a full sentence to worry about cutting Tristram off in mid-sentence. “I mean, I love Old Town. I mean, I live in Old Town too.” Yup, total dingbat. She glanced around, almost hoping for the dreaded Ursula to appear.
He took the revelation of her mental deficiency in stride. “You do? What part?”
“Er…um…north side—near the power plant.”
He wrinkled his nose. “Boy, is that place a dump. I suppose we need to put them somewhere, but they could at least paint it something other than dirty gray. I wonder if we could enlist some graffiti artists…”
Milo found herself on the verge of defending the most hated building in Alexandria when she heard a bloodcurdling voice. Ursula has entered the building.
“Why, Tristram, honey, didn’t you get us a table?”
Ursula’s fur coat enveloped the dog, who promptly caught a mouthful and began to chew. Tekla detached her pet from his prey while Ursula hissed and brandished a magenta fingernail at him. The dog sat but directed a baleful eye at his mistress. Tristram could only offer an apologetic face to the two women as Ursula swept him back to the window seat.
Tekla sipped her rum. “Tristram Brodie, huh? Sounds like a movie star. Looks like a movie star. Where did you pick him up?”
“I didn’t. Obviously. He’s with Isadora Duncan over there.”
Her friend stared thoughtfully at the couple. “Number one, he doesn’t really care for her. Number two, she doesn’t really care for him. Which means he’s either rich or powerful or both. And judging by his clothes, he’s both. I suggest you let him continue to flirt with you.”
“And how do I do that? I don’t know anything about him.”
“Haven’t you ever heard of the Internet, girl? You know his name. Get on it.”
Milo cast one last wistful look at the man of her dreams and finished off the second glass of hot rum over Tekla’s protestations.
* * * *
“Done! That’s little Cassatt’s Christmas stocking.” Milo checked the calendar. “And with almost three weeks to spare.” She attached the piece, a finely-wrought needlepoint of the three Magi, to a stretcher frame and admired her work. I think I’ve finally mastered the lettering. Isabel will be pleased. “Now for Mrs. Hirschhorn’s pillow.” She picked up a sheet of transfer paper on which an intricate pattern of flowers and stems had been roughly sketched out. Mixing some acrylic medium with ink, she traced the lines of the drawing with her artist’s pen on a length of 24-count Congress Cloth. Then she laid the sketch upside down on the cloth and, taking a preheated iron from its stand, pressed down and counted to ten.
She had pulled out her chalk and begun filling in the colors when Tekla burst through the door. “Sold! Sold!”
Milo put down the chalk. “You sold the cone?”
Tekla paced the room grinning madly, her normally olive complexion a deep rose color, betraying her hot Russian blood. “A man stopped by the studio last week and admired it. Not unusual.”
“No,” replied Milo drily.
“Anyway, he came back yesterday and asked for my card. He came back today with a check!”
“A check? For one hundred and fifteen thousand dollars?”
“A cashier’s check. It’s real, Milo. The teller accepted it.” She danced about, picking up and letting fall several needlepoint pillows and purses.
Milo snatched one particularly brilliant piece of embroidery out of her hands. “So who is this guy?”
“Dunno. Never saw him before. Here’s his card.”
Milo took the glossy business card from her friend. “‘Jefferson Doohan. Vice President, More for Less Enterprises.’ What’s that?”
Tekla took the card back. “No idea. Isn’t More for Less one of those big discount chains?”
“Did he say what he planned to do with a bronze cone twenty feet high and ten feet in diameter?”
Her friend shrugged. “I didn’t ask. Had to get to the bank. The only thing that would bother me is if he melted it down. Or put it in front of one of those stores.”
“That’s probably exactly what he plans to do. Oh dear.”
“It doesn’t matter. One hundred fifteen thousand smackers make it all better. Now I can throw Jacob out. I can afford the whole rent at last!”
Milo hated to sound like her mother, but it couldn’t be helped. “You will put it in some interest-bearing account, won’t you?”
“Yes, yes. Now remember, you promised we’d go for a walk. Are you ready? Sparky’s yowling. I can hear him from here.”
Tekla gathered her dog while Milo threw on a coat and scarf. They walked out of the Torpedo Factory onto the waterfront. The cold breeze tried to push them back in but they held firm. A few ice floes added camouflage to the soupy marina water, and the heavy clouds hanging over the Potomac threatened sleet. A pair of American coots bobbed among the usual detritus of a city dock. The two women were alone on the boardwalk except for a couple of waiters hurrying to the Chart House.
“Let’s walk up to Oronoco Bay Park,” Milo said.
They took the gravel path, empty of people, through Founders Park and threaded the alley between the old Robinson terminal and the trucks and railroad cars parked helter-skelter across the road. Skipping across the iron tracks, they came to a sunken roundabout in the middle of a manicured lawn.
“I’ve always wondered what this was for,” mused Tekla.
“The roundabout? I read about it in the archaeology museum’s exhibit. It’s one of the only traces left of the nineteenth-century Alexandria and Orange Railroad.” She looked out toward the river and sniffed with disdain. “What an exquisite view of the factories and warehouses across the Potomac!”
“I don’t care what you say, we’re still lucky to be near the river.”
Milo nodded. “It is much cleaner than when I was a kid.”
“That’s right,” said a man’s voice.
The women spun around. Behind them stood the movie star, also known as Tristram Brodie. He was alone, and apparently being handsome had become a habit with him. His ebony hair ruffled invitingly in the breeze off the river. No longer Armani-clad, he wore jeans, a heavy bottle-green sweatshirt that matched his eyes, and hiking boots. A professional-looking camera hung from his hand.
When the women remained mute, he added, “Thirty years ago you couldn’t put a toe in that water. Now people fish in it.”
“Really?” Tekla opened her dark Slavic eyes wide. “Where I come from, everything is polluted—sea, land, food, air. Everything seems so pure here.”
Milo explained, “Tekla comes from Russia. She actually stayed with my family when we were kids so she could breathe clean air for six weeks.”
He laughed, showing off his perfect teeth. “I see she came back.” He turned to Tekla. “I guess six weeks’ worth of fresh air wasn’t enough, eh?”
Tekla glared at him. “I came here when I lost my family. The air didn’t kill them. The Soviets did.”
He stopped laughing. “I’m sorry.”
“It was a long time ago,” Milo interrupted hastily. He’s going to think we’re totally antisocial. She pointed at the camera. “Are you a photographer?”
He held up the Nikon. “Strictly amateur. Nothing like the photographers at the Factory. Say…” He looked at his watch. “Were you ladies on the way back to work, or may I buy you coffee?”
Tekla softened but, after a quick glance at Milo, demurred. “I have to get to the bank before it closes,” she lied. “You two go on.” She picked up Sparky and headed back, leaving behind a grateful best friend.
The remaining two stood uncertainly. Finally Tristram gestured. “This way?”
Together they walked up the concrete steps to a large office building. A jauntily beribboned kiosk called Java Jive sold them two cups of muddy coffee, and they continued to walk. They passed a red brick building.“Is this where you work?” she asked.
He looked up at it. “Yes.” The sign said Law Offices of Zeller, Schwartz and Katz.
“You’re a lawyer?”
He hung his head. “I must confess.”
It didn’t seem worth it to pursue the line of questioning. Roughly eighty percent of Washingtonians were lawyers.
They reversed their steps and headed back to the Torpedo Factory. As they stood on the boardwalk beside the double doors to the building, Milo hesitated. She murmured, “Well, thanks for the coffee.”
“You’re welcome.” As she turned to go, he grabbed her arm, spilling the dregs of his cup on a passing woman, who cursed in a surprisingly colorful fashion. When he tried to blot the poor lady’s jacket with a large, clumsy hand, she threw him an astonished look and backed away, holding her hands up. He watched her move off and shook his head as if to say, “Women!”
He turned to Milo. “Listen, may I take you out on a real date? Tonight?”
“Er…” What about Ursula?
“Or at least meet me for a drink. Six-thirty, Vermilion’s?”
“Okay.”
She watched as he loped off, his camera swinging. A drop of icy rain fell on her head, then another. High over the river a scattershot of lightning backlit the boats. She ran inside, found her keys, drove home, and spent the next four hours trying to make herself presentable.
* * * *
The sleet had tapered off, and the moon began its stroll across the cumulus highway as Milo entered the restaurant. She passed through the dining room to the cozy bar in the back. Tristram sat in one of the overstuffed club chairs. He saw her and waved to the bartender.
“Jack Daniels?”
“Sure.”
He ordered drinks and a plate of assorted cheeses.
Three hours, four more rounds, and two more cheese plates later, Milo figured she’d better start asking Tristram some questions. But she didn’t really feel like it. She felt like she knew enough already, so she settled for gazing into his deep green eyes and smiling inanely. Which was okay because apparently that’s what Tristram had settled for too. Milo realized with a jolt that no one had said anything for at least five minutes. Come on, Milo. You’re too old for crushes.
“I really must be going. It’s been very…”
He reached across the table, put a gentle hand on her neck, and brought her into blissful contact with his lips. “Nice.”
She realigned her jaw and her heart and rose a little shakily. “Um.”
He jumped up. “I’ll walk you to your car.”
“I…okay.”
They walked stiffly out of the bar, stumbling only once on the threshold. Tristram steadied her. A few minutes later they broke apart to take a breath. The sidewalk had cleared during the evening, and they were alone. He took her back into his arms and kissed her, moving his tongue around the inside of her lips and making slurping noises as though she tasted like a chocolate milkshake.
He pulled away but held onto her hand. “Let’s go home.”
She let him lead her down King Street to a black Jaguar, and they drove in silence the few blocks to Lee Street. The moon rode high over a little terraced park. They watched it float a minute, then Tristram took her hand again and they went inside.
* * * *
“What kind of a ring tone is that? And where is it coming from?”
Tristram reached across Milo’s naked breasts and punched a button. The drumming stopped. “Dave Brubeck. Time Further Out. It’s supposed to have aphrodisiac qualities.”
Milo blinked to keep the Northern Lights from flashing across her retinas again. “Right now it doesn’t.” She sat up and gingerly opened one eye. “Where am I?”
A pair of lips closed hers, and a pair of hands testified that she had left her protective gear elsewhere. She decided to take a moment to savor the new sensation before bringing it to a screeching halt.
Tristram sat back. “You have the most amazing eyes, Milo.”
The comment surprised her. “Aren’t you supposed to say breasts, or body, or…”
“Those too. But your eyes draw me into the rest. It’s like floating in red velvet, or in a sea of hot fudge.”
“Well, er, thanks.” I’ll deal with those images when my head stops hurting. She looked around. “I don’t remember how we got here.”
Tristram laughed, threw off the covers, and padded to the bathroom. The tan line hit just above his tight ass. She wondered vaguely where he’d managed to get the tan until what lay below it distracted her. He called over his shoulder, “We were both pretty schnockered, but I remember every detail if you’d like elucidation.”
“You do?” She had to keep him talking. What if Ursula showed up? I’ve got to get out of here. She found the leggings and the wine-colored turtleneck sweater she’d worn the night before—the one that brought out the red flecks in her eyes—as well as one sock, but the bra eluded her. Damn, that was my Frederick’s fifty-dollar push-up.
“You looking for this?” Tristram came out waving a wispy bit of black lace, a scarlet ribbon floating from it. She snatched it and stuffed it in her pocket.
“I…um…thanks for a…um…lovely evening, Tristram. I’ll see myself out, shall I?”
She plunged down the stairs before he could say anything and found herself in the street shoeless. She saw the black Jaguar parked at the curb, and beyond it a grassy park stretching to the Potomac. To her left, the sign at the crossroad read Wilkes Street. Thank God—it’s only six blocks to the garage.
“You might be wanting these to get through the puddles.” Tristram stood on the doorstep, a towel wrapped around his middle, holding up a pair of boots. She took them and sat down on the stoop. “And this.” He handed her the other sock. She couldn’t tell if he was laughing at her or he was just one of those insufferable morning persons. Her head still hurt.
“Thanks.” She couldn’t think of anything else to say. To be honest, she couldn’t think at all.
It took Milo the whole day and two showers to assuage her guilt. She hadn’t even looked at a man since Michael’s death, much less…She knew better than to talk to Tekla about it—she wouldn’t understand. Even though no one—not even her mother—would agree, it didn’t feel right. It was too soon. She still followed the news of the Pacific fleet, mindlessly counting the number of successful F-14 landings as though that would bring him back. If only…but Colonel Murray had made it very clear. Neither pilot error nor equipment malfunction caused the crash. The sudden updraft, he explained, caught Michael’s wings just as the tailhook latched on. His plane flipped before anyone could move. Michael died instantly.
He wouldn’t want me to stagnate. But what if I forget him? What if this Tristram person overwhelms my memories and I lose Michael?
As she washed out the black lace panties and bra in the sink, she could hear her mother—not to mention Tekla—repeating their oft-given advice. “You can’t lose Michael, Milo. He’s part of your flesh, your cerebellum. He’s the scent of motor oil and Old Spice that still linger in his empty sock drawer. He’s that chunk he carved out of the banister when he lugged your grandfather’s bureau up the stairs for you, and the stain on the wall left when he threw a pie at you as a joke but didn’t actually have the courage to hit your face. He fills a hundred scrapbooks. He will always be there.”
Or would he be really pissed at me right now?
The telephone rang. She waited for the answering machine to click on.
“Milo? Tekla gave me your number. She said you were at home. Are you okay? Milo?”
Not yet.
The phone rang again. “Milo? It’s me, Tekla. Pick up.”
She grabbed the receiver. “Hey.”
“Did that guy get hold of you?” Without waiting for a reply she rushed on. “I’m just back from the board meeting. We’ve got trouble.”
“Who’s we?”
“The Torpedo Factory. Jefferson Doohan. Remember, I told you he represents that huge box store chain called More for Less? Well, he’s made an offer to the City of Alexandria on behalf of the company to buy the Factory and turn it into a superstore.”
What?
“Yup. The only good news is they want to put my cone at the entrance.”
“Tekla!”
“Yeah, yeah, I know. Anyway, the city council has scheduled a public hearing for next week. Luisa wants to put together a committee to represent the Artists Cooperative. She’s calling Morgana and Esme. Can you come to a meeting tonight at seven in the tower? We’ll plan strategy and start drafting talking points. She says the larger the presence, the better chance we have of influencing the decision.”
Milo noticed her tired face in the mirror. Six o’clock already. No time for primping. “I’ll be there.”
She made a roast turkey sandwich, slathering it with cranberry sauce, and sat staring at the cold fireplace. First Michael and now my Torpedo Factory? What next? She thought of her beautiful studio overlooking the waterfront. The third floor boasted floor-to-ceiling windows, allowing extraordinary light to suffuse the room. Since the city subsidized her rent, she would never be able to afford such a perfect location anywhere else in Old Town.
The phone rang. “Milo? Are you there? I need to talk to you. It’s Tristram. Please pick up, Milo.”
She unplugged the answering machine, pulled a notebook from her desk drawer, retrieved her coat, and went off to save her piece of the world.

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Triptych
by M.S. Spencer

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Take three beautiful sisters living with three virile men. Add the Three Sisters, Indian spirits who guard the Potomac River. Yield: A tale of lost artworks, jealousy, sex, larceny and genius. Who will end up with whom, and will the Three Sisters take another life as the legend calls for?

Chapter One

Sybil dropped a pebble and listened to its clicks and clacks as it hit every crag and spur on the way down to the water. It took a long time, for she stood very high above the river. She waited, hand to ear, to catch the tinny, far away splash, then gently tossed another pebble over the cliff.
“Sybil! Where are you?”
The girl turned swiftly, her simple white shift catching on the bark of an ancient elm tree. She pulled at it impatiently, tearing a bit of the delicate lace from the sleeve. “Here I am, Miranda! By the sun house!” She flew joyously up the bank.
A woman of about thirty-five, beautiful but stone-faced, waited on a flagstone patio wreathed in a thickly branched wisteria. To her right a large flower garden ambled down to a grassy verge. Behind her loomed a vast, Queen Anne-style mansion complete with tower. She crooked a finger at the girl. “Sybil, Honor needs you. She has to measure the hem.”
“I’m coming. It’s almost finished then?”
The woman began to smile, but her thin lips tightened as though she’d caught herself just in time. The glow of the afternoon sun caught a shaft of old grief seeping from the closed face. “Of course it is, Sybil. You need it for the tea dance tomorrow, don’t you? Honor has been working on it day and night.” A soft chestnut curl escaped from her severe French twist to touch the heart-shaped mouth. She raised a thin, ring-less hand and plucked the strands from her lips. “Do hurry in and help her.” As Sybil ran eagerly past her, she blinked a tear away.
Miranda gazed out over the cliff and down to the river. Directly below her, three small rock formations, known locally as the Three Sisters, reared out of the water like iceberg babies. When she was young she loved to observe the intercourse of river and rocks from high atop her hill. In the spring the Potomac River, heavy with silt, rushed headlong past, shooting plumes of whitecaps up and over them. In the summer the calm water filled with boats—canoes, punts, motorboats. A few months later, when the oaks and hickories turned the cliffs into a mass of scarlet and gold, the water would thin to a gentle trickle, and people forgot how strong the currents could surge, and grow unwary.
She shaded her eyes and looked north, where the steep canyons of Great Falls split the folded metagraywacke rock, the river slicing through it as easily as if it were paper. The Three Sisters marked the upper limit of the Potomac’s navigable waters. There, at a dangerous part of a dangerous river, Miranda and her sisters had helplessly watched many a hiker or kayaker flounder in the treacherous channels between Great Falls National Park and Teddy Roosevelt Island.
She no longer came out to watch the boaters, not after seeing Edward die when he crashed his Donzi 38 ZR into the Three Sisters. He and the woman he left her for. The nightmare still haunted her though. In the dream she waited, hidden in the summer house on the edge of the cliff, as the sleek, sexy, Italian-made speed boat slammed into the half-submerged rock in the middle of the river. Alone in the dark she relived the sight of the flames as they shot up almost high enough to singe her bare toes. She heard again Wanda’s Banshee shriek as she died in agony. Her husband never appeared in the dream. True to form, Edward had disintegrated in the maelstrom, leaving nothing behind to remember or bury, not even a belt buckle.
If one rowed out to the rocks, one could see dark splotches on the surface. Miranda never told anyone but she believed Edward’s blood still stained the Sisters. He’d always joked they would someday exact revenge on him for his wicked ways. His family’s firm, Lane & Sons, LLC, had been the principle agent lobbying for a bridge across the Potomac at that point, a bridge which would have immured the Sisters in concrete. In the face of local outrage the idea lost its appeal, and Edward moved on to destroy other landmarks in the name of progress.
The Three Sisters. Miranda sat on an old wrought iron bench by the flower garden and gazed down at them. So many stories had settled on the three rocks that rise some ten feet above the water in the middle of the river, at a bend where the channel is particularly hazardous. Stories like the one about the three Catholic nuns. I never liked that version. Miranda had trouble finding the romance in a tale of nuns drowning. After all, they left no lovers on earth and when they died they got to go to heaven. Hardly a tragedy for them.
Another legend, Sybil’s favorite, came from the local Necostin Indian tribe. Maybe she associated it with their own father, the Great White Hunter. Foolish girl. She often asked Miranda to tell it on long summer evenings as they tended the fire pit on the patio.
“Come on, sister mine. Tell it again. You do it so beautifully.”
Miranda, as usual, would oblige. “Long ago, an Indian maiden fell in love with a white settler, but the chief, her father, refused to sanction their union. One night she made up her mind to defy him and swim across the river to meet her lover. As she neared the middle of the channel, her foot caught in one of the jagged rock fissures that rise from the bottom. Her two sisters swam out to save her, but a great storm blew up. The fierce wind gusted across the water, summoning a huge wave that roared down from the canyons. It pulled all three sisters under, where they drowned. But—”
“This is the best part,” Sybil always interrupted at this point.
“—but, the Great Spirit had mercy upon them and transformed them into the three rocky islets we know as the Three Sisters. There are some who claim that late at night, when the rumbling noises of the city wane, you can hear their lonely moans wafting across the still waters. Others believe that, to avenge their deaths, they will pull under and drown any man who tries to cross the river there.”
Three sad sisters, three lonely sisters. Just like us. Miranda rose from the bench, picked up one of Sybil’s pebbles, and threw it hard over the cliff. Moping wouldn’t help her move on. She’d been alone three years now. Edward Lane was gone, never to return. The boat accident that took his life and that of his lover should be the source of a little schadenfreude for Miranda—especially considering where it happened—but it still hurt too much. The shock of his loss overwhelmed the knowledge of his infidelity even after all this time. Dodie, their housekeeper, huffed that she’d never trusted him anyway, and Miranda’s lawyer frequently remarked that at least Edward hadn’t had a chance to abscond with her fortune. It made no difference. She still missed him so much it stung. She wiped another tear away, turned, and marched back to the house.
“Honor! Sybil! Where are you?”
“In the morning room, Miranda! Come see!” Sybil ran out into the hall and spun around. Her long, straight mahogany hair swirled around her small head like the rings of Saturn. Her deep blue eyes flashed, picking up and refracting the layers of royal blue chiffon floating around her. The dress Honor had made followed the slim lines and curves of the girl’s torso to her tiny waist, where the skirt billowed out in exuberant, diaphanous waves.
“It’s lovely, Sybil. You will be the belle of the…tea dance.”
The girl shrugged unattractively and stalked back into the other room. Miranda could hear her whining, “Honor, why must I go to the tea dance anyway? It’s going to be soooo dull. The only men will be the same old twits I went to Flint Hill with.”
The doorbell rang and Sybil’s shriek muffled Honor’s response. “Miranda, Miranda! It’s the florist!”
A man in a peaked cap stood at the front door holding a small white box. Sybil brushed past her sister and snatched the box from his hand. “Miss? Could you sign for this, please?”
But the girl couldn’t be bothered. She skipped down the hall, waving airily at Miranda, who sighed and signed.
“Oh, no! Oh…My…God. Miranda—look what Roger sent. I can’t believe it. It’s too horrible.”
Her sister, fearing the worst, followed Sybil as she tottered, box held open, toward the morning room. “What is it? Is the corsage wilted?”
“No, what made you think that?” Sybil cocked her head, puzzled. “It’s much worse. It’s a camellia! I mean, how could Roger have come up with something so banal?” She stressed the last syllable of “banal” with a martyred quiver and thrust the box at her oldest sister, who sat before an ancient sewing machine.
Honor gently picked up the corsage. The delicate, almost translucent, white flower lay nestled on a bed of maidenhair ferns. She closed her eyes. “Oh, Sybil, how lovely! It reminds me of Harry.”
“You mean your high school sweetheart?” Sybil flopped into a chair.
“Yes. Harry always picked…unusual flowers for my corsages. Once he gave me a whole nosegay of violets.” She sniffed. “Look, they added a little stephanotis for fragrance. Mmmm. Aren’t you lucky, Sybil!”
Sybil rolled her eyes. “Well, put it in the refrigerator for me, will you? I have to get out of this dress.”
Honor and Miranda watched the girl sashay gracefully out of the room. They didn’t need to speak. Miranda knew Honor’s mind sought refuge from Sybil’s youthful self-absorption in her memories of the men she had loved and lost. The pain of those losses had changed her. At only forty-six, strands of silver gleamed in the long braid of her once glorious auburn hair. The laugh lines around her mouth had disappeared, replaced by brittle furrows. Her translucent eyes, the color of a Chinese celadon bowl, glistened now with the sheen of tears forbidden to fall. Miranda sighed. “Do you think she’ll ever grow up?”
Honor smiled a tight little smile. “Probably not. Do we want her to?”
“No scene, no event, is dramatic enough for her. She’s her mother’s daughter, isn’t she?”
“She’s that all right, but I’ve often wondered where those blue eyes come from…”
Miranda glanced swiftly at her sister. “Mother didn’t run off until Sybil was five, Honor. I believe Grandmother had blue eyes.”
Honor chuckled. “It doesn’t matter—she’s our sister and we love her dearly. Most of the time.” She stared thoughtfully out the window. “Unless she can find the right man to keep her grounded, I don’t know what she’ll do with her life.”
Miranda laughed indulgently. “How true. With her gift for histrionics you’d think she’d be a great actress or artist. All she’s done so far is to publish that icky book of children’s poetry.”
Honor allowed herself another smile. “Yes. Too bad we’ve run out of relatives to buy it.”
Miranda rose. “I’ll see what Dodie’s making for dinner, shall I?”
Honor turned back to the sewing machine. “I’ll finish up the sash. Then I do want to get back to Chapter Four.”
“Of course. You’ve only killed off half the characters so far. You should get cracking.”
Honor bridled but subsided when she saw the twinkle in her sister’s eye. “Oh I know you disapprove of my books, but they sell well.”
“Yes, to angst-driven beatniks. Honor, why don’t you write something upbeat once in awhile, rather than these doom-and-gloom tales? You have a great talent—I’d just like to read something jolly for once.” Miranda skipped out of the room before her sister could remonstrate.
* * * *
The two women regarded the young man as he handed Sybil into his Cadillac. “She could do worse than Roger, you know.”
Honor nodded. “He’s personable. Well-mannered. Good head on his shoulders.”
“And we know he’s not after our money.”
Honor didn’t laugh. “That is comforting.”
Miranda sighed. “I know, I know. He’s not romantic enough for her. She wants something exotic.”
“Hot-blooded.”
“Preferably foreign.”
“Maybe she should advertise.”
Hmmm.”
The squeal brought her fully awake. Miranda hadn’t slept a night through since Edward died but she could generally get a few hours in before the nightmare roused her. She rose and went to the window. The wisteria-roofed patio on which she’d stood the day before lay below. She could hear rustling and stifled giggles. I hope it’s not those nasty Oliphant twins. They broke a window last time. She picked up the baseball bat she kept by her bed and quietly left the room. The back door opened without a squeak. She stepped softly around a vine-swathed pillar, and stopped short.
So did Sybil and Roger. In fact, Roger would have dropped Sybil if she hadn’t had her legs wrapped tightly around his middle. Her skirt shrouded her face, leaving the naked lower half of her body in full view of her sister’s shocked face. Roger took one look at Miranda and made the mistake of shoving Sybil off. She landed on her bottom on the stone floor, leaving Roger with his pants around his ankles and his erect penis bobbing up and down, flushed red with blood and lust.
Miranda carefully put the baseball bat down and backed through the door, closing it softly. When she reached her room she let out the breath she’d been holding for the last two minutes. Do I laugh? Do I cry? Sybil’s old enough. I can’t tell her what to do. But…She sat on the bed, still seeing the two bodies melded together, and the abruptly relinquished long, hard cock sticking out, ready to do its job. Unwillingly she found herself concentrating on that cock and thinking how it would feel to have one ram its way inside her, pounding, tickling, rubbing, until her insides exploded. She shook her head. I can’t believe this—I’m thinking about sex with Sybil’s boyfriend.
She knew her carnal thoughts weren’t really directed at Roger, though, but at Edward and those long nights of wild, humid lovemaking. Edward could bring her to such heights of passion that she lost all sense of time and place. She closed her eyes, remembering. He would start by tasting the inside of her thighs. Then he would brush his tongue over her belly button, moving on to her nipples, leaving tiny love bites all over them. When he was satisfied with the state of her breasts he would turn her over and lick slowly from the back of her knees up to her buttocks. His lips raised goose bumps on the skin at the back of her thighs, causing a chain reaction that sent electric currents to every pore on her body. He would finish the preliminaries by sticking a coiled tongue up her ass. When he had brought her to the point where she teetered on the edge of total ecstasy, he’d reach a hand under her, flip her over and straddle her, his eight-inch penis nudging her mouth open.
At first Miranda hated sucking it, but once he’d taught her how to take the tip in her mouth and tickle the little gland under it with her tongue she became adept. He would squirm and pant and tell her how much he loved her while she slobbered over the thick shaft. Most of all she loved it when he arched his back, pushing his prick deeper down her throat, pressing and pressing until that split second of breathless tension before he let go.
They made love in bars, on trains, on the beach. He always had a new idea, one that would send hot shivers down her spine and wet both sets of lips in anticipation. It’s funny, though, I don’t think we ever made love the old-fashioned way. That was Edward. Dear, kinky, nasty, betraying Edward. His face rose before her and the warmth in her loins dissipated. She heard a tap on the door.
“Miranda? May I come in?”
“Yes, of course, Sybil.”
Sybil, slightly the worse for wear, slunk in and sat on the bed. Her hair had come out of the chignon and her corsage hung limply brown from her wrist. A round wet stain darkened the blue of her dress. She looked at her sister. “Well?”
“Well what?”
“Aren’t you going to lecture me?”
How to put this? “Sybil, you’re a grown woman. Somehow I doubt if this was your first time having sex. I hope I didn’t startle you.”
Sybil began to giggle. “Didn’t Roger look funny with his prick hanging out like that? What a dork.”
Though tempted, Miranda knew she shouldn’t encourage the girl, so she patted her shoulder and rose. “I don’t think making fun of your…er…date is appropriate. Go to bed, Sybil.”
“Alright.” The girl went to the door, but turned. “It was funny, though, wasn’t it?”
* * * *
“I swear, Honor, if she comes in this morning in that fretful mood I’ll swat her.”
Honor set her coffee cup down. “She’s bored, Miranda. Now that she’s graduated she needs something to occupy her.”
“Like what? She has no hobbies, no goals, no idea what she’s going to do with her life. She floated through Vassar like it was a finishing school. I’m beginning to think Papa may have spoiled her just a teensy bit.”
“Really?”
Miranda looked up quickly to see the smile sliding off Honor’s lips. “Well, so what do we do about it? I refuse to spend the entire summer listening to her long-winded sighs and vacuous complaints.”
The door opened, letting in a long-winded sigh. Sybil shuffled in, playing the part of languishing diva to perfection. Not for the first time Miranda wondered why her flair for the dramatic didn’t translate to the stage. Except for one lamentable appearance in their church’s production of Joseph and the Technicolor Dream Coat, Sybil shunned the theater. Too much competition?
“Hello, dear sisters.” Sybil stepped to the window. The bright morning sun lit her sullen features, lending a glow to her cheeks she probably wanted to avoid. “Another beautiful day.” A gentle sniff. “Again.”
“Coffee?” asked Honor brightly.
The girl slumped onto one of the green wicker chairs that graced the cheerful morning room and held out a limp hand for the cup.
“So what’s on your agenda today, Sybil?”
The girl stirred three teaspoons of sugar into her coffee as though it were her last meal. “Nothing. As usual.”
Miranda felt her gorge rise and tried to swallow it before she threw up. “For heaven’s sake, Sybil. You’re a college graduate. Do something with it.”
“Like what? How do I apply a major in women’s studies to anything? You’re the ones who let me take all those courses in performance art, Community Activism and gay film history. What am I supposed to do with them?”
It was Honor’s turn to be irritated. “I don’t know, Sybil. Why don’t you picket the National Gallery film program, demanding they show more pornographic movies made by homeless activists?”
Sybil ignored her. “What I really want,” she murmured, staring at the ceiling, “is a man.” This comment did not succeed in impressing either of her sisters. She gave them a sly glance. “Not just any man, mind you. An aristocrat.” Her voice flowed dreamily on. “A Frenchman, I think. One with medals and a romantic accent. Someone who will sweep me off my feet and take me away to his chateau on the Loire.” Silence reigned. It seemed for the best.
Miranda rose. “Well, I’ve got shopping and the bills to pay today. I’ll be too busy to entertain you.”
Sybil made a half-hearted attempt at righteous indignation. “You certainly don’t have to. Maybe I’ll go into the city and wander around.”
“I’ve an idea. You could stand on the street corner with a sandwich board that says, “I want a man.” The other two stared at Honor, who stared back, imperturbable. “What?”
To ease the tension, Miranda said the first thing that came to mind. “Or you could advertise for one on Craig’s List.”
The shopping took longer than Miranda expected and she had barely finished the household bills when Dodie called her for dinner. She and Honor sat down in the long, formal dining room, prepared to wait for Sybil’s usual stately, yet world weary, entrance. Instead, their sister threw open the door, skipped into the room, and bestowed a glorious smile on her startled audience.
“Guess what?”
Oh dear. “You seem excited, Sybil.”
“I am! I took your advice, Miranda.”
Please don’t let it be something I said as a joke. “What advice?”
“This morning. You suggested I advertise on Craig’s List for a man.”
Gulp. “And…?”
“Well, sillies. I did. And guess what? I got a response!”
Dodie came in with a tray. “We’re having hot and sour soup. I made it less spicy this time—that last batch gave you all indigestion.” The prospect of another round of gastrointestinal problems, from whatever source, gave the two sisters pause. In the silence Miranda thought she heard a burp, quickly smothered.
“Sybil, what have you done?”
The girl seemed unprepared for Miranda’s disapproving tone. “I told you. I put a notice on Craig’s List—in the personals section.”
“You what?”
“It wasn’t like that. You act as though I solicited kinky sex or something. They don’t allow that kind of stuff anymore.”
Miranda set aside the question of how she knew that in favor of a quick resolution. “What did you ask for, exactly?”
“I said we were looking for a French aristocrat. I said we had a room to rent and wanted to pocket a little extra cash in return for lessons in French language and culture. Hence the stipulation that he be an aristocrat. I think I made it quite clear the request came from a group. Wasn’t it terribly sensible of me?”
“I see.” Honor swallowed a spoonful of soup and grimaced. After a hefty slug of water she managed, “And when this…person arrives, naturally you’ll fall in love with each other.”
Sybil’s benign smile lingered on the image. “Naturally.”
“Because that’s the way it happens in books.”
“Well…in some books. Not in yours of course, Honor. Yours always have sad endings. That’s why I don’t read them.” Oblivious to the insensitivity of this remark, Sybil delved into her bowl with gusto. As she poured more hot sauce into it, the others stared at her as though she were some hitherto unrecorded species.
Finally Miranda girded her loins for the inevitable. “I take it you received a reply?”
“Yes! How cool is that! Five minutes ago. It seems legitimate, but I’m sure you’ll want to check him out, Miranda.”
“First intelligent thing she’s said in twenty-four hours,” murmured Honor.
“Show it to me.” Sybil handed her a printout. Miranda read, “Salutations, Mademoiselle Barbara.”
Sybil giggled. “See? I knew enough to give a false name.”
Miranda plowed on.
I read with interest your posting. I am coming to the District of Columbia on business a week from today. I had intended to stay at the Willard Hotel, but your offer sounds much more comfortable. I would be available to spend a few hours each morning instructing you, so long as I am free to conduct my business in the afternoons. If this is acceptable, please contact me through Craig’s List at ID 3455527900.
P.S. my name is Luc Rever, Chevalier du Bon Arnaque. My ancestral home is in Alsace and my family dates to the 17th century. I am indeed an aristocrat.
Miranda stared at the piece of paper.
“Well? What do you think?” Sybil couldn’t keep still. “This is sooo exciting! I can’t wait to meet him.”
The doorbell saved Miranda from inflicting a deflating reply. Dodie came into the dining room. “Mr. Heiliger is here.”
“Dieter? How wonderful. Show him in, Dodie.” Honor rose from the table, hands outstretched, to greet a gaunt man dressed in an old-fashioned tweed suit. He leaned forward, hunching his shoulders the way tall men do in a misguided attempt to put shorter people at ease. “Welcome home! How was your trip?”
“Long and tiring.” His berry blue eyes twinkled as he kissed Honor’s cheek, then Miranda’s. Sybil simpered and held her hand out. He shook it gravely. At that point he noticed the bowls on the table. “Oh dear, I apologize for intruding on your meal. I was in such a hurry to rush over and greet my three ladies I didn’t notice the time!” He spoke with a slight accent, which increased with his agitation.
“No, no,” cried Honor. “Please, join us. You can tell us all about your visit to Germany.”
Her enthusiasm surprised Miranda. Since their father died two years before she rarely exhibited any emotion besides fatalism. Perhaps Dieter reminds her of Papa.
The man inclined his head. Honor called, “Dodie, another place please!” and indicated the chair to her right. The housekeeper brought in a large platter.
“What is this, Dodie? It smells delicious, and so familiar!” Dieter’s eyes lit up as he gazed inquiringly at her.
“Roast rabbit in a vinegar sauce.”
“You mean Hasenpfeffer! I’d know that aroma anywhere. But where did you find the rabbit?”
Miranda put in, “You remember Hans Engeldorf—our gardener?”
“Certainly. He used to do a little trimming for me when he had time. We enjoyed chatting in our native tongue. How is he?”
“He retired last year and settled out near Leesburg. Last week he shot a brace of hare and brought them to us. Dodie’s been cleaning and marinating them since then.”
Dieter gave the cook a grateful wink. “What perfect timing I have. Thank you for allowing me to share this special dish with you.”
Dodie blushed and ladled a large portion of rabbit onto his plate, added crisp roast potatoes fragrant with thyme and a pile of green beans, shiny with butter. “They’re the French filet beans. We grew them ourselves,” she whispered.
When they were all served, Sybil leaned forward. “Well, Uncle Dieter, tell us about your trip.”
The old man put his fork down. “I visited my two brothers and their families and my old Aunt Ella.”
Sybil gawked. “You still have an aunt at your age? She must be doddering!”
Honor raised her eyebrows. “Uncle Dieter isn’t that old, Sybil.”
“Yes indeedy, I still have some life left in me.” He grinned. “Aunt Ella is only eighty-five.”
Sybil subsided but they heard her murmur, “Eighty-five. What’s the point?”
Dieter resumed. “She still lives in the family house in Kehl, east of Strasbourg. It’s stuffed to the rafters with family mementos and souvenirs. This trip she finally prevailed upon me to take a few things. I only hope they are of interest to my daughter Annaliese and her son, since I don’t want them.”
Miranda asked, “Why are you back so soon? We thought you were staying another month.”
Dieter ran a thin hand through his sandy gray hair. “Bad news I’m afraid. You remember my grandson Corey?”
All three women rolled their eyes. “What’s he done now?”
Dieter laughed at their expressions. “Just what you’d expect. He’s been expelled from Dartmouth.”
“Expelled!” Sybil sounded envious. “Ivy League schools never expel anyone—they think it makes them look bad.”
“Ah, but our Corey is special. He managed to irk not only his professors, but the Dean, the President, and most of the student body.”
Sybil chuckled indulgently. “Well, if anyone could, Corey’s the one. What did he do this time?”
“You won’t believe it. You know how clever he is at inventing things? He created this—what’s the fellow’s name—Rube something?”
“Rube Goldberg.”
“That’s it. Anyway, he built this mechanism that exploded inside the bell in the Baker Library tower and set off fireworks that rained down all over the Green. When the campus police hauled him to the Dean he calmly explained that since the tower was named after him he could do what he wanted with it.”
Honor laughed. “He has a point, Dieter. His last name is Baker.”
He nodded without humor. “Unfortunately for us, it’s not the same Baker. And he made matters worse by offering, not an apology, but a share in the patent rights for his new “machine!” Needless to say, the school did not accept his offer.”
“I bet Corey went all huffy then. He would,” chirped Sybil with relish. Miranda couldn’t tell whether Corey’s exploit or his comeuppance caused her more enjoyment.
Dieter shook his head. “The poor child is too brilliant for his own good. His mother gave up long ago trying to rein him in.”
“But what does this have to do with your early return?”
Dieter gave a wan smile. “Unfortunately, Annaliese has gone to Botswana on one of her animal buying excursions for the National Zoo and won’t be back for two months. I offered to take Corey in until she returns.”
Sybil jumped up. “No! Uncle Dieter! You can’t! I don’t want that boy next door all summer! He’s insufferable!”
“Mind your manners, Sybil!” Honor’s face showed her mortification. She turned to their guest. “I’m so sorry, Dieter. I’m afraid she doesn’t think before she speaks.”
“She’ll be a good match for Corey then. He arrives tomorrow.”
Sybil gazed around at their faces in shock. “Tomorrow? Oh dear. May I be excused, Miranda? I have some things to do in my room.”
Miranda nodded and the girl ran out.
Honor touched Dieter’s hand. “Your early return might be fortunate for us. Sybil’s gone and done something rather ill-advised.”
“Again?” Dieter’s Teutonic face remained impassive, but Dodie tittered.
Miranda glared at the cook. “We’ll take coffee now, Dodie.” She picked up the tale. “She’s decided she wants to meet a dashing French aristocrat.”
“That sounds reasonable. As long as he has his own fortune.” This time even Honor giggled.
Miranda threw her a severe look. Honor seemed to be in a girlish mood this evening. Could the rabbit have some sort of aphrodisiac properties? “I facetiously suggested she advertise on Craig’s List and the ignorant girl did so.”
“And I take it a reply came?”
“Yes. Can you believe it?”
Dieter threw back his head and roared. Honor joined in. When he’d caught his breath he puffed, “Oh my, dear Miranda, can’t you? This is the modern era. Everything is done online. When they come up with a way to make love in cyberspace even that most precious activity will be described in pixels rather than kisses.”
Miranda waited until the mirth died down. “Anyway. This fellow—he calls himself a chevalier—proposes to come stay with us a week from today. He says he has business in Washington and is willing to give Sybil…er…French lessons.”
Her listeners attempted without success to take this seriously. From the kitchen they could hear Dodie’s muffled snickers. Honor took over. “Miranda is right—we could pretend he didn’t exist but Sybil…well, we all know Sybil. We have to take action one way or the other.”
Dieter took a sip of coffee. “If we must. What do we know about this man?”
“Only what Sybil has told us. His name is—” Miranda checked her notepad, “—the Chevalier du Bon Arnaque. He claims to have a chateau in Alsace.”
“Alsace! Strasbourg is just across the Rhine from Kehl. I wonder…”
“Perhaps your family has heard of the Arnaques?”
“It’s not a familiar name. I will check though.”
“He doesn’t state what his business in the District is. In fact, he doesn’t give any other information.”
“Is there a return address?”
“No, only a reply code to Craig’s List.”
“Well, I suggest you reply and ask for more particulars.”
The two women looked at each other, too embarrassed to admit neither had thought of that. “Of course,” replied Miranda stiffly, “it goes without saying.”
Dieter rose. “Please thank Dodie for the Hasenpfeffer. I must go and prepare for the arrival of Tornado Boy.” He picked up his hat, but turned when he reached the door. “Do let me know what you find out about ‘le Chevalier.’ I shall inquire about the surname, but in the meantime if there’s anything else I can do let me know. And you must promise me when Corey arrives you’ll lend some female support.”
Honor kissed him. Miranda inclined her head. “Not to worry, Uncle Dieter.”
* * * *
Hmmm. Miranda pushed her chair away from the computer. The shadows had grown long in her little study. Facing west, it looked out on the driveway, which suited Miranda well. Distractions annoyed her when she worked, unlike Honor, who loved to pause and gaze out over the spires of Georgetown and the eastern cliffs of the Potomac from her tower room.
She hadn’t found anything about “Arnaques” in Alsace or indeed anywhere in France, but during her research a reference to a distinguished Alsatian French family called Saint-Vérité caught her eye. Maybe due to Corey’s recent adventures, the mention of the destruction of a laboratory intrigued her. According to Wikipedia, the patriarch, a Laurent de Saint-Vérité, came from a line of famous inventors. Rumors circulated after the war that he’d been working on something significant when he and his family escaped just before the Nazis arrived. Its purpose, whether as a weapon or for winemaking, no one ever found out, for the secret went with Laurent to his grave. The garrison quartered at their estate outside of Strasbourg ransacked the house and burned the laboratory before withdrawing. Valuable paintings and priceless prototypes were lost.
How awful to lose a potentially useful invention to a barbarian invasion! On the other hand, she mused, Saint-Vérité may have been working on a new weapon and God used the nearest instrument at hand to demolish it. Ironic that the instrument should be a Nazi looter.
Honor opened the door. “Did you find anything?”
“No. This fellow must be a fake.”
“Not a big surprise, no?”
Miranda frowned. “Who’s going to tell Sybil her little play is off?”
Honor shrugged, a gesture that drew unwelcome attention to her thin frame. In her tired face what would otherwise have been a perfect nose became narrow and sharp. Her dark lashes concealed her soft green eyes and she pulled in her cheeks in a gesture of resignation. “I doubt she cares one way or the other. Her emotions flit about like swallowtails in the last days of summer.”
“Who, me?” Sybil stood in the door. She looked at her sisters, her eyes damp with tears. “Is that what you both think of me? That I’m shallow and thoughtless?”
“No, no, dear Sybil.” Miranda put a tentative hand on Sybil’s arm but the girl shook it off. “We just want you to be happy and safe. Sybil, I can’t find anything out about this Chevalier du Bon Arnaque. It’s possible he’s a complete fraud.”
“That’s where you’re wrong! I just had an email from him. He attached his biography and references. As…as though they were necessary!” She flung the pages on the desk and ran out of the room.
Honor picked them up and looked them over. Silently she handed them to her sister.
Miranda read a strikingly impressive resume. The good chevalier grew up in Strasbourg, heir to an estate a few kilometers outside the city. He attended the Sorbonne before receiving his Masters degree at the London School of Economics. He was currently employed by the European Parliament as a consultant in international law. It provided a birth date that put his age at 38—definitely too old for Sybiland gave his marital status as single. He preferred dogs and horses to gerbils and iguanas and loved to dance.
“Aside from the fact that this reads more like an e-Harmony application than a curriculum vitae, he does sound legitimate, don’t you think, Miranda?”
Her sister wasn’t ready to accede. “We still don’t have independent confirmation that he is who he says he is. Nor any idea of what his business is in Washington.”
“True.” Honor went to the bay window and looked toward a large house barely visible through the woods. When she turned an indefinable gleam brightened her normally grave expression. Miranda could see a light coming from the tower room of the house. That’s Dieter’s study. She must be glad he’s home. It’s almost as though Papa were here. “But Miranda, we’re agreed that Sybil has been impossible to live with these last few weeks. Now that Dieter’s home we have a chaperone of sorts. Why not let the man come, if it makes her happy?”
Miranda remained unmoved, but Honor’s words gave her an idea. “Alright, I’ll think about it. Excuse me, dear—I promised to take some of those green beans over to Dieter.”
“Oh, I’ll take them.” Did Honor actually sound cheerful?
“Thanks, but I want to have a word with Dieter anyway.”
Honor headed to the stairs. “Well, I need to finish off Chapter Four anyway. Send him my regards.”
Miranda smiled at her sister’s back. “I surely will, Honor.”
* * * *
“But, Uncle Dieter, it’s a perfect plan!”
The older man sipped his sherry and peered over his reading glasses at his visitor. She reflected that for a sixty-year-old he certainly appeared in prime condition. His wavy gray hair curled becomingly around his ears—a little too long perhaps, but sweet. His cerulean eyes twinkled, while his nose stipulated his Germanic heritage even before he opened his mouth. “Miranda, I’m surprised at you! I thought you were the sensible one in the family. This is a daft proposition. Besides, we’re only a stone’s throw away now.”
“But Uncle, who knows what this man is like! He could be dangerous. He could be a swindler, or a burglar…or… Anyway, if we put him up we’ll need a male chaperone on the premises. You’re much too far away to do anything if he attacks us.”
“My, my, you remind me of Sybil—playing the weak, defenseless female card. I’ve seen you wield that baseball bat, Miranda. No, you have an ulterior motive for asking me to stay in your house. What is it?” His keen glance belied his cheerful expression.
“Honestly? I don’t trust Sybil. She needs a father figure on site. She has a very strong libido—” Miranda mentally blocked the picture of naked legs and a hard prick lusting for a warm vagina— “and I have no doubt she’ll jump into this man’s bed at the first hint of interest on his part.”
“I see. But what about Corey? I can’t leave him alone here anymore than you would leave Sybil alone, albeit for different reasons.” He grinned.
Miranda stood up. “I’d forgotten about Corey.” She rubbed her nose to give her time to think, a habit she’d been trying to break since adolescence.
Dieter waited. He knew what Miranda would suggest, but thought it wise to let her bring it up. “Well…I suppose Corey could stay with us as well.”
The old man chuckled. “I see—a ménage à trois times two. We might be raided!”
“For heavens’ sake, Uncle Dieter, what an absurd thing to say! None of us has any designs on any other, so it would be a perfectly platonic ménage….I mean household.”
Dieter rose. “I’ll think about it. Corey arrives tomorrow. He will have to agree as well. And you must convince both your sisters. I’m not sure how Honor will react to your scheme.”
Miranda dismissed the idea that Honor might not go along with any plan she put to her. “I’ll take it up with them tonight. Separately.”
“You do that. We’ll talk tomorrow.”
Miranda kissed his cheek. “It’s so nice to have you back. You’ve always been such a good friend to our family.”
Dieter’s face closed down. “I have tried to be. I miss your father too, you know. You are all very dear to me.”
“Until tomorrow then.”

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Losers Keepers
by M.S. Spencer

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Dagne Lonegan hoped that spending a year on the Eastern Shore island of Chincoteague would clear her of any feelings for Jack Andrews, erstwhile lover and long-time jerk. Instead she’s witness to a murder, which brings Jack to the island to investigate. Add to that her budding relationship with a tall Ranger and complications ensue.

Chapter One

August
Alexandria, Virginia
Dear Philomena,
I’ve been in love with a man for two years. He’s a complete basket case, with nothing practical to offer me. Oliver is still (technically) married. He has two repulsive daughters, three cats, a miniature schnauzer, and a minivan on its last legs. His wife got tired of his habitual unemployment and moved in with the rich man next door. I don’t know why I fell in love with him and have no sensible excuse to offer for continuing to love him. He doesn’t even know how I feel or at least he refuses to believe it. It would be way too inconvenient for him. No, all Oliver wants is a passionate affair. Short, sweet. No commitment. No future.
I’m 28, Philomena. I want to be married. I want children. Did I mention his vasectomy? I want love. I want stability. I want a normal relationship. Did I mention his bipolar disorder? I don’t want passion. I don’t want an emotional joy ride that ends in a muddy ditch upside down instead of in a honeymoon suite. Guess what the “good” Lord gave me?
Lovelorn in Little Hell
Dear Lovelorn,
My advice? Enjoy the joy ride. I think passion is underrated. We humans assume passion is something distinct from love. One has a “passionate affair,” not a “passionate marriage.” Passion is tolerated in the first few weeks of a relationship, but not in the marriage itself. Passion is for nightfall, for dreams, for evaporating sighs. It’s not real. It has nothing to do with love.
I stand (I do not beg) to differ. Passion can only come from love. There is love and there is lust, but passion, true passion, is only realized, embedded, in love.
Let me tell you a story.
Three years ago, on a rainy night in the middle of December I met a man…let’s call him Jack. I felt immediately, irredeemably, passionate about him, despite all my friends’ fervent warnings. They called him a salesman, a politician, a glad-hander. Cynical, superficial, shallow, and cold. And they were right. He was the kind of man who would sidle up to the desk clerk and talk to her in an intimate whisper as though they’d been friends for ages. You’d usually find him in a crowd of acquaintances, usually at a bar, calling the bartender by name. Or handing out cigars at some candidate’s rally. Or gazing soulfully into his latest victim’s eyes.
The victim being a woman, of course.
Women were always taken in because Jack listened. Even on the first date his prey would find herself telling him all sorts of secrets. He’d look deeply, with remarkably authentic sympathy, into her eyes, and before she knew it, she’d be feeding him tidbits from her plate. With any luck she’d recognize him for the hollow creature he was before it went too far. Jack wasn’t even an empty suit, more an empty polo shirt that he’d picked up as a freebie at a celebrity golf tournament.
I left Jack before he could finish eating my soul. I pretended to believe his self-serving observation that I didn’t love him, that I couldn’t possibly love him. I thought it would make it easier to forget him.
I was wrong. He was wrong. The passion came from love. Dear Lovelorn, know this, that passion is the beginning of true love and the physical manifestation of a profound and unique yearning for another’s soul. You cannot feel passion for someone you don’t love. You can love someone without passion. But you cannot be passionate without love.
So, my dear Lovelorn, do not condemn passion and do not attempt to hold it in check. It is the essential conductor that brings two people together forever. Even more, it prods society to progress. Love and comfort keep the world humming, but our great lurches forward in human development came only in the grip of passion. Passion goosed Galileo, pinched Henry Ford, and gave me the courage to write this.
Your friend, Philomena
* * * *
The telephone rang. Since no one but solicitors used the land line Dagne took her time answering. On the fourth ring she picked up. “Hello?
“Dagne? It’s me.”
“Oh.” Her heart skipped a beat. She wished she could gulp down some wine to give her strength. Telephones always made her nervous, and Jack at the other end made her doubly so. “Yes?”
“Great, glad I caught you. Marian told me you were leaving town soon. Listen, you remember that red sweatshirt of mine? The one that said ‘Dad’s Little Princess’ with the picture of Maxie on it?”
Oh, yes, Maxie, his Chihuahua, the only perpetually precious thing in his life. “Yes. What about it?”
“Well, Samantha wants me to wear it to the doggy happy hour. Can I come by and get it?”
“Sure.” It’ll be in a plastic bag so you won’t realize it’s covered in dog shit until you’re already in the car. “I’ll leave it on the front porch.”
“Great. Oh, and would you mind throwing in those boxers—the ones that say ‘Yes, Yes, Yes,’ on them? I’m pretty sure I left them there.”
“Not a problem.” For me anyway. Wait’ll Samantha smells them.
Dagne resisted the urge to throw the phone across the room, poured a glass of water, and sat down on the kitchen chair to torture herself once again. Jack. Talk about a catch. Not. When she met him, he had no job, no money, no goals, not even a car. He’d depended all his life on “the kindness of strangers,” strangers, as she’d explained to poor Lovelorn, meaning women. Oh, Jack had a way with him. In the early months of their relationship they made love like rabbits and each episode held fresh delights. Dagne had never before felt so alive, so much a woman, as she did with him. She took to buying sexy lingerie for the first time in her life, just to please him, even though he insisted she bought them for herself. He believed it, too. She only understood afterward that he couldn’t conceive of a person doing something solely for the sake of another.
She loved him. She still loved him. But as crisis followed crisis, as need appeared, he didn’t. Oh yes, he wrote sympathetic emails galore, vomiting advice in a self-satisfied way. Then, regrets, he had a standing happy hour he must attend.
Prick.
Her mind went back even earlier, to the time after her divorce became final. She remembered it as such a joyous period—free as a bird, no obligations, plenty of money, ready to fly. She’d worn down her best friend Sandy and landed a gig with the Alexandria Observer for an advice column. “Dear Philomena” proved to be a winner for the paper, not to mention for her bank account. And her mood. She had her mother to thank for that. The little angel—Dagne used that term advisedly—had straightened to her full five feet, slapped her tiny beringed hands together in a typically Gallic gesture and nagged, “I’m tired of you moping around, ma petite. Get off your bum and do something useful. Something salutaire for mankind—and more profitable than those novels of yours.” She’d given in, although in a last flicker of spirit insisted the benefit be to womankind.
One day her neighbor, Marian, asked her to come along to a bar and meet her gang. “Now, Dagne,” she explained before they entered, “these kids are all singles and all wanting to be. No one’s allowed to bring a date. You know, leave the main squeeze at home so we can be ourselves and relax.”
It struck Dagne at the time as a trifle adolescent, but after all, she told herself, “I’m single, too, aren’t I? And loving it too, right?” So she walked into the Pines of Tyrol that evening prepared for a good time. This guy Jack swiveled on his barstool to check her out and was all over her before she even had a chance to sit down. The lines poured out of him as thick and fast as stew in a soup kitchen. They could have been in high school, except they were all in their thirties. She stifled the urge to roll her eyes and instead—as she later put it to her mother—bestowed a coquettish smile on the bloke. Go ahead, mate. Drool over me.
If only it had stopped there, but Jack fell into the class of Lothario whose unwavering pursuit lasts right up to the minute he reels the fish in. And he sure reeled you in, didn’t he, Dagne my girl? Tossed her, the hook, the line and the sinker into his creel and promptly lost interest. But you didn’t, did you, you silly ass? Not a minute went by since then when she didn’t think of him.
“Yes,” her mother would remark in an offhand little murmur that always grated on Dagne, “but with pain, always with pain.” She didn’t have to remind Dagne what a fool she’d been.
At first, it didn’t matter what kind of man she’d taken up with since it wasn’t actually Jack who obsessed her, but the idea of escape, of finding, by some miracle, a lover who would take her under his wing and free her from all her old phobias. She clung to Jack to avoid the abyss of terror she scrabbled frantically to keep from tipping into—the one she opened up when she walked out of her marriage. She took one look at the sudden emptiness of her life and flung herself at him like a whore in a Fifth Avenue boutique with a rich man’s wallet. She pretended to her friends and relatives, and especially to herself, that she loved him.
“You insisted you loved him,” her mother accused. “You expected me to believe you. Hah. I knew better—you figured you’d found a ledge to land on, didn’t you? But you know and I know—not to mention two thousand other women, that Jack’s a—”
“Mother! Okay, okay. Yes, that was true at first. Trouble is, my plan worked, didn’t it? I fell in love with him, for better or for worse.”
Which was why, three years and six months later, Dagne still found herself conjuring up whimsical visions of nuptial bliss and meticulously pouring Tabasco sauce on Jack’s underwear, which she would then swish around with his sweatshirt for Samantha’s entertainment.
An hour later, she heard Jack’s car pull up, his footsteps on the front porch, some rustling, and the footsteps receding. He didn’t even bother to knock. The radio upstairs blared country music. She could just make out the strains of one of her favorite Mark Chestnutt songs. Her voice tremulous, she sang part of the refrain, “It’s a little too late, you’re a little too gone, you’re a little too right, I’m a little too wrong…”
She smiled crookedly, forcing the teardrop to lodge in one dimple. She didn’t bother to wipe it away. Not so long ago she would have, because tears exasperated Jack. He hated drama. And Dagne, for better or worse, was prone to drama. “Too much Sylvia Plath when you were young, chérie,” her mother would say, wagging a stumpy finger in her face. “And too much Baudelaire. Sentimental rubbish. I warned you.”
Another tear dripped onto her lap. A wet stain spread on the ivory satin negligee (a present from Jack), sending a little chill down her thigh. She sat on the floor and stared at the wall, praying that the pain would dissipate on its own. Do I want to die like Sylvia, or live happily ever after like one of my heroines? Do I want my life to be a heartbreaking tear jerker or a satisfying, joyful kind of tear jerker? God, why couldn’t something dramatic, something that didn’t have anything to do with her happen just now? She pulled herself up and headed to the kitchen. The doorbell rang.
Nobody. She looked down. Someone had stuck something between the doors. A package. Thin, square—a CD? She picked it up. Addressed to Dagne Lonegan, 2500 Arlington Place, Alexandria, Virginia, the return address said merely Lonegan, Longboat Key, Florida. Curious. Dagne had a house in Florida, compliments of her ex-husband. She never went there, just rented it out. Lonegan? Did I send something to myself? She brought it inside and opened it. An unmarked DVD. No note with it, no cover. She pushed it into her player and turned the TV on. A trailer appeared for an X-rated movie, but after thirty eye-catching seconds it cut off. Her father appeared on the screen. For an awful moment she wondered whether he’d taped over the movie or starred in it.
“Dagne, honey, I have a favor to ask.” Dagne put it on pause. Honey? She hadn’t seen her father in twenty years, not since he drove out of her life in the family car, flaunting the Progressive Party bumper sticker he’d stuck on it just to needle her mother—the one who worked and paid the taxes that allowed him to spend his time objecting to other people’s success. She pressed the play button again.
“I’ll be calling you tonight at ten o’clock. Please be there. Alone. It’s very important.” The screen went blank. A few seconds later the porn movie started up again. She turned it off.
Hmmm. She called her mother. “Mama? Have you heard from Pop?”
“What?”
“My father. Has he called you recently?”
The noise coming from her receiver sounded too much like a stifled gag to be anything else. “No, Dagne. He knows I have a standing order with the police to trace the call if he does.”
“Okay. Thanks, Ma.” She looked at her watch. Five o’clock. Nothing to do but wait. She sat back down on the floor.
Ten o’clock. The telephone buzzed. “Honey, I’m in a bit of a bind.”
Pause. Again with the “honey?”
“Just hear me out.”
Excuse me?
“Dagne, are you there? Are you listening?”
She sighed. “Yes, Pop.”
“Good. Do you remember Colin Hampton?”
“Colin Hampton. Lived down the block from us?” They had little contact with the Hamptons except at neighborhood block parties or when they needed to borrow something. Her father’s job as a senior counsel on the Senate Finance Committee meant the family’s social life geared itself more to Washington night life—at least until he was fired. “He ran a plumbing supply business, didn’t he?”
“That’s the guy. Well, honey—” Women know that men address them as “honey” only when they want something. It’s not a term of endearment. “Honey” is what he calls you when he’s dripping with bullshit. “Honey” is the word he uses when he’s close enough to be expected to care…and doesn’t. “—he, well, he, well, I…”
“What do you want, Pop?”
“I have an envelope. I’d like you to deliver it to him.”
Dagne’s mood could not be described as receptive. “No.”
“Huh?” Hugh Lonegan reminded Dagne unpleasantly of Jack—a man used to getting his way with women. A pox on them both.
“No, Pop.”
The voice began to wheedle. “But I’m only asking you to put the envelope in his mailbox. It’s no big deal.”
When she didn’t respond, he decided to switch into barking mode, the one that always worked, at least when she was eleven. “Dagne, I’m your father. Just do it.”
She resisted the urge to spit out, “And that is supposed to impress me how?” and instead went with, “You have to tell me what’s in it, Pop.”
“You don’t need to know, kitten. It’s just something Colin needs.”
“Then why don’t you mail it to him?”
She could almost hear his rotten little brain cells clicking away. “It’s not something I can mail. Okay? Please don’t ask any questions. And don’t look in the envelope. I don’t want you involved.”
Dagne opened her mouth to argue, but the image of her father the day he backed out of their house when she was fifteen, eyes shifty, hands flailing, hove into view. She could still hear him babbling about it being his problem and that he didn’t want the family “involved.” It turned out the police had issued a warrant for his arrest on tax evasion charges. Turned out, he’d only learned one thing in business school and that was how to cook the books. He called the state penitentiary home for two years for that little scam.
“I don’t want to be involved either, Pop. So what’s Colin Hampton got to do with this?”
“You do remember him? Lived down the block? Went to our church? Really decent guy. He took over my job as church treasurer a couple of months ago. I’m actually doing him a favor—clearing up a few loose ends in the church accounts, you know?”
Well, if it had to do with church business, it couldn’t be anything too shady. Could it? “Okay, I’ll do it. You do know I’m leaving town though?”
“Of course I do, kitten! You’re still in Alexandria for now, right? But you’re moving to Chincoteague soon?”
“Next week.”
“Chincoteague’s about an hour south of Salisbury, isn’t it?”
“Yes, Pop.”
“Good. That’s the reason I thought of you. Colin moved to Salisbury last year. He’s been commuting one day a week to the church. But he needs the stuff…er…documents as soon as possible. Tell you what, I’ll leave the envelope under your door mat tomorrow and you can drop it off on your way to your new place. The address will be on a card.” He hung up before she could answer.
She stared at the phone, too nonplussed to do more than return the receiver to its bed and find her own.
As her head hit the pillow, the phone rang again. She checked her bedside clock. Midnight. What kind of jerk would call at this hour? Dagne picked it up, waiting for the slight pause that always came before a telephone solicitation. No pause. “Dagne?”
She tried in vain to swallow. “Yes?”
“Dagne, it’s Jack. That bit about the sweatshirt this afternoon? I didn’t really need it. I…only wanted to hear your voice. Dagne, I need to see you. Can we meet somewhere?”
His words turned her veins to ice. She watched idly as her fingertips turned blue, speculating frantically. Why is he doing this to me? I’m almost over him. Why? “Why?”
“Dagne, I’ve changed my mind. I want to come back to you. Samantha and I are through. Can you meet me at Ned Devine’s next Thursday? Six o’clock? I can explain everything then.”
Dagne’s body twisted itself into a tidy knot, ignoring her mind’s commands. She knew what she had to do but didn’t think she had the strength. Count to ten. Look at the stars. Believe in the truth not in your dreams. “No, Jack. No. I’m leaving town Thursday. I won’t be back.”
She heard him inhale. Then the line went dead.
She saw no need to scream the rest of her response—“I have to go die now”—into the silent space of her empty world.

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Lost and Found
by M. S. Spencer

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eBook ISBN: 978-1-60435-707-3

When Rose Culloden’s husband disappears, her search takes her to Maine. Loyal to her marriage despite her powerful attraction to her guide James Stewart, it takes the dramatic discovery that David is not just vicious and venal, but insane, to free her heart for true love.

Chapter One

September, Mt. Kineo, Maine
Rose would never forget the tight knot of panic squeezing her heart as she looked down, down an almost thousand-foot drop to moss-dusted crags, down through the cold wraiths of mist circling the mountain in the chill September air. Ignoring the fear, she took a tentative step forward, away from the comfort of the cliff face, felt the icy breath of high altitude fan her face, and retreated. What she’d thought was solid rock behind her yielded slightly and she froze, engulfed in a surge of terror. I’m going to fall. I’m going to die in agony, crushed on those distant jagged spears. The rock behind her moved again. She began to totter forward, but a furry paw seized her elbow. The paw tightened its grip, and Rose let it pull her sideways, back into a gap between the damp stone walls.
Okay, Rose, girl. Steady. Take a deep breath. Now, open your eyes and look at the paw. Five fingers encased in a furry glove. Okay. It’s human. She followed the fur up a forearm, then to a broad furry chest. She risked a peek at the dark face, encircled with more fur. It was scrunched up, not with the cold but with a cold fury. The deep brown eyes flashed. She meekly dropped her own. “I was perfectly safe, Mr. Stewart,” she whispered. Did that sound as stupid to him as it did to me?
The face scowled. Her rescuer moved around Rose and knocked lightly with his heel at the ledge on which she’d been standing. A large chunk broke off and tumbled in crumbly bits into the ether. She heard pops and bangs as it immolated itself on the crags below. Still scowling, he turned back to her. “Get back to the others.” His voice was deep and primal. Casting a frightened look at the broken ledge, Rose scrambled up the path toward a small cluster of figures.
They shifted from foot to foot and stamped to keep warm. “Miss! You scared the bejesus out of us!” An older woman grabbed Rose’s hand and turned to the man at her side. “Elmer, speak to her!” Rose followed her gaze to a heavily wrinkled face wreathed in Polartec and set in what she suspected was a permanently cheerful expression. He grinned at her.
“All right, Hannah. I’ll speak to the child. Now young lady, I guess you’re young enough to be our daughter, so stop it and mind your p’s and q’s!”
Another figure she guessed to be female by its pink goose down car coat cried, “Are you okay?” Rose nodded at her.
The furry man brushed past them. “Everyone, listen. We lost some time because of Ms. Culloden’s little adventure and there’s only about an hour more of daylight. We need to keep moving if we want to get back to the inn before dark. Are you ready?” He glowered in disapproval at his charges and at Rose in particular. Without waiting for an answer, he turned and strode down the mountain.
Seven hikers moved into formation behind their guide and began to trudge downhill. Behind Elmer, Hannah and Rose, in their GORE-TEX outfits still crackling with newness, came two lumpier figures, one of them the pink goose down female. She walked briskly, photographic equipment hanging from every upper appendage. Behind her staggered a shorter, bandy-legged figure bundled into what looked like a fluffy tent on sticks. Elmer looked back. “You with us, Professor?” The tent squeaked something unintelligible and struck a pose. Behind him two more hikers waited for him to move.
“This is even worse than you said it was going to be, Harley.” The balaclava mask and thick scarf couldn’t muffle the man’s peevish snarl.
“I’m sorry, Bob,” replied his companion in a high, reedy voice almost lost to the bitter wind. “I didn’t know it would be this cold in September.”
“Cold? More like freezing. Miserable. Intolerable. Never again, Harley. Never again.”
“Yes, Bob.” As they started to move, the woman called Harley shouted, “Wait! Wait! The lovers aren’t here!”
The tent-shaped figure stopped and turned. “Who?”
“You know, the honeymooners. They aren’t behind us.”
The tent rotated to the front. “Yoo hoo, up there. Stop! Two missing!”
Rose heard an oath from the general vicinity of the guide. He spun around and strode back, nearly knocking over the pink person. Just then a couple came into view. They were holding hands and not looking where they were going. The guide halted before them. “If you wanted to neck, why didn’t you go to Mexico for your blasted honeymoon?” he ground out. The two reluctantly broke apart. “Oh, Mr. Stewart, we’re sorry. We were a bit distracted.”
“Hmph. Can’t afford that at a thousand feet up. Come on.” He signaled for his troops to pull out, brushed past Rose, and stomped down the steep, rocky path. As the sky dimmed and the cold thickened, the little party struggled toward a light flickering in the gloom. Stewart loped toward it, his raised hand pointing the way to nirvana, or so Hannah later described it to Elmer. A collective happy sigh resounded, to the obvious displeasure of the Bear, as he was now known—not entirely affectionately—by his flock.
They had reached a long, low building. As they arrived at the door, it opened to let welcoming light stream out, and a cheery voice and large ruddy face greeted the travelers with possibly the most agreeable words in the English language: “Hot buttered rum, anyone?”
Rose, Elmer and Hannah, as well as the tent man, his pink companion, the newlyweds and the grumblers, doffed their jackets, scarves, hats, gloves, boots, socks and outer pants and were only prevented from removing more by the hasty announcement that their rooms were ready. The guests retreated down a narrow hall and sequestered themselves just long enough to shrug on thoughtfully provided union suits and bathrobes.
Rose opened her door cautiously, hoping no one would care that she hadn’t bothered to brush her hair or dress more appropriately for public viewing. The door across the hall opened at the same time and a young woman peeked out. “You’re Rose, aren’t you?”
“Yes, Rose Culloden.”
“Lily. Lily Evans. Do you know if we have to dress for dinner? I can’t tell how formal this place is.” She looked at the crystal chandelier and the beautiful, old walls paneled in yellow pine.
Rose nodded instead at the worn carpet and peeling paint. “I have a feeling the Mount Kineo House’s heyday is long past. But,” she said cheerfully, “it’s warm, and I hear hot buttered rum awaits us. I for one am not going to dress. I want that drink first.”
The girl came slowly out of her room. Freed from her dumpy down jacket she turned out to be a tall, athletic young woman in her twenties. She carried a camera under one arm like a teddy bear. “I’ll come with you.”
The door next to Lily’s opened and a wiry little old man tumbled out. His grizzled hair stuck out at odd angles, and he was stuffing a pipe into one pocket of his ancient tweed jacket. Rose noticed a suspicious trail of smoke coming from the pocket. Lily cried, “Professor! Is your pipe lit?”
“What? Pipe? I don’t…oh, why yes. Oh my. Thank you, my dear.” He pulled the pipe from his pocket, looked at it, and promptly put it in his other pocket. “Shall we, ladies? Lily? And you are—?”
“Rose. Rose Culloden. And you?” But the professor, searching his pockets with an air of distraction, did not respond. Well acquainted with academic types, Rose did not take offense. At last, pipe in hand, he graciously escorted them to a large living room in which a great fire had already resuscitated the others. The Bear was nowhere in sight. The cheery face appeared, attached to a man almost as large as the Bear, dressed in a warm red flannel shirt that matched his cheeks, and faded corduroys.
“Greetings! Welcome to the new Mount Kineo House, once one of the grandest resorts on the Maine coast! I hope your hike up the mountain was not too frightening. It’s well worth the view, isn’t it?” He shouted, making it difficult to cut through the thick German accent. “I am Hugo Landesman, your host. Greta is in the kitchen roasting the beast. Rum? Or something else?”
Rose gratefully accepted a steaming mug from her host and settled into an overstuffed armchair near the fire. The others found spots as close to the crackling flames as possible, made more difficult by the presence of four large dogs. Lily pushed one massive husky over and took his place on the hearth rug. Rose watched her stretch her long legs out and reflected on the pros and cons of growing older.
Forty-four was depressing and liberating all at once. She no longer expected that telltale intake of breath from men upon first sighting her, nor for women to eye her with distrust. She even, sort of, envied women who hadn’t been devastatingly beautiful in their youth. They didn’t have to deal with the awful transition from center of attention to wallflower. She had to constantly remind herself that when men looked at her now they saw not a lithe, hourglass figure below a perfectly drawn face, but rather a slightly stooped, gently faded woman with a bit of a belly. She still had great legs though. And a heartbreaking smile, or so they told her.
Of course, on a cool September night in the northern woods of Maine, no one could actually see her legs. Or, thankfully, the bit of belly. But they could see the smile. She gave it to Hugo, who jumped to replenish her drink. And without forethought she flashed it at Mr. Stewart who had just appeared, shaking his wet head like one of the dogs. Was it just her fancy, or did she hear a quick intake of breath?
No one seemed to have much to say for a few minutes. After all, they had only met that morning in Bangor at the guide agency. After a two-hour van ride, a motor launch took them to the hotel, which perched on a spit of land in the middle of Maine’s Moosehead Lake. There they only had time to leave their luggage before hiking up the seven-hundred-foot cliff that was Mount Kineo. It had not allowed them much opportunity for socializing.
“So,” boomed Hugo, “how did you like the view from the top of the mountain?”
No one looked at Rose. It was her fault that they hadn’t actually made it to the summit. Her escapade had used up too much time. I’d better change the subject…and fast.
“Mr. Landesman—”
“Please, call me Hugo!”
“Er…Hugo, can you tell us about the mountain? It’s such an odd formation.”
Their host rubbed his chin. “What did James tell you? Nothing? Hmmm. Well, the rock is a unique, very brittle form of flint called rhyolite.” His words transported Rose to the terrifying moment when the guide had knocked her perch out from under her.
“But why is it that strange shape?”
“You noticed the nice, easy slope on the north side? And the sharp drop on the south? That’s because a glacier rolled over it, just like a bulldozer. Only bigger. Once the glaciers receded, a tribe of Indians known as the Red Paint People arrived here. They mined the rhyolite from the cliff and traded it to natives from all over New England to use for their arrowheads and hatchets.”
Lily opened her mouth but shut it again when a young man in a waiter’s uniform materialized from the kitchen. “Dinner is served, if you please.”
“Thank you, Henry.” Hugo stood and held his arm out for Rose. “We can continue our history lesson later if you like.” The others followed them into the dining room. A short, square, red-haired woman stood by the table, arms crossed. Her hair was damp with sweat and her blue eyes snapped.
“There you all are. Sit!” She turned to the young waiter. “Henry! The soup!”
Henry scuttled out while the guests settled themselves. He soon returned carrying a tray loaded with steaming bowls of fish soup. Everyone fell to with the appetite of shipwrecked sailors miraculously washed up on market day in Bali. The soup was delicious, as was the meat and vegetable stew that followed.
“You all like the moose?” Hugo chuckled as every mouth stopped in midchew. “It is moose, you know. Won the lottery last year, first time I tried. Old Nelly is just about used up. Have to apply for a new permit. Or go after possum.” He laughed jovially.
Rose heard a small snuffling sound and just caught Mr. Stewart stifling a laugh. “I think it’s wonderful, Hugo,” she said bravely, if not entirely truthfully. “It has a certain…piquant flavor.”
Hannah and Elmer carefully set their forks down, but the professor and Lily were both too busy gobbling their moose stew to speak. Finally, the plates were cleared, wine glasses refilled or coffee poured and the group moved back to the living room and the fire. Rose felt better than she had in months. In fact, it had been a year since she felt so contented, since David…
She straightened, reminded suddenly of her purpose here. Her husband was last seen two months ago in Seboomook, a town at the northern tip of Moosehead Lake. She would have to start her inquiries soon.
The professor made a huffing sound in his throat, which he probably used to commandeer the attention of his students. “Mr. Stewart, I wonder whether we might take a moment to introduce ourselves. We are, after all, about to spend the next week in close proximity.” He gave a little hiccup.
Their guide flinched and stopped morosely jabbing at the fire. His expression, when he turned around, was one of stunned apprehension. “Why? What for?”
Rose, who secretly agreed with him, but recognized the necessity of such conventions, intervened. “That’s an excellent idea. Why, we don’t even know everyone’s name, do we? Professor? Why don’t you begin?”
The professor puffed out his chest and smoothed his unruly hair. “Thank you, m’dear, er, Rose. Well,” he smiled expansively at his audience, “I am Dorian Wilkes.” He paused to allow the anticipated gasps of awe. “I am Professor of Ornithology at the University of South Florida in Sarasota. This is my assistant, Lily Evans.” Indicating the tall young girl who had befriended Rose, he continued. “She is a graduate student in nature photography. We are here to find the willow ptarmigan.”
“The what?”
Everyone turned toward the whiny voice. The man who had complained all the way up and all the way down the mountain gaped at the professor, a tiny drop of spittle teetering on his lip. Heavily built, well on his way to flabby, he looked to be in his thirties. What was left of his hair was a dull gray, and his pale green eyes darted this way and that. Rose noticed his wife held tightly onto his arm. I wonder who she’s protecting? Him? Or her?
“The willow ptarmigan,” chirped the professor, apparently under the delusion that the man was actually interested. “It’s a lovely bird similar to a quail. I heard through the Cornell people that a pair had been spotted in the woods near Jackman. They should be molting about now.”
“Molting?” asked the man’s wife.
“I mean, their plumage will be patchy, white and reddish. We’ll have a better chance to identify them by their calls—growls, croaks, cackles.”
“They don’t sound like birds at all.” The woman was dubious.
“Well, there are all kinds of birds, you know.” The professor’s tone was defensive, as though his expertise were in dispute. He turned to the man. “I hope that answers your question.”
“Oh. Sure.” The other made no effort to conceal his indifference.
At the professor’s crestfallen expression, Rose decided to move the proceedings along. “Well, thank you, Professor Wilkes. Lily? Did you want to tell us a little about yourself?”
Lily opened her mouth, but the professor interrupted her. “Lily is my invaluable assistant as you all know. A photographer with potential. Why, when we were in Alaska stalking the—”
“Thank you, Professor,” Rose was firm, “but perhaps we could hear how Lily came to be interested in photography?” She turned to the girl, but it was too late. The poor thing clearly knew from experience when to clam up.
“Professor Wilkes can tell you all about it.” That was all she would risk, but Rose detected a slight dampness around her corneas.
“Well, then—Elmer, isn’t it?” She motioned to the older man.
Elmer stood at attention. He reminded Rose of the old photograph she kept on her bureau of young children before a one-room schoolhouse. The children, of various sizes and shapes, stood stiff and unsmiling, facing their teacher, Rose’s equally stiff grandmother. It always reminded her of that era in which one did not flout authority. “Thank you, Rose. Yes,” he extended a hand backward to his wife, who squeezed it with old-fashioned affection. “I’m Elmer Davidson, and this is my wife Hannah. We’re on our second honeymoon.” Hannah interrupted gently. “Third, dear.”
“What? Third? Oh, of course my dear, you’re right. Our third honeymoon.” He patted her head. “The first—that was back in ‘47—we spent on a road trip to the Grand Canyon. Hannah’s parents came with us.” He waited for the laugh and was not disappointed. “We camped.” More smiles. He gazed fondly at Hannah. “After that…er…experience, we decided to hold off on children for a bit.”
“Then we had to wait for the children to grow up so we could go on the second honeymoon.” Hannah smiled reminiscently.
“Yes, we took a cruise to Bermuda. What an adventure.” He paused again and winked at Rose. “And now to Maine. We’re retired now and thought we might as well see us a moose. Didn’t know we’d be eating one!” He sat down.
“So, um, Elmer, you union or what?” Devoid of social graces, yes, but at least the lout was following the conversation, unlike the honeymooners, who had stopped gazing hungrily into each other’s eyes and begun actively smooching.
Elmer said, “I am—was—a carpenter. I’m—we’re—retired now.”
“Oh.”
The group looked to the professor, but he had lost all interest now that he was no longer center stage. By default, they anointed Rose mistress of ceremonies. Oh well. Time to roust the honeymooners out of their little world. “Excuse me? You two?” She looked to Stewart for guidance. “I don’t know their names.”
The fellow just stared at her. Rudely. Rose tapped the young man’s elbow gingerly. The couple broke apart, shaking their heads to clear them. The young woman revived first. “I’m so sorry. We’re being impolite, aren’t we? I’m Isabel Young…no.” She smiled mistily at her companion. “Isabel Wright. We’re on our honeymoon.” Rose caught sight of Lily’s face and tried not to laugh. Really?
Isabel nudged her new husband. Not taking his eyes off her, he mumbled, “Richard. Richard Wright. Nice to meet you all.” Isabel made a feeble attempt to push him away, beamed brightly at her audience and lost touch with reality again. That left the creepy man and his wife. “Sir? Is this your first trip to Maine?” Did she hear a snort from the guide? No, he faced away from her, poking at a burning log.
“Huh? Me? No, we’ve been here before. Never to Moosehead. Always to the beach.”
“Oh? Which beach is that?” Lily perked up at the mere mention of a beach. Poor soul, after all she’s a Florida girl. Northern Maine in September is likely not her cup of tea. She wondered idly whether the girl had a crush on the professor. It wouldn’t surprise her.
“Old Orchard, Ogunquit, you know. Just like to veg. I’m a salesman. Shoes. Newton.” He shut his mouth, satisfied he’d said enough.
Lily made an attempt. “You mean you’re from Newton, Massachusetts?”
“Well, yeah.”
“Oh.”
At this point, Pete brought in a tray with a carafe of port and more coffee. Elmer and Hannah accepted coffee, and the others opted for port. When they had settled back, Rose tried again. “I didn’t catch your name?”
“Who, me?” The guy was not only a jerk, but none too bright. “Bob. Bob Smith.” He yelped suddenly and clutched at his elbow. Glaring at his wife he spat out, “Oh, yeah. And this here’s Harley. M’wife.”
“Harley? That’s an unusual name.”
The woman spoke for the first time. She had a surprisingly mellifluous voice. In the wind on the mountain, it had seemed thin, but here in the warmth it rang high and rich. “My mother named me after a character in her favorite novel, Iris Murdoch’s The Sea, the sea. That Harley was really more a figment of the hero’s imagination than a real woman. She only appeared toward the very end.” The incoherence of this statement did not seem to strike her. No one spoke for a minute.
“Rose?” Elmer smiled at her. “You’re last. What brings you to Moosehead Lake?”
“Me?” She almost panicked. I can’t tell them the truth. At least not yet. It’s too personal, too painful, too humiliating. Besides, I came on this tour precisely to avoid drawing attention to myself. If David is on the run from me, advertising my presence will only spook him. “I…I’ve always wanted to come up here. Now that I’m on my own—”
“Why? You divorced or something?” Bob Smith: a giant in the field of indelicate remarks.
“No…Bob.” Oops. “My husband, David, is…away on business.”
“Must be some business,” he muttered.
“Anyway,” Rose hoped her audience would attribute her burning face to the heat of the fire, “I had time on my hands and thought I’d try something different. I’ve always wanted to see this part of Maine. Isn’t Moosehead the largest lake in the state?”
Hugo nodded. “Yup. It’s not as deep as Sebago Lake, down near Portland, but it has a greater surface area. Thirty-two miles long and up to ten miles wide. Sebago’s the big tourist draw now, but up until the 1930s Mount Kineo House was one of the most popular resorts in New England. We just reopened last year. Still have some renovations to do, but we’re very proud of the amenities.”
The women in the group looked at each other, sharing the unspoken thought that amenities do not mean the same for men as they do for women. A top priority should be more bathrooms. But they were only staying a few nights and it didn’t seem a good idea to antagonize their host. Hannah broke the silence. “It’s very nice. And your wife is a wonderful cook.”
Another snort from the guide. This time it caught everyone’s attention. Elmer stood up again. “Say, Mr. Stewart—”
“Name’s James.”
“James it is.” Elmer could not be deterred. “Why don’t you tell us about yourself?”
James stood up and faced them, towering over them all. His flock took an imaginary step back. “I was born here. Red Horse. On the Bay. Lived all my life here.” And he turned back to the fire.
In the silence Lily knocked her port over. “Oh, dear. I’m so sorry.” Greta materialized from the kitchen and mopped it up, then disappeared without a word. “I…I guess that’s my cue to go to bed.” Lily looked about to cry.
Rose rose to her defense. “It has been a long day.” Everyone began to negotiate for bathroom rights.
In the midst of the hubbub, Elmer raised his voice. “James, so when do we go to Seboomook?” Rose started. She’d been wondering how to bring the subject up. She held her breath.
James grunted. “Wednesday, if you people can get up early enough. Tomorrow we fish.”
“Fish? Where?” At least one activity could divert Richard from his new wife.
“River.”
“What river?”
“Moose.”
“Moose?”
“Moose. Good spot not far from here called the Pasture.”
“For what?” Bob broke in.
James was growing impatient. “What do you mean?”
“He means,” said Richard, who had moved away from Isabel and was hopping up and down with excitement, “What kind of fish?”
“Trout. Might find some salmon if we’re lucky.”
“Salmon? Aren’t they, like, a saltwater fish? I mean, except when they’re spawning?”
James almost smiled. “These are landlocked salmon. Stocked in the lake last century. They never see the sea.”
Richard slumped down next to Isabel, who took his hand and squeezed it supportively. “I don’t suppose they get very big then, huh?”
“Sure they can,” Hugo interrupted. I caught three last year over to Barrows Cove by the West Outlet, all over eighteen inches.”
Richard’s eyes shone like a kid on Christmas Eve. Elmer leaned forward.
“So what do you use? Flies? Lures?”
“Depends.” Hugo took over the lecture while James returned to the fire, evidently bored. “Flies only for the Brookies. For the salmon and small mouth a lot of anglers around here like the Mooselook Wobbler. It was invented by an old feller down near Greenville.”
Bob decided to remind everyone how annoying he could be. “A wobbler? Now there’s a stupid name.”
“No, it’s great. I’ve got one in the hall. Let me go get it!”
Hannah intervened. “Thank you Mr. Landesman, but it’s getting awfully late. We’ll probably have to get up early for this fishing, right?”
“Oh, yes, you’re absolutely right. We’ll continue tomorrow.”
Lily spoke. “What happens if the weather is bad?”
“Then you’re on your own,” James barked at the fire.
“What?” James’s attitude had begun to bother even the irrepressible Elmer. “Mr. Stewart, this is supposed to be a guided tour. Don’t you have something for us to do?”
James scowled. “There’s always the S. S. Katahdin.”
“What’s that?”
Hugo chimed in. “It’s a floating museum, a restored steamship, built in 1914. Goes up and down Moosehead Lake. Hour tours, day trips, that kind of thing.”
The professor, having finished filling, tamping, lighting and puffing on his pipe, focused on the conversation. “But Mr. Stewart…er…James,” he squeaked, “you mean, we’re not going birding tomorrow? Lily and I were told we’d spend the day looking for the ptarmigans! Your agent in Bangor confirmed that, and the brochure promised—”
“You’ll see the blasted bird when you see it!” James shouted. He turned to the window, knotting his fists. No one said anything. After a minute, he spoke. “Sorry, Professor,” he managed gruffly. “You see, Guy, your guide, had a death in the family yesterday. I own the guide service. I had to take his place at the last minute. I’m not used to dealing directly with clients. Please forgive my impatience.”
The professor began to speak, but James interrupted. “I’ve heard there are two nests of willow ptarmigans north of here on the road to Seboomook. Should see eagles tomorrow, too.”
“Wait a minute!” Richard broke his gaze from Isabel’s. “I didn’t bring any tackle!”
“All provided.”
Hugo jumped up. “We have everything you need here. It will be ready tomorrow.” Rose couldn’t resist. “And then Wednesday we go to Seboomook?”
“More likely Thursday. Or Friday. Depends on the weather. Unpredictable this time of year.”
“What’s in Segoomook…Semok…Moo goo gai pan, anyway?” asked Bob.
Elmer saved Rose from having to reply. “It’s a great old town, the landing stage for timber coming down from the North Woods. From there they floated the logs down the lake to Greenville.”
“Do they still do that?”
“No,” said James. “Last log drive was in 1975. Truck ‘em now.”
“But you can still see the equipment they used in the town. And I hear there’s an old prison there, right? Where they held German prisoners of war?”
Bob drawled, “Now that sounds like fun.”
Elmer spoke, an edge in his voice. “Yes, Bob. It certainly should be.”
Hannah hastily pulled out a board game. “Anyone for Parcheesi?”
Elmer and Harley drew chairs to the table and the three of them began to argue amiably. Bob poured himself a fourth glass of port. Rose sank deeper into her chair and sipped her wine, waiting for Isabel to finish in the bathroom. Henry woke her by softly asking if she required anything else before retiring.
“No, Henry, thank you. I guess I’d better toddle off to bed, too. Good night, everyone.”
All but James responded. He had moved to the window and stared sternly out at the darkness as though he could will it to be light. His reddish brown hair straggled attractively across his forehead, barely obscuring the deep chestnut of his eyes. Rose wondered fleetingly about his background. He had said he was born here, but something about the way he stood and walked said military. The salt mixed in with the pepper at his temples hinted at over forty, although he was still obviously in excellent physical shape. Her eyes traveled over his shoulders, down his chest and…she blinked as he turned and looked directly into her eyes. She stumbled back, overwhelmed by the sheer masculinity of him.
“Well, g-g-good night all,” she repeated stupidly. She backed away from James and lurched gracelessly down the hall. When she finally regained her room she whispered furiously to her image in the mirror. Boy, was that ever smooth. He must think I’m a total moron. I can hardly wait to make a fool of myself tomorrow.

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by M.S. Spencer

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Chloe Gray meets Michael Keller, CIA troubleshooter, in a world in chaos. Michael appears unpredictably, leaving Chloe limp and lovelorn. Looking for safe harbor, she yields to a dashing Frenchman. Will she embrace the luxury and comfort of Emile and his chateau or the romance of international intrigue with Michael?

Chapter One
June 1991, Washington, DC
Odious air conditioning unit! Chloe cursed it and all appliances that ceased working when you needed them most. In this unseasonable heat wave, her house reminded her of that awful spring break on a palmless, humid, breeze-free tropical island. Which was why she huddled under the sad little dogwood in her front yard, pressing a cold washcloth to her face. She‘d caught her thick auburn hair under a barrette to keep it off her neck and wore a skimpy khaki cotton shift, in her discomfort not caring how well it set off both her hazel eyes and her long, shapely legs.
She checked her watch again: 11:30. Gail at Comfort Air had assured her the repairman would arrive between ten and twelve that morning. He’d better get here soon or she’d burn up.
Wait … A white van turned into the parking lot. She could just make out the lettering. Yes—Comfort Air! She waved frantically at it. A fellow in a white uniform shirt at the wheel squinted at her, but maddeningly stopped at another townhouse. He consulted his clipboard with great deliberation. Then, praise the Lord, he put the van back into gear and slid into the visitor’s parking spot in front of her townhouse. He stepped out and tipped a nonexistent cap. “Miss Gray?”
She didn’t bother with the niceties but turned toward her house, summoning him with an imperious hand. “Yes, yes, come in. Bring a pocket fan.”
The man grinned and reached back into the van for his tools. He followed Chloe up the steps. She started to describe the problem, but he was already heading downstairs to the unit. She had a glimpse of a well-muscled back and a full head of glossy black hair. “You know what to do?”
“Yes, ma’am.” His answer floated up. “I’m here to fix your air conditioning, right?” She hoped that wasn’t a snicker she heard in the rich, baritone voice. She gave him five minutes, then descended after him. She found him bending over the unit, making busy noises. “Ma’am, do you have a maintenance contract with us?”
“Yes, yes I do. Why?”
“Who serviced this unit last? Do you remember?”
Chloe had her answer ready. The company had a right to know about its incompetent employees, didn’t it? She’d rehearsed it carefully, so as not to come across as too waspish. “Alex Jones, I believe. I’m not sure he was exactly…thorough.”
The man snorted. “Well, now I know why Alex is no longer with Comfort Air. This may take awhile.” He straightened and turned toward Chloe. For the first time she got a good look at his face. She backed off, partly to get out of the way and partly because she didn’t want him to see how breathless he made her. The man was gorgeous! His face—well, a romance writer would describe it as craggy, rough-hewn, or maybe lived-in. Deep, deep blue eyes under a tousled thatch of ebony hair, his skin tanned and tight over a strong nose and high cheekbones. His mouth, although currently set in a thin angry line, promised to be sensual and full.
She attempted, with little success, to keep her eyes from traveling down his barrel chest to his hands. Quite delicate for such a big man, the fingers long and slim. She looked up quickly and found him observing her, his face impassive. He watched as she backed away blushing, then without a word returned to his work.
Chloe trudged up to the kitchen. She wanted to sit down and finish her coffee, but felt too restless. She knew better than to bother the repairman; unwritten code gave him at least ten minutes of peace after the initial overture before the homeowner was permitted to renew acquaintance. So she wandered upstairs, tidied her bedroom, and checked her hair and makeup. Only, she told herself, because she had shopping to do as soon as what‘s-his-name—what was his name?—fixed the air conditioning. Her telephone rang as she returned to the kitchen.
“Chloe? Amanda here. How’s the book outline coming?”
“Oh, Amanda, I can’t work in this heat.”
“Well, work inside like the rest of us!”
Chloe gritted her teeth and wiped her forehead with a dish towel. “I am working inside, but it’s hotter in here than it is outside.”
“What’s the matter?”
“The air conditioning quit last night.”
“You’re kidding. The temperature hit a hundred degrees this morning! And the humidity is over ninety percent. It’s not supposed to be this bad this soon.”
“Yeah, why does it always come as a surprise to the weather forecasters? This is June in the swamp otherwise known as Washington D.C. I can’t breathe, much less write, Amanda. And besides the book on machine politics for you, I have a column for Phyllis on Congressional summer interns due.”
“Well, figure something out. Go to a coffee shop or something. My deadline is next week, you know.”
“I know. I can’t go anywhere yet. I’m waiting for the repairman to finish. We’re still on for Saturday though, right?”
“If you get my work done.”
Chloe hung up the telephone. Despite the constant pressure from her editor—who she would hate, if Amanda were not also her best friend—she loved her work. Punditry.
She smiled, thinking what a great discovery that had been. After all of those years of beat reporting, writing a column only once a week was a lot more satisfying, not to mention more lucrative, than answering to a city editor every day. And so much cooler. Unlike her house.
She checked the clock. The proper interval having passed, she moseyed toward the basement again. From the top step she cleared her throat. “So… how’s it coming?”
He grunted. Chloe waited a minute, and when nothing further was forthcoming, meekly backed up into the hall. She sat at the kitchen table, watching the minute hand as it marked off another half hour, and went back to the head of the cellar stairs again. “Would you like a glass of water?”
“No. Thanks.”
“So, how’s it coming?” It occurred to Chloe that she hoped to annoy him just so she could see his face again. It worked, even though the handsome face glaring up at her was twisted with testiness.
“Look, ma’am, I’m just trying to keep this unit from falling apart. It’s a little tricky. I’ll let you know when I’m through, okay?”
Chloe retreated and spent another fifteen minutes drumming her fingers on the counter. At last she heard his footsteps and slipped quickly into the living room, taking petty satisfaction in knowing he would be forced to call out to her.
“Ma’am?”
“Yes? Oh, are you finished?” So nonchalant. She was proud of herself.
“No, actually.” Damn. Round one to the repairman.
“But I heard the blower come on. It does seem a little cooler.”
He poked his head into the living room. “That’s because I’ve jury-rigged the unit to run without being unsafe. I’m going to need several parts. I don’t have them with me, so I’ll have to come back a couple more times to fix it properly.”
“Unsafe? As in dangerous? Should I move out? Doesn’t gas explode?” Her voice rose.
“No, no.” He hurried to reassure her. “Well, I mean, yes it can. But not in this instance.” Chloe looked at him, a skeptical frown on her face. “Really, Miss Gray, no need to leave the building. I have it under control for now.”
“Well, when will you be back?”
“As soon as the parts come in. Look, I’ll call you tomorrow to let you know what the warehouse says, okay?”
Chloe nodded. “You have my phone number?”
“It’s on the work order. But you’d better give me your cell phone number as well.” He moved closer as she wrote the number down on a card.
Despite the heat and the slight perfume of natural gas hanging about him, he smelled enticing. She couldn’t stop herself and leaned a little into him. His arm felt powerful. She looked up quickly to see his reaction and found him gravely contemplating her. For an instant she saw reflected in his eyes what pelted through her heart. Could he find her attractive, too?
She stepped back, mentally shaking her emotions into place. Please don’t let me be one of those lonely single women eager for a roll in the hay with any willing repairman. Please.
Confused and suddenly a bit resentful, she stood up. “Here you are.” She handed him the card and abruptly strode to the front door, holding it open.
He hesitated. Could that be bemusement, or astonishment on his face?
“I’ll call you.”
“Thank you.” She shut the door after him and stood staring at it. What the heck was that all about? What a display! How humiliating! But she found herself rubbing the spot where her arm had touched his and dreamily visualizing those blue, blue eyes.
The phone rang the next morning as she finished her coffee.
“Hi, I’m calling about your air conditioning?”
“Yes?” What a glorious warm voice the man had! So rich and round. Her soprano sounded impossibly tinny in response. It didn’t help that it cracked mid-word.
“Well, ma’am, some of the parts will be in next Thursday, but not all of them. If you like, I can come by tomorrow and tighten up the temporary fittings so they’ll last until I can put the new system in.”
Where did this huge lump in her throat come from? Why did this guy have such an effect on her? At last she gurgled, “That would be fine. What time?”
“Between nine and noon?”
“Earlier would be better. Could you call me when you’re on your way? I gave you my cell phone number, didn’t I?” Of course I did. Could I possibly sound any more idiotic?
“Yes, you did. I’ll call if I’m running late, all right?”
“Fine.” She hung up the phone, poured a large glass of water and drank it down. She was too old for this.
He showed up Friday morning at 9:05 and went right to work. Chloe offered him water at 9:20, which he accepted. He came up the stairs to drink it. “It sure is hot down there.”
Chloe didn’t know what to say. She sipped her water.
“Not as hot as some places though.”
“Somewhere hotter than Washington in June? I don’t think so. Unless it’s Washington in August!” Oh, God, this is agonizing. I should just nod and smile. Gabbling about the weather when all I can think about are those beautiful hands caressing his tall, frosted glass.
“It’s nothing compared to Vietnam. My buddy used to claim that the Viet Cong only hid in the jungle to stay out of the sun.” His eyes crinkled at what was obviously an old joke. Then he sobered. “Poisonous climate.”
“So you were in Vietnam?” Duh. Another conversational zinger. Shut up, Chloe.
He didn’t seem to notice her discomfort. “Just at the end. Six months was enough for me.”
“My father served two tours.”
The man perked up. “Really? Army?”
“No, Navy. He commanded an LST. A transport ship.”
He laughed. “I remember them. Real tubs. Sailors who shipped out on them used to claim LST stood for Long Slow Target. And talk about First Class accommodations. They didn’t just carry tanks and trucks. They delivered Marines on those babies. Poor guys claimed it was like riding on a dolphin with an upset stomach. In a stuffy little room.”
Chloe laughed with him, taking note of his perfect white teeth. They flashed against his tanned face, a face transformed by humor. She caught herself gawking again. He stopped suddenly, looking at her the way he had two days before when they sat so close together—speculative, surprised. Interested?
She stepped to the sink hurriedly. “More water?”
“Yes, please.”
She turned with the glass and found him right behind her. Startled, she spilled the water down both their fronts. “How stupid of me. I‘m sorry.” She tried to blot his shirt without actually touching him, but he took the towel along with her hand and gently dried his chest. Chloe realized after a bit that they had stopped mopping and were just gazing at each other. She mentally shook herself and slid around him.
“So how’s it going?” Could he hear the tremor in her voice? Did she even know any other sentences?
He blinked, almost as though he’d forgotten where he was. “Oh, fine. I’ll have the rest of the pipes set in a few minutes, but I won’t be able to complete the job until next week when the new parts come in. May I call you?”
“You mean, when you have the rest of the parts?” Of course that’s what he meant. It’s not as though he’s going to call me for a date.
“It will probably be next Wednesday or Thursday.”
“Great.” She fled upstairs and hid in her bedroom until she heard his voice calling from the hall.
“Miss Gray? I‘ll be off then.”
“Okay, thanks!” She called down as brightly as she could manage, not trusting herself to see him to the door. She heard it slam, and despite her best intentions, leapt down the stairs to the kitchen window in time to see the white van pull out of the lot. She watched until it disappeared down the street.
***
For at least two years now, one Saturday night a month was set aside as Ladies’ Night Out. Chloe and her closest friends Elise, Amanda and Katharine, gathered, as usual, at Clyde’s. The huge mahogany bar, convivial atmosphere, and half-price oysters provided relief from both men and demanding careers. Chloe’s friends were all divorced, or, like her, not quite ready to take the plunge.
Katharine carefully licked all of the salt from her margarita glass and smacked scarlet lips together. Her lipstick, as usual, matched her perfectly manicured nails, as did the crimson Bill Blass camisole peeping out between the lapels of her perfectly-tailored Donna Karan jacket “So, Chloe, how’s George?”
Elise and Amanda smiled knowingly. Chloe’s last boyfriend, George, a too-pretty lobbyist much too caught up in the Washington scene, enjoyed a less than favorable rating among her friends.
“George? You didn’t know? I dumped him six months ago!”
“Really? Good. He’s an ass.” Katharine could be succinct when she wanted to.
“Yes.” Chloe took a long pull at her drink. “I got tired of those monotonous Capitol Hill receptions he dragged me to. I’d get to sit around eating endless plates of shrimp and crab claws while he worked the room, glad-handing and whispering lies. After my second nightmare where this enormous, pink, thousand-legged crustacean sucked me into its gaping maw…”
“Its what?”
“Maw. Gaping maw. Its throat, Amanda.”
“You’ve been doing crossword puzzles again, haven’t you?” Amanda, as an editor and therefore a literalist, leaned forward, ready to pounce. Thirty-five years in the business had left her with gray hair, a substantial figure and a healthy distrust of pretentious words.
“No, reading Moby Dick.” Her dignity secured, Chloe continued. “Anyway, that tore it. I gave him the boot. Plus it’s been great for my career. No more K Street cattle shows, no more boozy lobbyists bearing down on defenseless legislative assistants. I’ve been doing one-on-one interviews with power players for the last couple of months.”
“Yeah, I saw your column on Tom Foley. You do get the big guns.” Katharine took another sip.
“It’s just luck usually.” Chloe expected her modesty to be taken with a large grain of margarita salt, and it was.
“Being smart and beautiful doesn’t hurt though, does it?” With her usual impeccable timing, Elise finished her drink and joined the conversation. She knew whereof she spoke; neither her Mensa membership nor her gift for radical fashion design could distract admirers from her lithe figure and tawny eyes. Milan had yet to recover from her spring line of jungle-inspired jumpsuits, especially since she had modeled them herself.
And persistent, thank you very much.” Chloe donned a self-satisfied smirk. “I have been very successful at roping them in, haven’t I? And now there’s more time for my research and writing, not to mention the chance to lower my cholesterol.”
Amanda preened like a proud mother. “Chloe’s column is syndicated in fifteen states now.”
The ladies ordered another round and had begun to look at the menu when Katharine brought up the state of Chloe‘s air conditioning. “Golly, it’s taking forever! You must be so uncomfortable. Would you like to stay at my place until it’s done?”
“No! I mean…” Chloe took a deep breath. No need for the others to know about her crush. “The repairman has managed to keep the A/C functioning while he fixes it in phases. He doesn’t seem totally inept.” Huh? Now why did I make him sound incompetent? It’s not like the fellow means anything to me. In any case, I’ve never been the jealous type.
But somehow she knew she wouldn’t recommend him to anyone, least of all to the sexy, curvaceous Katharine. She didn’t want her, or Elise, or even Amanda—who in any case was too old for him—to have a shot. She would have to think about this later.
Elise brought her back to the conversation. “What’s the company? Didn’t you say Comfort Air? What’s the guy‘s name?”
“It’s funny you should ask. I never caught his name. I usually try to get the repairman’s name, you know, to establish a working relationship. But this time I simply forgot. Odd.” Yes, true, and totally unlike her, the ever inquisitive journalist. This whole affair—now why did I use that word?—was a muddle.
“Well, I’ll call you if I need work done. Now, where’s that waiter?”
The conversation thankfully turned to politics.
***
Chloe flopped on the sofa. It was only 10:00 p.m., but she didn’t like to stay out late when she had to drive herself home. She reached for the TV guide just as the telephone rang.
“Miss Gray? This is—click, click—from Comfort Air.”
“Hello? Hello? I didn‘t catch your—” Click, click. Chloe sighed. “I’m sorry, I have another call. Could you hold a second?”
He spoke hurriedly. “I only wanted—click, click—over Monday, if it’s convenient. I can pick up whatever parts are available on the way. I’m afraid I have to leave town unexpectedly. I’m—click, click—the change, but Gail will assign another technician. I assure you, your repairs will be—click, click—time. Is between noon and six on Monday convenient for you?”
“Sure,— click, click— that’d be great.” Before she could say anything else he rang off.
Katharine came through on the other line. “Everything okay? Just wanted to make sure you got home safely.”
Distracted, Chloe mumbled, “Thanks, dear. Yes. I’m heading off to bed. Good night.”
She spent Sunday in fevered decision-making. What to wear? What to say? Hey, how about, “What’s your name anyway?” The hours dragged by.
By Monday at noon she had made two pots of coffee and a pan of Katherine Hepburn’s brownies. She tried to work on her column all morning, but the deterioration of civil discourse in the Senate just didn’t seem a particularly fresh topic. By the time she gave up on writing, she’d finished one paragraph and eaten half the brownies.
The doorbell rang, startling her. She rearranged the bars to camouflage her little indiscretion, but with little success. Hiding the plate behind a large bowl, she went to the hall.
He stood on the doorstep, his crisp white uniform shirt gleaming against the tan of his face. She tried to check his name tag, but he held a large carton to his chest, covering it. He grinned. “Are you ready for me?”
“Oh yes!” She stood aside to let him in and he brushed past her, leaving tingly waves of heat in his wake. How am I going to survive the next few hours in this state? At least he’ll finish today and leave town and I’ll never see him again. If she needed repair work she could ask for someone other than—who?―I’m sorry, but I didn’t catch your name.”
He said something incomprehensible over his shoulder as he carried the box downstairs. Just then the phone rang.
“Miss Gray? This is Gail at Comfort Air. Is our man there?”
“Yes, he is. By the way—”
“Could you ask him to come to the phone? He’s leaving Thursday, and we need to make sure he’s briefed his replacement. I hope his work has been satisfactory?”
“Why yes. Actually, he’s—”
“Great. Could I talk to him please?”
Chloe went to the cellar door. “Excuse me. Gail is on the phone.”
There was a crash and a curse and the top of a curly black head hove into view. She handed him the telephone.
“What, Gail? Oh, okay. Sure. It will have to be tomorrow. This job is going to take awhile. I don’t want to leave it without being sure everything is in order. Okay. See whether Fred can start Joseph’s training. I’ll see you later.”
He turned to hand Chloe the telephone. Something plopped. She looked at the floor, where a small red puddle spread slowly out. She looked at his arm. “You’re bleeding!”
“This? Just a cut. I dropped my saw.”
Chloe pulled his arm closer, trying to ignore the electric shock that went through her at his touch. “It is not just a cut. It’s a gash. Look at all the blood you’ve dripped on my rug! Come here.” She held his arm under the faucet and carefully washed the grit out of the wound. “Now just stay there. Press this paper towel against the cut. I’ll go get some Neosporin and a bandage.”
She slipped up the stairs and through her bedroom to the bathroom. As she came out with the supplies she stopped short. He sat on her bed.
“I thought I’d save you a trip.” He spoke diffidently.
“Oh…that’s…okay.” Chloe willed herself not to touch his thigh as she sat down on the bed next to him. Too close? She applied the ointment and bandage, trying to keep her hands from trembling.
He must have noticed anyway, because he put his larger one over hers and gently squeezed. “Is the blood bothering you?”
She hesitated, breathless. He looked into her eyes, and before she knew it his arms went around her and she was kissing him. No, he was kissing her.
She lost all sense of time and place, clinging to his mouth as though she were drowning and it the only lifeboat. She felt herself falling, landing on his chest. He held her tightly, squeezing the life out of her. Or was it her soul he drew into his own? How could she tell him it wasn’t his blood that bothered her but her own, boiling up in waves of desire?
He let her go reluctantly, but she held onto his buttons, tearing them off. She opened his shirt and buried her face in the soft black hairs of his chest. His hands went to her arms and gently moved her off him to the side. Slowly he undid her blouse, unhooked the bra and brushed each breast with his lips. She lay back, her eyes unfocussed, waiting for the touch, living for the scent of his hair. He looked up through his bangs and blasted her heart out with a glance of those azure eyes.
“May we?”
She didn’t need elaboration. She nodded mutely. He kissed her neck, her shoulders, her breasts, and down her stomach. A thousand butterflies fought to escape from her belly. He pulled down her zipper and tugged at the skirt. She still lay quietly, lost in pleasure. It all seemed to pass in slow motion. Everything felt perfect. Then he stopped. She opened her eyes. “What?”
His expression had altered. He glared at her, his face only inches away from hers. “What the hell am I doing? This is nuts!” He sat up, facing away from her.
She saw that she had taken his shirt off and his belt and zipper were undone. For some inexplicable reason his shoes were neatly arranged at the foot of the bed. She put a hand on his back. He stood up abruptly and a flash of panic hit her. He couldn’t leave. Not now.
“Please don’t go.” Her voice stayed almost steady. “It’s…not exactly something we planned. Unexpected, unexplainable, maybe. But it’s also right. Don’t you see?”
“No, I don’t.” His voice slurred with anger as he slapped the words down. “This is neither the time nor the place. I can’t afford to do this now.”
“To do what? Make love?”
He looked down at her, his face softening. “It’s more than that. I don’t know why. But you know it too.”
Chloe gazed at him. It was true. She knew that first day, when he stood on her front step in his white uniform, the sun glinting off his dark head and his eyes flashing blue in the heat. Her heart flip-flopped. She had never wanted a man so much before. She didn’t want to ask any questions; she didn’t even want to ask about protection. Mentioning condoms could be sowelldeflating. She rose and put her arms around him. Standing on tiptoe, she kissed him softly. His arms went slowly, inevitably, around her and they drifted into their own world.
When she opened her eyes she found him calmly pulling off the rest of her clothes. She appeared to be doing the same for him. He stopped and took a condom out of his wallet. Good. Now she could relax.
His pants flew across the room and she fell on his naked, beautiful body. He pulled her under him and moved, hard and swift, up her body and then down. Everything moved, as though they rode on the sea, in a great harmony of tides. She felt him press inside her, so deep it almost touched her heart. She moved with him, accepting the throbbing energy and meeting it. Faster he went, closer she came to her climax, her hands clutching, drawing him toward her. She dimly heard herself crying and calling him all sorts of names. Relentless, entering and leaving, driving her to the brink, he murmured, “Love me. Oh God, love me.” Then the world stopped. They looked into each other’s eyes and collapsed.
She held onto the dream, hoping the delicious softness would go on a bit longer. She tried to move her arm and discovered it crushed under a heavy, solid, sensual chest. She opened her eyes. He watched her, softly stroking her cheek. His blue eyes held hers. She tried to smile. “That wasn’t so bad, was it?”
He grinned. “No, I suppose not.”
“Should we have done that?”
“Absolutely not.” And he let his hand drift down her breasts to her stomach. “A terrible idea.” A finger delicately probed a little lower. She arched to meet him. “I can’t believe I let you do this to me.”
“I! Me!” She gave up speaking, too busy responding to his exploring fingers. He accepted the catch in her throat as enough conversation and put his mouth to better use. She couldn’t believe how aroused she felt. His touch did extraordinary things to her. She let the desire course through her, wallowing in pleasure. Then she took hold of the situation herself. When she had brought him to the same level of passion, they came together again, this time even faster and with more hunger than before. He poured everything he had into her and she pulled at his body, melding with him. A great rushing noise came and left them limp and happy.
“Now that was unquestionably a good idea.” She managed that much.
But he slept.
Chloe examined him. How could she have developed such intense feelings in a few short hours? She looked back over…what? Three days? Yes, it had to be. Three days to the first time he had touched her.
She had been drawn into a new realm of emotions, a different way of looking at the world and herself. She had been transformed from self-possessed, independent career woman to quivering flesh by one glance of those cobalt eyes. And when he took her in his arms, she was lost. Nothing else mattered when he held her in his arms.
She thought of the old song “Let the world go away.” Could this be just a precious moment, one that would only last a short while longer? How could anything permanent come of it? A blue-collar repairman and a high-powered Washington writer! But somehow she knew there was more to him than met the eye. Somethingmysterious and dangerous.
There he lay, chest rising and falling, a smile on his lips. She kissed his back, and, before she dropped off, decided that soon she would start asking some questions.

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